He's Beautiful.... ♥

tomorrow is the last day of 2010...
i'm goin to live it to the fullest..

i have been thru many things in year 2010

being loved :)
being lost ):

had many events :) especially dancing with my JiMuis the E.A.S.Y ♥

we had Fan Dance Competition, Hari Koko Performance, Jamuan Pengawas and Aikido Annual Party... (: we the sisters, have been thru alot , and today, we're still standing supporting each other!

this year, i've learn to appriciate, but somethings can never make me appriciate even thou how much they tried. Because instead, they make the matter worst.

i started to love Korean Dramas and especially.. Korean Guys ♥


i've been obsses with this show " He's Beautiful / 原来是美男啊~ "
*drooling* (obsses with this show... as known as ... the GUYS)

* Name: 장근석 / Jang Geun Seok

* Profession: Actor, singer

* Birthdate: 1987-Aug-04

* Height: 182cm

* Weight: 63kg

* Star sign: Leo

* Blood type: A

* Name: 정용화 / Jung Yong Hwa (Jeong Yong Hwa)

* Profession: Singer and actor

* Birthdate: 1989-Jun-22

* Height: 180cm

* Star sign: Cancer

* Blood Type: A

* Name: 장근석 / Jang Geun Seok

* Profession: Actor, singer, and model

* Birthdate: 1987-Aug-04

* Height: 182cm

* Weight: 63kg

* Star sign: Leo

* Blood type: A...







i've been Pretteh Crazeh (:

laughing and shouting
working and yawning

that is what i call LIFE (:

姐妹的Plans :3

2010年就快过了 :)
多6天我们就...

Happy New Year!!!


至于..Plans :3
就有很多啦~

31.12.2010
New Years Countdown
也就是...
我和姐姐做工最后一天!!!
还打算~ 放工后~
去附近的 Sushi Restorant 吃 Sushi ♥
一个人一定要RM25 XD
吃大餐 XP


01.01.2011
跟姐姐走街~ ♥

♥ ~ 该该
♥ ~ 拍照

而且我和姐姐也有了 New Trend :3
做个很斯文滴女生...
买花花衣服 XD

很不像我咧~
嘻嘻~ 因为某某人的关系...
很不想再去烦这件事了...
要怎样就怎样~
而且~~~~ 我有伴! XD


07.01.2011
姐妹出街日子~ ♥
刚好是拜五~ 大家可以快快收拾~
快快去该该~ ♥

姐妹们~ 谢谢你给我这半年的快乐~!!
♥ you forever!!!


16.01.2011
这一天就是我们姐妹认识了半年!!

我们一起谈心事
我们一起出去玩
我们一起癫
我们一起38

没有你们 就没有我

谢谢你们给我一个开心的回忆

我爱你们 :)

我的心…突然好想你…

我的心…突然好想你…

好想现在就抱着你，亲亲你，告诉你我是多么的爱你…

好想你现在就在我身边，让我依偎在你的怀里，深深的睡去，明早醒来眼前看到的第一个就是你…

好想你现在就在我面前，那样我的视线里将会只有你，因为你一直是我的唯一…

好想被你握着手走在热闹的大街上，向所有人展示我的幸福。而你也要答应我，牵着我一直走下去，再也不要放开…

好想现在就可以触摸到你，不再会用气急败坏的声音说我杀了你，却无法感受到你的温度，一切的一切也只能成为空想…

你总说想我，你总说想抱抱我，亲亲我，我又何尝不是？多希望我真的能从视频那爬出去，爬到你跟前，让我知道你的温度，让我确实的感受到你的存在…

一直说很想结婚，就是因为结婚了就可以天天和你在一起，那该是一件多么美的事情阿…每次听你的声音，都好想自己可以飞奔到你的面前，告诉你我真的好想你…

Happy 13th XD

13th December~

Happy Birthday Alwinn!!!
so lou! don't keep working nia~
don't stress out yourself nia...
later very fast old, got money also no use!
hahahahaha...

Finally you're 16 :]
dai gor zai lorh :)
sang sang seng seng zou yann :)

even thou we don't really keep in touch so much~
well, almost not at all.. but remember, you'll always b maii fren :]
the very good friend!

A.S.S

Hello !

totally in mood after watching Agents of Secret Stuffs.
especially at the end!

Man Suii Nigahiga!
for making such a nice movie :)
will continue supporting you!!

wheee~ it's 2.17a.m :)
and i'm smiling lol.!

anyone after watching that show sure smile ge bu ting :]
ahh~ so romantic :) better than any movies! (Koizora comes in second. :])

yay~ i used 2minutes to type that sentence! =]
i'm happy~ wheeee~ :)

okay. i'm not going to bed now.
of cos not. i'm going to search for more more more videos by Nigahiga!

chaoz~!

