The day we started to work

Friends?
What are friends?
Love?
What is Love?
I've got this two question stuck in my mind for so long!
but i never will get the answer,
because none of them are logical.

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   Today morning..went to school, and did somethings. Secret. After school, i went back with Xiiao Mei after sending Xiiao Li back home.


   Reached home, ate pizza which was my brother's leftovers and start playing laptop. After few minutes, my dad called and wanted to use the laptop, and it was 2pm, so i watch my daily show, Naruto <3 While watching Naruto half way, i felt asleep. It was about 3pm and i slept till 4pm.


   Dad called me wake up and told me its time for work. So i get prepared and went to call Xiiao Li. We went out and fetch Xiiao Li at the maybank which was nearby her house and headed to JF Jie jie's office aka Kumon. the kindergarden where all the smart kids goes to. yeahh.. I'm smart xD


   Reached there about 5.11pm. We went in and took off our shoes and went in again to the office. We checked in about 5.15pm. Then we got introduced to the workers there. Jacki,Amy and another guy forgot what's his name. Then we sat at our places. Starting, Jacki taught us how to mark the papers, we mark half way, Jin Fan Jie Jie asked us to do some test. So we have 20minutes to do it. At first, it was so easy, with the plus and the minus. after that, thoes fraction, which i totally forgot after PMR, owh gawd.. so hard. i have not enough time to do it also.


   After doing our tests, we did the marking again. Then we mark and mark and mark. I was very hungry.. until it was 10pm, Jin Fan Jie Jie let us go, because Daddy was waiting outside already. So, dad fetch Xiiao Li back home and we went back. I straight away ran up, because daddy said upstairs got Food! So i ate the food that daddy cooked, ate 3 mangoes, ate some fried thingy thingy, and last ate cheeseeeee =D


   After that, online and edited somethings, suddenly, Christopher! that handsome,talented and kindest guy in the world!!! online and scole me T.T say i olwiz wanna make him sad. But i din't do anything also. Sial sial kena marah. Haihh..nvrm lar.


   I notice.. this month alot of people break. no people i know couple de. So sad.. T.T haihhh..luckly i din't couple couple.. well, honestly, no one likes me, so i din't couple. bahahaha..


   so yea. all my friends are offline, besides Mr.Jun Wei. so i'm gonna off too...i guess.. or maybe i will go down play piano. Hmm.. should i..? Nahhh.. too many mosquito. =.=" Later i from loveless become bloodless =.="

 So a day just like this end.
and this is my story.

Yay~ Swimming~<3

I hide my tears when i say your name
But the pain in my heart is still the same
Altough i smile and seem carefree
There is no one misses you more than me.

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    Today. Nothing Much. Morning, Woke up at about 10.30am. My mother and my brother went out and din't woke me up. So i waited for them for few minutes and pass my time thru playing piano. I learned how to play both hands "Kiss the Rain" by Yiruma. but in half only.


   After that, my mother and my brother came back, i helped my mother to take up the things she bought from carefour. then, we spend our time seeing show. Few minutes later, my mother helped me cut my totally long fringed. My brother said later we will be going swimming.


   Next, my mother decided to go and have a hair cut, so she bought my brother along. My father drove them there. Then i spend my precious time again, playing piano. Then, i notice my laptop dosent have much battery already, so i decided to go up.


   Few minutes later, my family came back, and my brother said that swimming was cancled because of the rain. I was glad that i din't went to change.  Then, we spend our ridiculious time watching love movies with my mother while my father took a nap.


   Then, my brother said swimming plan was back on again. So he asked me to go and pack my clothes. after few minutes, James,Julian and Meng Meng came and we headed for Hui En's house. When hui en told us that her little brother was going, i was in a bad mood, cause i've been in a fight with him, and he still want to go even thou he knows i'm going. Luckly, my brother was smart enough, and said the guard don't let so many people go in. So hui en called her brother and asked him not to go.


   After we reached there, we straight away get changed and jumped into the water. We played for almost 2 hours and my mother came with food. I was totally hungry but all the food was taken fast by the boys. at least i still get one. Then after food, we played awhile more, and decided to go back.


