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new years is coming, means it's bye bye to year 2011 :)

new reso ?  earn more money .  money is my target now
besides that, forgetting him.

how do i do that ? by deleting every single of our memories together

TERMINATED

this is just how part of it works, his messages, pictures and memories...
everything will be terminated ! >:D

anyways, new years... coming in 2 days.
2nd of January, i will be heading for National Service.
even thou how much i would miss my family and friends,
i know i'll always come back, how can they live without me ;) lalala

many people from our year started to find jobs,
getting ready for plkn or just eat-sleep-play whole day.

as for me, i'm currently having a job at Queen's Avenue, Jalan Shelly.
have already been working for 12days :)  but i still have alot of work to be done :(
and by 30th, i will get my pay and i will ..... i don't plan to use it anyways .

Arial Teh :(   out of all the friends, i will miss you the most...
because people there are big size and i can't call anyone tiny anymore :(
there wont ever be another person like you :)  love ya dear .

just thinking about it makes me feel sad,
will i be crying on that day ?
no matter how much i keep it inside,
tears will automatically shed.


ahhh, sad moments keep for that day.
3months ! i can do it ;)

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post number 295 ;)

24122011,


it was a day i shall never forget. the sun was merciless with it's blazing rays,
roasting the surrounding to the deary brown.
creamy white clouds melting from the azure blue sky .
that day...

we went PARTY ROCK ! :) nahh, just kidding.
we went to Time Square, watched movie, went for countdown and then went for "yum cha" :)
and about 3.30 am only we reached home ! wheeeee :)

25122011,

Merry Christmas ! ;) 
Christmas morning wasn't expected, because we locked the key in the car.
as time passes, finally we got the car unlocked :)
then, we started our journey to Melaka ! :)
we went to find Johnson gorgor, because he opened a new kopitiam :)
but still haven't ready yet :( then we headed to Jonker Walk,
a place like pasarmalam, but many cool things to look at ! ;)
then we went home :) yay ~

26122011,

Today we went to Kuala Selangor, and when i woke up...
we were at the same place where we ate seafood during school trip !
bad memories, bad memories - - 
then we went to sekinchan , followed kongkong's tour bus around,
and then we went to iCity and watched the pretty lights lol
seriously, it was really pretty :) lepas tu, we went home :)



pictures will be uploaded.... next time .
i'm kinda lazy right now /.\

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post number 294 :)

Today, we went all around the city x) But at last stopped at Pavilion ! :)
at first we went to Lot 10, they dump us and went YumCha themselves,
so me and mom went our higher class YumCha lalala x) TongShui !
then dad and my bro meet up with us with giving me a shock ! :(

after that we went to Fahrenheit ! :) there were many Christmas decoratings
and there was a photo-shoot with Santa too !  no, i don't believe in Santas.
then there was Christmas caroling, and we went upstairs to look at stuffs lol.

then, we continued our journey by going to Pavilion :)
as expected, there were many decorations , but these are wicked !! :D
there were so many Bears with their hands up and was painted by many different countries.
we took many photos inside and outside. x)

Picture Timee ! :)

my dad, mom and bro. Mom is TINY XD

Dad, Me and Mom. TT kena tangkap .

Huggie ! i love ya daddy :)

Wong Family ! :)

Bro, Mom and Me :D Pizza Lovers :)

Chak ! x) so many people looking at me while i take this picture.

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post number 293 :)

anyone realise that i've changed ?  or maybe i'm just thinking too much !

nowadays i just keep feel that i want to work more so i can earn more money,
it dosen't really matters if i'm tired or not, as long as i have money :)

you may say i Fat Qin Hon, but i really just want to earn as much as possible.


Now , nothing in life is free, even after a 'Free' hug, you have to treat them to lunch afterthat - -
seriously ? i don't know LOL :P

now currently hearing to my blog's song, and the song 许诺 is playing...
and i remembered back when he brought me out to watch this movie...
and then he brought her too :')

she was his angle, the one that saved him because of the kiss...
i was just an extra, just the extra that accompanied him when she wasn't there.
i was just a Substitute .

it's okay :) what passed is passed. it's useless to think back ...
even thou it's obvious, but nothing can be changed for trust has already faded.

no tears shall be shed-ed, no sorrows will take over my mood :)
ouh yeah ! keep on moving .


by the way, Happy Birthday Liew Boon Huat ! x)
got time only give you the present yeah :))

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post number 292 :)


what's the difference between friends and best friends ?
can't you see the Best in her ? aww :P