Happy 11th =)

it's the 11th ~ ♥

Heyy babe ;]
actually i don't really know what to write O_O
because it's the 11th! omg ><
it's already one month~~~
anddd~ i'm still very very very very in love with you!!!!!!

dear, are you happy when i wrote the
"Reasons why i love you"
well, many things that i've tried.
but i don't really know what to do for you
for you have done many things for me :)

darling darling darling <3
so u know how much i love you???
it's UNCOUNTABLE!!!!
no, i'm not crazy :)
i'm just in love XD

Happy 11th my darling :)
i love you so much

me me me and only me

totally in my own world

heart broken songs bursting into my ears by the headphone
bloggin by the mood
not caring anyone who hurts my feelings

i'm totally me and only me...
leave me alone if you're smart

[BubzBeauty]

videos by bubzbeauty


really made me realise so many things after seeing her videos :)
take a look at these videos :)






this is one of her videos about Racism: Say no to racism!
yeahh... because i've actually argue with a malay friend of mine thru Facebook
because he was living in Johor O_O


well, it's actually caused by one of the news...
the headmaster asking the chinese to go back to china?
well, if we fight with each other, we're just same as the headmaster right??


so, Sorry Ady! (friend from johor)
for argue-ing with you about such stupid things ><
would you ever~~~~ forgive me ?? :)






yeahh.. so here's another video from bubzbeauty
suddenly, i'm a big fan of hers lol.


this video is about why GIRLs shouldn't say themselves not beautiful
because no girls is not beautiful, just lazy :)
or maybe you could take her (bubzbeauty)'s advice :)


here's her video on What makes me Beautiful
yeah, so what makes you beautiful??
for me, looking at the mirror saying :
" oh god, you're beautiful!"     [no... i'm just JK.]
anyways...
girls must definately take a look at this video
cos it's kinda... inspireing? (no idea how to spell)
yea.. so take a look! :)

我哭了，谁知道？

不知道什么时候，自己变了这么伤感，

只知道，为什么我活的这么累，身边的人,身边的事，

有时候无法面对自己，

每天重复着同样的生活我常常一个人来来去去不知道什么时候，

习惯了一个人，喜欢了一个人，

不知道什么时候，爱上了安静。爱上了沉默。

是否自己已经变了，是时间变了，

也许，

我一直以为自己是个很坚强的人，但其实我没有想像中的那么强吧，

我喜欢，把泪葬在心里，我要微笑面对任何一件突如其来的事。

有时候，突然见从梦里惊醒，然后莫名奇妙的想大哭一切都是莫名其妙。

身边的人来来去去，我埋着头，感受他们身上淡淡的味道。

为何都带有丝丝忧愁。

我希望生活简单。讨厌复杂。但是现在的生活也不复杂，

为何却让我讨厌，厌恶，恶心。

忘记了什麽时候，习惯了独自一个人，内心很脆弱。

也许发生在我们身边的是是非非。

我只有保持沈默。心里好难受．心里好疼好疼。

觉得心里好委屈？总告诉自己要坚强，

要忍却眼泪还是不争气的掉了，掉下的是眼泪？

却心里有说不出的滋味！是那么的疼？那么的心酸！

第一次觉得自己像行尸走肉一样？没有思想！没有灵魂？

觉得自己好堕落/想逃避这样的生活想过离开！可我不能！

我过的并不快乐！

也不幸福我拼命的想幸福！可幸福却离我越来越远？

Hello December =[

what happened 
----------------------


we've been argue-ing since 27 November..
when is this going to stop??


i'm sorry, but i'm not perfect
i can't try, because i still wont be =[


maybe you don't know how much i miss you
maybe you don't know how much i love you


but my tears are what have proven...
i miss you and i really love you...


middle of the night,
waking up with a bad dream
because you were walking away from me..
my pillow was wet, because I've been crying in my sleep =[


it's 2am, and you're cozy in your bed
sleeping and having a sweet dreams
while i'm just here crying
because i miss you too much =[


I'm sorry for making you so frustrated
i'm not a good person
i can't make your dreams come true
i'm sorry...


i'm really SORRY.


GOOD NIGHT


HAPPY DECEMBER


2.08a.m

i'm sad =(

EVERYTHING IS RUINED!!!

