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What is the purpose of being strong if people just keep making you fall..

Dear No One,
Your time may not have come yet. You might think that you are the worst among everyone else. But do not fear, because God has a special place for you. Eventually you'll get there but you always have to start from the bottom. You may have expectations to be the best of the best, but only through many practise makes it perfect. Money can do alot of things, its true. But without it, you can too achieve what you want to achieve in a different way. Never give up your dreams, you time will come.

Because there are many people supporting you from below, don't disappoint them.

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Hello from JB !

"Tell everybody I'm on my way"

It is already my 12th Solo flight, see how time flies. Having juniors looking up to me like how i used to to our seniors.

Speaking of juniors, we have a new member in our home.. its RICKY ! First time meeting him thought he was some quite and serious guy, end up he was the opposite. But then having him extra in our lives just makes everything more fun. He's a nice guy, a little silly but he's okay to be friends with. 

Now im on my way -if only the bus driver leaves- home ! :) Can't wait to see them. I really miss being home even though i can't be there so many days. I just want to hug them and never let go. Wait for me , I'm coming home !

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Hello again from Singapore.

Tomorrow it's our graduation already, only today we decide to start planning for everything. Obviously we do not have enough time to do it.

Now we are heading to Susie's house. She's cooking us dinner tonight. Feel so loved. But I'm not sure if we have enough time to come back and do our Arts&Crafts and celebrating Chloe's surprise birthday party.

I'm really tired. I just need a hug but i don't want to seem weak. Im sorry Dylan for being mad at you because of the ballon. Thank you all for staying by my side. Let's work hard tonight and enjoy the following day.

I'm having flight this Friday till Sunday as my solo flights. Not sure if i am able to do it but i believe that the Lord will guide me through everything.

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Hello from Singapore.

"Im gonna give all my secrets away"
Told my friends about the situation, thank God for giving me understanding friends.

I never thought that doing this would lead to so much stress, guess I'm just too naive. I miss them, having to let them going through tough times alone, i feel very responsible and i kept pushing myself to be the best. Suddenly today, i broke down and cried because i just don't want to be strong anymore. But after a few consultations, i pulled myself back up and went for war. I won't give up, everything is possible.

Thank God's blessing. Thank God for protecting us, providing for us and being there when we need someone to talk to.

Another aeroplane,another sunny place
I’m lucky, I know.. But I wanna go home.

I miss you, you know.

我的路程, 我的经验, 我的世界

-很少会用华语写部落各, 请原谅我的错词用法 -

其实这几天都一直在看回我们的回忆
看回我们的照片, 影片, 甚至是部落各
这几年来真的发生了太多事...

我想向在我生活里陪过我走这条路的.. 对不起.
我以前以为自己已经很会珍惜了, 很乖, 很懂事
但是我只不过是以为自己已经长大的小女孩
我对我家人不珍惜, 不孝顺.. 但他们也没怪我
我对我情人 时冷时热, 不珍惜.. 他们也没怪我
我对我朋友时好时坏, 为了面子.. 他们也没怪我
大家却把我当宝, 把我当作好朋友, 好姐妹, 好兄弟

家人, 其实他们都是身边的天使, 默默地保护着你
也许在不同家庭情况, 大家成长的过程都不一样
也许是我的错, 我不够了解, 但是如果家人不爱你了
他们为了什么辛辛苦苦的把你们养大
他们为了什么骂你, 打你.. 都是因为爱你, 关心你
他们其实可以抛弃你用钱在自己身上, 但他们却没有
他们一直都在背后自持你, 鼓励你.. 只是用不同的方式

朋友, 其实他们是上帝派来的老师们
从小认识了各种性格的朋友, 也影响了现在的我
我认识的朋友们, 有的教我读书, 教我跳舞, 教我唱歌,
让我认识了世界, 让我知道喜, 怒, 哀, 乐的感觉
让我知道其实还有很多不同的东西, 把我带出了自己的世界
也让我认识了 '爱'. 朋友的爱, 男女的爱, 姐妹的爱
上帝派来的老师们, 有时候把东西教完了, 就把他们带走
让他们再继续教其他人, 再派了其他的老师来教你新的东西
让你知道这世界其实没将小, 让你发挥, 让你用学来的东西
当个更好, 更有经验的人 ; 老师.

谢谢你们每一个在我生活陪着我走过的路
有的一直都陪着我走, 有的找到新的路了, 有的却只是路过
但是你们每一个人, 都对我很珍贵, 很宝贝
我在此向你们大家道歉, 我对你们的伤害太严重了, 我也陪不回

谢谢大家, 我爱你们..
希望你们能一直都陪着我走这条遥远的路
就算是很久很长, 但有你们在都是值得的

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Update on 30June, 2347

Hey wow, I can't believe I actually dig up this old dusty blog of mine.

How have life been ? Carefree 24/7
I guess I have changed due to many things that have happened, I used to care but now I don't.

Well updates, my brother went to UK to futhur his studies while I.... its a secret ;)
Until I really succeed , then I will tell the whole world.

Been through so many things but finally through God's plan I succeed on my first step in my future. Life as a CC.