Today i went out with my beloved Arial x)
meh darling so sexy ♥ 


she just came to my house and she's like  " Mia ! you know hor, the college arh ! bla bla bla bla bla bla !!!!" 
so many things to talk XD so adorable when she acts the scene out ! LOL 


seriously ? how do you read point to pine ? ohemgee.


about 4:30 we went out to galaxy and thought of watching Twilight Saga : Breaking Dawn
but then the movie ticket was sold out :'(  
and i thought we had hope for Alvin and the Chipmunks 3D: Chip Wrecked, 
but then... Arial had no time to watch ! TT 

so we went for lunch at the mamak :) i ordered maggie goreng which wasn't very nice and Arial ordered Nasi Goreng TomYam . lol :) then we both ate the Kerang Bakar :D it was delicious :)

yes , that is my lil chipmunk x) cute and tiny  ! awww . 


after eating then we went to buy something and went home :(
pity Arial TT her leg skin was peeling off ! JUST THE TOE. 


then on my way home, there was a malay old guy about 40-50 years old, 
he was sitting at the bicycle there and was calling me Ah Moi. 
suddenly he said " Zip tak tutup ! " i was like my zip didn't zip mie ?
but even if it didn't zip, he was so far away, how he can see...
and i suddenly thought of a negative thought... 
is he telling me his zip didn't zip up ? eww.......


Ignoring his calls and i walked home with my very high heels .. ALONE. 
and that was my day :) yay ! lol.

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16122011,
希望你喜欢今天的惊喜 :)

你为什么把《手放开》, 再紧紧地握着, 至少多《一秒也好》   ;)

过去的事情就让它过去吧, 反正你对我忽冷忽热的感觉我都已经习惯了

你看到的都只是演戏, 请你不要说你很懂我.

是我的就是我的, 你有什么资格说你也有份？


来来, 听下这首歌 :)
蛮好听的 :)

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拥抱情人节 ♥ :)
连最后一次的情人节
还需要自己度过.

- OnlyyDIon


Every month's 14th day represents different Valentine.
and as for today, it's Huggie's Day ! x)

but, the only person i hugged today is my mom and dad :(
but no matter, they are the people that i love more than anyone else ;)

suddenly not so interested in work D: but nevermind,

once a job has yet begun, do it well till it is done
whether a task is big or small, do it well or not at all 

that's what my mom always say when i was younger :)

i will do my best in anything and also earn money :)
so that i can treat my family to lunch !
i still promise to treat my dad to Sakae Sushi .
a promise is a promise :) i will do it.

This Friday ! :) can't wait ~ Lim Tehh ohyeahh.
Suuurrrrrrrpppppppppp............e ! lalalala x)
if you're happy and you know you clap your hand *clap clap*

Today working , Ee gave me some P&C work /.\
make me really stress and i was trying to run away from it.
but at the end, thanks to Ee, i finally finished....... 1/4 - -

tomorrow continue for another 12 days T.T

要 ........ 忍 .......... 耐 .......... !!!!!! T.T

haha :) Reborn ! :P lalala.

12 more days ! Mou Man Tai ! x)

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就说出你想说的真心话，你到底要跟我还是她...

13122011,

Happy Birthday RongRong :) Dai Goh Zai already :) I'm sorry i couldn't celebrate your birthday for you like how you did for mine. I'm grateful that you had even made a cake for me :) I hope you will be happy always ! :)

Yesterday night i called him, talked for almost an hour and my bill cost RM5.20 . AWW :(
we talked about alot of things , and suddenly we talked back about US.
it was really sad and i admit that i cried, but since i was having a running nose,
he couldn't tell the difference anyways.
Friday LimTehh with HIM ;) yeahh~

Today my officially start work day :) thanks HoonEe for treating me to lunch.
now i know why people come back tired from work /.\ 
I was dying to go home ! OMG - -
but, for money, i can do anything :)

This Saturday they say want to Climb Hill again worh :)
i feel like going x) at least i can get some exercise also ! :)
but my brother isn't going :( He's going to Cosplay with him Japanese Friends !
FINEEE !! :( blekkk ! ><

i still need to survive 13 more days :)  i can do it ! yes i can ! XD
well, wish me luck ! :) 13 more days and counting down ! :)

oh btw, 31st december ! Sunway Lagoon ! wheeeeeee :3
Gathering maybe ? hehe :)