   Mother fetch me and hui en back first then only fetch James and the others home. When i got home, i decided to play the piano again. Then, i went back up after my grand father came back. When i got up, father was watching tv and i took the laptop and play.
  
   Then, i play the laptop until now.Now i feel totally sleepy. Cause i have school and work tomorrow.So i have to get a very good night sleep.

   Good Night readers.




p.s: pictures of swimming will be uploade soon.

Ba-su-keto Bor-ru

Love starts with a Smile
grows with a Kiss,
and ends with a Tear

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   Today morning my brother woke me up for basketball. It was very hard for me to wake up. Then he started to be noisy, then i asked him to SHUT UP and i went back to sleep. But then, haihhh, i wake up, i cannot sleep again, so i decided to go and play basketball.
  
   Reached there, already got alot of people. Me,James,Jason,Julian,Jennifer,Christina,Yami,Wu and Some of Jason's friend. First game they play, second game we play, but it was hard to score. Nowadays, i got no mood to play basketball, don't know why.


   After finish basketball, actually wanted to go and sing k, but it was 10am already. 10am-1pm only cost rm14, but the time passed, so James kor decided not to go. I was sad, cause i wanted to sing k for a long time.


   Then, we went back home, until Mr.Tok see finish his show. Finally he finished, then we went to makan with the others . Reached there, the others ate finish already, so sad. So we ate our food and headed back home.


   Then i started to play laptop, play until now. Non stop. Why none of my friends on? I'm so boring.

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Iron Iron! xD

When I first saw you
I was afarid to talk to you
When I first talked to you
I was afraid to like you
When I first liked you
I was afarid to love you
Now that I love you
I'm afraid to lose you,

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Today went to school,the malays go for baca yasin, so the moral students went back to the class. When Pn.Yang went into my class, she asked me to help her to write the name,angka giliran and IC number. so i write only for my class.After thoes work which Xiiao Li helped me, we chat about the future. She said when she go in collage, she wanted to study music, if not, she want to teach little children. Xiiao Li really same as me, i want to study music and i want to teach little children too, but my parents wants me to learn cooking. Ughh.. no choice.


After that,the malays finish baca yasin, so we headed down to the tapak perhimpunan.Then, the teacher wants us to go and hear ceramah,about some love thingy. YUCK, so me stand outside and chat with Pn.Ang and Cik Chang.Then when Pn.Ang asked us to go in and hear, we were like "Dont want lar.. very boring de arr.." so Pn.Ang said that we could follow her go and help iron the clothes for the graduation. Me and Xiiao Li were like "Haa..?? Iron?! " haha..two princess don't know how to iron xD So we went up and tried, soon we knew how to iron . haha.. after that, Rehat. We actually wanted to go out makan, but then, Encik Arasu outside sit, who dare to go out?? LoL.


So, we decided to go and play basketball. Then i notice i basketball very weak already, now i don't care, even under the sun, how hot, i also will practise till i get 10 balls in 3 points. STRAIGHT! LoL.. until class start, i still playing =.=" then only we decided to go back, Xiiao Li say want to go up Iron some more, don't want to sit and hear ceramah about yucky stuffs. So we went up, but then, Pn.Yang asked some of the good class people come up and Iron already, then we beg Pn.Yang let us stay up here, down stairs very boring nia.. so she let us stay lor, after that, we play phone and hear songs.. Soon, Pn.Yang asked them to rest, asked us to iron. I iron also can sweat xD so then, i iron until 12 pm then teacher say can stop. So then, we head back home lor. I send Xiiao Li and Xiiao Mei to the gate and we said our good byes.


After that, i went back to play some basketball, then Ken arrived. So we challege some basketball, but then, he won. Sad. So then, Foo and Yasir came, then we played 2 on 2. Me and Yasir one team, Foo and Ken one team.
Then we play awhile, i terkena my finger, it hurts alot! So i no mood to play already. THen after that match, Yasir challege me to a match. I won him 3/0 for a game.


Bla bla bla.. nothing else ish interesting. Owh yea, Christopher din't even choi me. Hmp! Dont want choi him jor.


i wan go play Dota lar. Bye bye

Loveless = Aiko

Rain and sunshine do not always come together.
Night and day never coincide.
But you and I, whatever they say,
is for me the perfect match.
When I dream, I dream of you...
maybe one day, dreams will come true.