I miss my 2 favourite guys :(
Our house seems so quite now without them..

Yanti is going back tomorrow, and I miss her already . She have been here since I was 10 years old and BAM! I'm now 20 already.  How time flies . She is a great friend, someone who you can talk to and joke around, someone who you can treat like a family, someone who have been through the ups and downs with you. I will really miss her but there is still social media that we can keep in contact. I hope I will be able to see her again and hope that she will live a happy life. Take care Yanti, May God bless you always. Much Love.

Ask Me !

Hey ! Just doing some ask me question for no reasons :) Random questions coming out of nowhere but really rare questions that you'll see me answer. By the way, TAG ! You're it :)

Question 1 : Five ways to win your heart

1. Be yourself, because I will love you for who you are
2. I hate having to message each other EVERYDAY, just let me have some time to miss you
3. Be loyal.
4. Remembering the things that I like, even thou I will not remember yours :P
5. I don't like people buying me gifts to show me their love. Money is very hard to earn.

Question 2 : Something you feel strongly about

Animals :) I love love love love love animals. I don't know about you guys, but I always have that feeling that I want all of them to live with me ! So I can pet them, feed them, play, sleep, bath together ! It'll be so much fun :)

Question 3 : A book I love

Hmm.. I don't read a lot of books, but I think my favourite one is Lawak Kampus :) A comic book drawn by a Malaysian Artist : Keth

Question 4 : Things you want to say to an EX

wow. That is a dangerous question. Well, I would tell him that I am here to support him in everything he does and thank him for always looking out for me, for us. Always planning on trips and having all the burden alone. Don't think that you are alone, because we are here :)

Question 5 : Five Pet Peeves

I had to Google it to find out what it means. [ Click To See What It Means ]
Anyways, Five Pet Peeves !

1. Litter
2. Form Without Enough Space for Answers
3. Animal Abuse
4. Unnecessary Depression
5. Unclean nails

Question 6 : What you ate today

Now that's a question ! I ate G-Cheong Fun (Rice Noodle Roll) for breakfast, Chicken Rice for lunch and Curry Maggie Mee for dinner :)

Question 7 : How important do you think education is

Well, they should at least know the basics like YOUR and YOU'RE so other people wont get confused ?

Question 8 : Put on your music player and write the first ten songs that played

Well that was long. But here we are

1. Talk Dirty - Jason Derulo ft 2 Chainz
2. Beneath Your Beautiful - Labrinth feat. Emeli Sandé
3. A Spoonful Of Sugar - Mary Poppins
4. All Of Me - John Legend
5. Bar Bar Bar - Crayon Pop
6. I'm Wishing / One Song - Snow White
7. Everything is Awesome - The Lego Movie
8. There You'll Be - Faith Hill
9. Lego House - Ed Sheeran
10. Let It Go - Idina Menzel

Question 9 : Five guys that you find Attractive

1. Robert Downey Jr
2. Tom Hiddleston
3. Jim Parsons
4. Sabastian
5. Usui Takumi

Question 10 : Your opinion about your body and how comfortable you are with it

Well obviously I don't have the body of a model, but I don't count myself as Fat either. I just consider myself as 'Enough to Eat'. I have a Pear Shape body if I'm not mistaken so it is hard to buy pants or shorts but no problem for skirt thou. Other than that, my feet. THEY ARE HUMONGOUS ! I can only buy shoes that are meant for big feet people, and its very costly.

Question 11 : What did you wear today

Black Shirt with mini printed shirts on it and a Black high waist-ed shorts.  

Question 12 : Your Horoscope. Do you think it fits your personality

Virgo. I think it does, in some way. But it always depends on the brought up of the family so I don't believe in such things.

Question 13 : Something you always think "what if... " about

What If  -  Today was your last day ?

Question 14 : A problem that you have had

What am I going to do with the HUMONGOUS Tennis Ball that my brother bought me

Question 15 : Your Fears

My Fears are that I have no power to take care of my family.

Question 16 : How you hope your future will be like

I want a loving husband and adorable kids. I want a great job that i love. I want to give my Mom the best of the best, I want to have a reunion dinner every week with my Brother and Mother. I want to help the poor and needy. I want to save street and abused animals. Actually nothing else matters, but I just want everyone to be safe and sound.

Question 17 : Something that you miss

I miss going to Thailand - Bangkok. It was a great experience and the people there were so friendly.

Question 18 : Things you like and dislike about yourself

I like being optimistic, independent and confident. I hate when I think that I can't be what I like being.

Question 19 : Few weird things that you like

Few.. I'll list 3 then.

1. This HUMONGOUS Tennis Ball that my brother just bought
2. Potatoes
3. Stalking people

Question 20 : A description of your Best Friend.

Guy - He's Tall, Dark, Handsome.. but Taken haha. He's kind, passionate, smart, fun-loving
Girl  - She's Tiny, Slightly Fair, Beautiful .. also Taken. She's adorable, sweet, hardworking, sometimes wild.


Yes, that is all ! :)
remember, TAG YOU'RE IT !