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09122011,

we went for karaoke at Red Box with almost all the form 5s, plus Dylan.
many things happened, which made me wasn't in the mood :(
but at least we had fun and sang for 5hours.
After that, we went for dinner at Food and Tea. i think.
then we went for photo-shooting , and we went home by train :) yay.
kinda lazy to write thou, nothing special to write anyways.

pictures :)

10122011,

i went hill climbing with my family :) woke up 8 in the morning and i was super tired.
we walked for about 5 hours but we had rest thou :)
thanks to the uncle staying there , even cooked for us to eat also :)
then about 1pm we reached home. lol .

pictures :)

 

11122011,

today is sunday lol :) went to church and to curve for lunch and we came home - -

i saw a doraemon shirt just now and thought of buying it for him, but i think it's too childish.

oh well, i'll just keep thinking :) 

no pictures >< :)

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i wanna colour my hair too :( but mommie says it's not good for the skin cell .

what came over my mind? well, we were talking about boys , studies, work and such...
and suddenly, HAIR COLOURING comes to the topic ! OMG

and this is how it started --

i wanna colour my hair
i wanna colour my hair
i wanna colour my hair 
i wanna colour my hair
i wanna colour my hair 
i wanna colour my hair
i wanna colour my hair 
i wanna colour my hair
i wanna colour my hair 
i wanna colour my hair
i wanna colour my hair 
i wanna colour my hair
i wanna colour my hair 
i wanna colour my hair

nevermind, forget it. can't take the risk of losing my hair - -
take care, be natural TT

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woopee ! x)  what am i so happy about ? 
i have no idea .

About going out, forget it :) I can't afford that much to go out anyways . BBQ, wait for me ;)
this Saturday I'm going to Gasing Hill with Family :) time to show our teamwork lol.

it's better to tell me earlier than not telling me at all. 
thanks for doing the right thing, even thou I've already suspected.

Yesterday night wasn't in the mood, so i packed my room.
yes, this is a weird habit. 
and today i continued by washing my high heels, packing my school books, packing my clothes and vacuuming :)  bhahaha, my room look so nice :P

these few days my baby bro kept me company with Skype :) thanks baby bro ♥

by the way, Happy Birthday ZaiZai ! ( my cousin brother )

pictures ! :)

Skype-ing with my baby bro :) ♥

this is why kids are so confuse these few days - -

this is my bed :) nice ? i know XD

my Laptop table :) kinda messy :(

my study table :) saw Aaron Yan ? yeah, it's mine ;)

my dressing chair? and my Guitar baybeh :)

04120108

i apologize for anything I've done wrong. 
it's not that i admit I'm wrong, 
i just don't hope that when we meet in  future 
it will become very awkward


that's what i told everyone :)
I'm sorry if i did or say anything to hurt you
I hope you can forgive me . 


these few days i finally can get back my sleep :)
maybe those few days, i really was thinking of him :')
well, thanks to his coldness towards me, I can finally let it down. 

many people changed, some focus on finding work, some focus of working
some maybe just focus on having fun. which am i?
I'm focusing on PLKN. 


every time they talked about PLKN, it's a little hurt for me
because I would miss my family, my friends... and HIM.
i will be departing at Petaling Jaya, so I don't expect any of my friends will come. 
it's okay thou. At least i wouldn't be so sad. 


PLKN, I hope that 3months isn't as bad as what i thought. 
many people said it's fun, maybe for them ? I'm not them :')


my heart really aches, every time i see HER suffering so much
i remember last time she used to be a really cheerful girl. 
what made her become like that :'(  


Many people say I am suitable to be a boy,
but too bad, I had feelings for guys before. 
I might act like a guy, but I'm not as though as you think.


it's okay that no one really accompany me after broke up
last time it was Him. LBH, now.... they are not the one i expect. 
but I'm thankful that they are there to comfort me :)
especially XiaoJun :) thanks a lot .


these few days i get emotional pretty quick, 
so forgive me if it happened in-front of you.
just hug me and let me cry, if that is possible :')


yeah, I don't mind how life treats me.
how it happens, i still have to live. :)
who knows there might be a brighter future for me.


one more exam and I'm free :) but about the holidays and such
i don't know if i can actually attend :') 
because of some problem, i bet many families are facing it.
i put my family on top , so no matter what, they come first. 

so about gathering, roller, sing K, Christmas parties, Birthday parties
don't have to tell me about it :) i can't afford to go out so many times. 
thanks anyways for the invitation. i appreciate it. 

so yeah, thanks anyways . :)