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Yesterday was a holiday, so i stayed in home the whole day. Its a very boring day. Morning my father was using the laptop, so i decided to watch some TV. Few minutes later, my father came up and he wanted to use the room, so i use the laptop. Yes, we always exchange things. [I love mah Daddy <3] So i decided to make this blog which there's a post that i posted yesterday.Ya, i like to talk about the past, future scares me.After finish writing the blog, just in time Alwin called and asked to play ball.So i asked my daddy and he agrees.


So i went out and headed for the basketball court. Wu Chun Hong and Qi Yi reached there early, so they play first.Wu challenge me to a match, but end up, i lost. After that, Alwin came with Ah Long. They played for awhile, Robin came out and played with them. Then, they stop playing, i decided to shoot some hoops, then again, Wu challenge me to another match. Yes, i lost again. That was a totally sad moment. LOL.After that, it started to rain, so we decided to go home. I'm so lucky my house is so near. xD Wu,Alwin and the other guys reached home wet.


Then i reached home, my laptop was taken again by my daddy.So i decided to use my brother's laptop.Then i saw Chris online.So as usual,i will disturb him. bwahaha. Then we chat until my mommy came back, i have to do the house work. SAD. A princess like me, doing house work is like..[Zomg! Amelia doing housework!?!?] yes, i told my friends i was doing housework, my friends said I'm lying.Those friends are jerks! Don't trust me don't be my friend.So then, after doing housework,i continue to chat with Chris, after that, Daddy cooks finish~ Yummy! It was totally delicious. So then, i watch some TV and then continue back to Chris. We were chatting about some stuffs, I'm helping him solve one of the problems which i can't tell on blog.So then, we chat all kinds of rubbish. haha. Then we started to talk about the past. Which when we were in a relationship, and the kissing still makes me cry every time i think of it. Yes, it hurts alot!! ALOT!


Okay, so then, Zoey came and ask me to teach her how to dance.So i decided to teach her how to dance Hoedown Throw down from the movie Hannah Montana the Movie. She danced like a monkey! Serious! LoL.Then she told me that she has a new baby sister. So we were finding names, then when i chat with Chris, he said cloey and joey. Then i think, that's a nice name for the baby, Zoey went to tell her mother and her mother totally loves it. Then, i ask Chris to think of a back name for her baby sister, because Zoey's name is Chin Yan Yu,Joey's name is Chin Yan Yee, then Chris gave Chin Yan Yuen. I think its a nice name. Then i called her mother, and her mother thanks Chris.


Then, we start to talk back about the past again, then Chris asked me somethings that made me really happy, but then it turn out a sorrowful moment. I even cried. Its a secret i could never tell.But i kept strong. i don't want to tell him I'm crying, i just tell him that it really hurt my feeling alot, and because of THAT stupid reason, i blame myself for everything. Then he was like no mood, because he totally made me sad. So he decided to sleep, well, its logical, its already 3am, who don't want to sleep right? So we said our good byes and he went offline. Online don't have much to do also, so i decided to go and sleep, but then, i think back about the thing that Chris said, i kept thinking of him, i couldn't even sleep. Until 5am, finally i could sleep.


It was 6.30am already, mom called and it was hard to wake up. But no choice right? And this is another story.


I miss you

So Yesterday ~

Its already been months..

since we broke up..

but today i realise..

i still miss him so terribly much..

even though i still chat with him everyday..

but i still have this painful feeling inside of me..

My life have been like this since we broke up..

everyday sad and crying...

feel like wanting to kill myself..

its even harder when i chat with him everyday,every night 24/7

but its best that we just be friends..

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Yesterday i went time square with Karen,Xiiao Li,Xiiao Mei,Xiiao B and his gang of friends. I reached there like about 11.20. Then i went searching for them. after that i found Karen and Xiiao Li. Karen and Xiiao Li wanted to find job, so i tag along with them, about an hour passed, they found 3 jobs, but they have to wait for the boss to call and confirm that the job is theirs.