You're the beat of my Heart

_ You're the beat of my heart _

I was missing you the whole day, even going online doesn't makes me feel better, because there is no purpose if you are not online. Do you know how hard is it to keep everything in my heart, not telling anyone, but waiting for you to come for my rescue? I wanted to cry, but i made a promise yesterday and i won't break it, even you said that promise was canceled. I miss you so much, i message you every hour, looking at the time, wishing the time would fly faster, wishing that i could once again see you... Every time my message ringtone rings, i was hoping it was you, but i was disappointed. I know you have your reasons, because you were working. I'm sorry, i just miss you too much, i really can't live without you even just for a second. My heart was beating faster each time i miss YOU.

Just now we were message-ing, suddenly you asked if i didn't miss you at all... how could you asked such a hurtful question? But i didn't want to argue with you, because i know you're tired and you need a rest, not another thing to bother you. I'm sorry i don't know how to be a good GirlFriend. Forgive me, but remember, i love you.

✖我可以装傻，但别以为我真傻✖

  (1）很多话我没说，别以为我不懂。

（2）骗我可以，但不要被我知道。

（3）我可以容忍，但别超过我的底线。 

（4）我可以装傻，但别以为我真傻。 

（5）不做第三者，即使再喜欢。 

（6）不喜欢就是不喜欢，说啥也没用。 

（7）任何的真话，我都能接受。 

（8）对我不留情面的人，我会记住的。

（9）不给喜欢的人添麻烦。 

（10）在喜欢的人面前，能不哭就不哭。 

（11）可以为喜欢的人做任何改变，但不试图改变他。 

（12）用单纯的心对待朋友和为求我爱的人。 

（13）对我关心的人，我会双倍回报。 

（14）我不是没脾气，只是不轻易发脾气。

（15）我不暧昧，但不代表不会。 

（16）宁缺毋滥，绝不因为寂寞而恋爱。 

（17）但是只要爱上一个人，我敢说绝对不是因为寂寞才跟她好的。

（18）如果你拿我不当回事，我会以同样的方式对你的。

（19）有些事情不要以为我真傻…只是不愿意揭穿你而已！

（20）有些事情不要以为我真傻…只是我不想让你的形象在我心中完全破灭而已！

rain ♥

this is what you said...  is it true?


sometimes when it rains, i feel happy about it.
because sometimes when no one's around, i could just go out and play the rain
if not, i will sit by the window, looking at the beautiful raindrops...


[every raindrop is showing how much i miss you ♥]


love it when you say it like that... 
i love you ...

i love you

you're the kind of guy...

who doesn't mind if i eat more than him

who listens to my problems and all my fears

who doesn't mind my sarcasm

who sing along to all my favorite song with me

who will talk to me about anything and everything

who is never shy to hold me or hug me

who knows i act crazy and weird but still loves me

boy, i love you with all my heart and soul

without you, there's no reason to live in this planet

i love you~ baby tell me that you love me too <3

i love you, you love me, we are happy family
with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you
won't you say you love me too <3


Leon Wong Kien Hon! i love you

baby i love you and i'll never let you go
but if i have to boy i think that you should know
all the love me made, can never be erased
and i'll promise you that you will never be replaced <3


i love you, yes i do
i'll be with you as long as you want me to
until the end of time...


from the day i met you, i knew we'd be together
but i know i wanna be with you forever
i wanna marry you , and i wanna have your kids
thinking never compare to the feeling of your kisses


i can say i'm truly happy till this day
you made me thank God that i live my life everyday
there's never been a doubt, in my mind
that i regret ever having you by my side

Crock-Crouch XD

16.11.2010
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Today morning i keep waking up as the alarm keep ringing...
ring already, wake up already, then fall asleep again...
until 8a.m only wake up >< 


sorry jie, keep you waiting :(
everyone was getting ready for Roti Canai XD


Then me and jie wait for the bus to come~
Finally the good little bus come =D
wheee~ we board the bus! i so long didn't sit bus jor!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~!!!!


Finally we reached... too early already O_O
so we(rich people) went to Dunkin Donuts to eat breakfast
actually because we have no choice, it was the only shop opened :D


THERE WAS A CROCK-CROUCH IN THE COFFEE!!!!
but we changed it XD the shop owner also shock XD


then we went to meet up with Joey,Vicky and Zi Wei 
after that meet up with the other girls O_O


After that we decided to go KLCC eat at Food Court
i ate McDonald :D always the smartest choice =D
because i can refill XD


after that we seperated because me and jie wanted to go walk around
but after awhile, mommy called and told me later got alot of people
so we went back ~


On the bus, me and jie chatted alot of things XD
especially Ham Ye! woohoo! XD [sotplug]




and soo~ my day ended like this~
now i'm chatting with my beloved <3


ByeBye~

Life ♥

Music and Life ♥
------------------------


How to see if i'm EMO or not. =)


if i'm EMO. i concentrates on the piano... learn every sad song and cried to myself in the end of the song...


if i'm NOT. i happily play the guitar and wanting to learn new things and doesn't really give a damn about the pain...