After that, we went to Sungai Wang and walk awhile. I walk around trying to find jie's shop, but i forgot what shop already =.=" After that, we meet up Xiiao B and Xiiao Mei at the roller ring. Its so crowded in there, after that Xiiao B came and greet us. Ugh! Xiiao B is wearing the same thing as me =.=" he every time wears the same thing as me. I'm wearing a T-shirt inside,a sleeveless jacket and a pants with alot of pocket. Yes, he wore the same thing as me! I'm so scare that i will hurt Xiiao Li's feeling for she likes him alot.

Then we played few minutes,that Xiiao B only care about his gang and didn't care us at all. Not that i'm jealous or something, but we are the ones who called him out first, but they got all the attention. So i was fed up with him, i no mood to play,then Xiiao Li was like trying to cheer me up, but it wasnt working. Xiiao B also know what happend, and he tried to cheer me up as well, but it wasnt working either. Soon,i see Xiiao Li's facial expression, it shows that she's really sad and mood less.

I feel so bad, i'm the one mood less, but end up making her mood less. So i try to get back with Xiiao B, we chat and we laugh, but Xiiao Li's expression still the same. I asked myself again and again, why did i started to be mood less? Now making Xiiao Li mood less too. So then, i tried to make Xiiao Li laugh and smile, she smiled, but i know she gave a forced smile. I have no idea how to make her happy again, so i just showed her, i can get along with anyone just fine. When i was rollerblading with Xiiao B, i told him to go and cheer up Xiiao Li, so he did. They chat and chat, i can see how happy Xiiao Li is, her smile is so sweet. Soon, Xiiao Li joined us and played happily.

Then, we played the "Train" which the leader pulls every one all around the ring. It was fun at first, but then, worst things came. First,one of us dropped, then the other one dropped. But they just continue to play. Until my turn to pull, i don't know if my streng is too big or what, i pull them, too fast and Karen falled. Her skin was peeling off and it was Yuck! But then, she just continue played and soon, her beautiful sexy leg was ruined by Mua. She was bleeding already, but she just continued. Impressive huuh?

Its already 5pm, we decided to play awhile longer, because i have to go back at 6pm.Then, Karen said she wanted to buy cookies for her beloved little brother, so we decided to go out. We said our good byes to Xiiao B and went off. While Karen was buying cookies, mommy called and ask us to meet up at the sungai wang main entrance. So, i was rushing, didn't want my mommy to wait. Karen took a very long time to decide, me and Xiiao Li was crazy about cookies, but we don't have money to buy, we both were like scolding Karen to hurry up, so else we'll rob the shop. haha. Xiiao Mei is the kindest person, she saw how me and Xiiao Li starving for cookies, she bought a pack of cookies just for us. So sweet right? But she didn't pick the Double Chocolate Cookies,which is my favorite, and she picked the nuts, which i hate nuts. So only Xiiao Li ate the cookies, i didn't. Sorry Xiiao Mei.

So we reach the main entrance, but din't see my mommy. Few seconds passed, she saw us and she lead us to the car which daddy was driving. Ugh, she could just asked us to go the time square and wait for her, then it started to rain. Mommy was walking very fast, but because Karen's leg is hurt, we have to wait for her. Then, when we walk to the bridge where its some how connected to Time Square and Sungai Wang, there were many liars there. Those sweet talk and bluff your money those people. When i was walking up, one of them pull my hand as ask me to wait, i push him and stare at him, he was like, "ok ok, I'm going away, don't hurt me" haha. i guess i have my mommy's eye, daddy calls it "The Eye of the Tiger".

Walk and walk and walk, finally we reached daddy's car. Mommy says daddy has to fetch my Big brother to tuition first, so we went back to my house first. Then half way going, we send Karen back first, cause her house is in Cahaya. After that, my brother went tuition, Xiiao Mei went back and only left me and Xiiao Li. we chat and chat and chat, we like know each other for a long time already. Haha. i guess i'm great in making friends. After that, Xiiao Li went home. Daddy says there's trafic jam, so i decided to take a nap first, its better than hearing my father lecture right? haha.
Then reach home, i did the same thing as usuall, took a nice hot bath, watch tv, play computer and chat with Christopher the leng zhai . haha.

So once again, the day is save, thanks to Aiko Chan. =3