Music always express everything, how we felt and how we wanted it to be... Sometimes we might just shed a tear just because we heard something about the love life we once had. The singers actually is also doing a very hard job, because they have to write out their feeling and sing it out to the public. 




Today i went to Time Square with Arial,Leon and Ken.. we actually go there just to find someone :) But there were happy and sad things between the time being.. i was shock when i saw him XXX... then on the other hand, another one is suffering from muscle pain. i was sitting in the center and i felt like useless... Friends, i'm sorry. i shouldn't have pulled you guys along... if not you might not think so many things and the XXXX won't be needed... I'm Sorry!




Arial, i guess was really happy :) Finally can meet Shinny :D i had to make a lie just to come and see the mysterious guy XD He's a good guy i guess, at first i wasn't at all calmed, because i was worried about her safety, so i went round and round stalking her, but end up she knew all about it. So me, Leon and ken went circles around the shopping mall and finally we sat down. While waiting, they played their guitar :D




When i reached Ampang LRT... it was really scary because it was really dark and because I've experience something really shocking, i almost got XXXX. Thanks Leon for accompanying me back half way :) It was a really nice walk and had a good conversation i guess XD Thanks Leon!

You are the only exception - Paramore

you are the only exception
---------------------------------------


When I was younger

I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it


And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist


But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception


Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face


And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness


Because none of it was ever worth the risk


Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception


I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream


Ohh---


You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception


And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing

【没心情】

【没心情】

看我的题目都知道... 【没心情】
所以我不会多讲...


。某某人没来学校...我很闷
。刚刚被朋友骂,因为我不知道爱人生病的时候,会有什么感觉
。谢谢某某人陪我所谓的“聊天”

-----------------THE END-------------------

我们到底犯了什么错...??

为什么我们会将辛苦...??
------------------------------------

我刚发现到... 总是我们【中四的学生】都会受最多苦...??

为合我的滴兄弟姐妹都不会受苦...??
为合他们可以开开心心过生活...??
为合他们没有【烦恼】,我们却有...??

这样对我们不太公平吧...

有事就找我们来骂,
没事就当我们是狗...

我们也是人类...
我们也有【Kebebasan Bersuara】

为什么,我们讲话,就被骂,被打...
为什么,他们讲话,就被爱,被疼...

Sunday ♥

Sunday ♥
---------------

What so special about Sunday??
-------------------------------------------------
it's the only day that i could spend time with only my family =D Even thou they are annoying sometimes, but they are still my family! and i love them berry berry much ♥


Today i went to church for 8am service... i was sleeping the whole time, besides the praying and singing part...Well, i was too tired. I'm sorry >< After church, we went Pandan Jaya for lunch, but too bad, too many people =( Boohoo... So we went back to Ampang and ate Roti Canai at RNK near Ampang LRT station =D
the Roti Canai was delicious ♥  Thanks Mom and Dad~!!


Anyways..
today is also a very special day =D
because it's... Celina's Birthday! XD Weeeee~ XD

Happy Birthday Muii~♥
Hope you have a great day today!
older one year, sang sang seng seng zou yan...
and don't forget about me also XD

So happy you're 13 T.T
means i didn't do a bad job taking care of you for 13years.. LOL
Dai Goh Luii jor... =D
i'm proud of you XP




---------------- THE END ------------------

【我不是真的我】

爱情... 有好の结果吗...??
------------------------------------

           【我不知道..你是否假装还是太笨了..还不知道,我爱の人是你..】

【已经够明显了..你还是不知道】

我是否太小胆了...?

告诉你一句【我爱你】

也说不出口...

我到底怎么了...??

我会叫我滴姐妹勇敢一点

去告诉某人,她喜欢他...

但我自己也做不到...

我是否很【失败】??

【哭】

有什么用...? 也不能解决问题

但怎么, 每一次我想不开...

我の泪..会一滴一滴地掉...?

【笑】

我会笑,是因为我知道你在我身边

因为有你,我就开心...

我就会变得,不是我の人...

【自己】

我以为我是那种

不会为小事而哭的女生

有时我也会觉得

怎么其他女生会为了这些事

为了一个男生,而哭出来...?

原来...

【我不是我以为是我的人】

【我是我以为我不是的人】

我以为,自己很坚强

会为姐妹们解决问题...

有问题自己解决

不让姐妹烦..

保护姐妹们..

不会让自己伤...

我再相信爱情...

但我却是

爱哭鬼... 虽然不是每次

但我也没想到，我会为了这件事而哭..

我的演的戏,大家都看得出

我是假的...

【怎么我微笑着，心却是痛的】