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21/08/2011


i went for a movie with HIM :) FINAL DESTINATION x)) ♥
whoever watched that movie, sure scare of dying right now :/


we played 3 rounds of Pool :) i won 1 round only D: but nevermind...
AT LEAST I WON ! bwahaha x)) in your face dummi !


when going home time, dad's car suddenly came up O.o
then we went for Tea? after fetching my brother whom walked from MRR2 to Galaxy ! omg /:


22/08/2011


today morning me and Arial talked about ~ FINAL DESTINATION ! x)) ♥
wheeeee XDD kept saying about thoes incident, i think everyone forgets about the boss x)


tomorrow we're having 4 classes of Pn.Liao's -.- i am sooooo not going ! heng x((
who can stand her 4 classes tomorrow, i salute you ! :))


Bennedict Wong Alios ! :'( you gotta get well soon TT dummi lai derh, dun wan take care of yourself.
drink more water yeah :) miss ya dude. :D


HIM arh, i'm just standing aside watching the show :) whatever happens, i'm ready. 
no tears to be shed, no heart to break, no screams to shout :D


this is just me, i am fine :) 
with or without you, i still can smile. ♥

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谁没有为爱做过傻事
继续温习我会 讽刺也无所谓

18/08/2011


on this day, my brother, mom and I went for dinner at somewhere nearby my tuition center :) 
After that we went to pasarmalam for a walk ;) i saw Him Him Him !! :D 
but then he looks like no mood D: aww, smile ! ;) 


19/08/2011


yesterday after school, for the first time, i went to KPY's house :)
we went to STUDY, yes study, i'm not lying ;D
well, after that we stopped for McD then played some PS3 game 'Resident Evil' ;) 
StarStar kept shouting when a zombie was molesting her character ! LOL 
it was fun, i did learn A question XD no matter, thanks girls ! :)


at night after tuition, it's 10pm D: WE WENT FOR KFC !!! Wheeeee XD
i ate the Ole Pocketful :D it was deliciousss :D Ho Chak !
after that we went home, in the right moment it rained D:
then me and HIM watched ' Ghost Have Gone Crazy ' i think that's the tittle o.0 
i watched until part4 i fell asleep beside him ;) but then i woke up again because i miss my pillow and my DOMO ! 


20/08/2011


today morning i got a wake up call from HIM :D  
well, he was sleeping downstairs, but then because too much credit so call me lorh :P
so we went for basketball, it was 8am already D: 
reached there, warm up first,then suddenly they say wanted to play Full Court.
well, for me, i'm always the shooting one, but today i FAILED !! TT
they passed me 5balls i also cannot in -.- felt so useless, lack of confidence. 
then even if many people blocking them also wont pass to me @@ that made my day !
then i changed with Ah Teck, didn't have the mood to play anymore. 


thanks to HIM, i won him in a round of match :D just me and him :)
it was after the Full Court match larh :D 
first round he won by 3/1 second round i won by 3/2 ><
haha, after that we went RnK for breakfast :D  yeahh ~ ROTI TELURRR :D i lab eu ! 


just now i packed my grandfather's stuffs, found many of my grandmothers Jewelry O.O 
all so nice, so pretty-ful :D my grandmother was pretty :) and still is. well, from above :)


well, that's all for today XD hehe

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Days :)


These few days my grandpa have moved downstairs to sleep, my parents say that he can't climb upstairs to bed anymore
but i don't think that's the real excuse, because he could climb up to wash the dishes, and his room is just beside. what's so hard :(
seriously, i don't really need a room, i'm fine with the room i have now. why do you guys keep want to ask him to move downstairs :( 


Last Friday, i passed up my Moral Folio :) yeayyyy :) thanks Alwin and Yumi for helping me to erase the lines :) and thanks to myself for the hard work that i have done :P


I just had my first dance practice today :)  we're dancing My Logo, Clap your hand, Muzik and Hot Issue :) Pro eh? i know ;)
but there are many moves that i can't do @@ too sexy i guess :/ i will try my best yeah ;)


so.. Trial is sooo close right now and i haven't started studying yet :/ Luckily the dance we practice on Monday, Thursday and Friday only :)


Speaking of Friday, this Friday is Shelly's birthday :) but i don't know if i'm able to attend or not :( 
Because i need money for this Wednesday also :( haiz.  i hope i can attend, but i can't buy present thou :/


so yeah, nothing much happend :) honestly, i missed him. it's okay thou :) i hope he's having a good life without me :) take care.




uhh... End Of Chapter i guess :) yeahh, byebye :D

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Memories ? 


i don't regret my past, because my life have been filled with many different and interesting characters :)
thou there were misunderstandings, break ups and many more, it doesn't bother me at all
because everything happend for a reason, and i've learn to be who i am today because of them.


and for your information, i do love myself :) i don't think i have an attitude problem. if you think i do, deal with it ;)




it's 0408 :) Happy Birthday Aunty ( wei yong's mother ) Hope you have a great dinner ! :D


yesterday 0308 was HuiSi's birthday :) Happy Belated Birthday ! I hope you enjoyed your party, food, and cake :D

during 0108 was Yumi's birthday :) Happy Belated Birthday Yumiiiiii :D i hope you enjoyed having so much Winnie the pooh stuffs :)


who's birthday is coming next ? :) 1208 :D Shelly , TokZai and Joey's birthday ! :)
but on that day, it's a day that many Chinese believed that it isn't a good day. 
what day is it? it's XXX :/  *read the news and you'll know*


so life goes on, it's getting boring-er everyday ! :(
each day i wake up, i wish i don't have to go to school anymore @@ 
going to school means waking up to more boring-ness in life !


Maybe because many things happend so suddenly :/
everything changed, she changed. he changed. they all changed.
because of stress, i guess i changed the most . 


I'm not the old me anymore. i won't feel guilty just because you're sad because of something small
it's stupid, you make me more angry that way. STUPID. you know ? 


My Attitude is based on how you treat me. If you dislike me, means you dislike yourself also :) DumbDumb ;)


Moral Folio is due tomorrow, but i only reached half of it :) how great i can be -.-
have to rush my Folio now, update next time.


End Of Chapter :) 2134

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不记得自己什么时候开始变成了这个样子
好像所有东西都不在乎
是我长大了
还是真的学会了什么是淡然 ... ?

眼睁睁的看着身边的人一个个的哭
一个个的离开
却不再像原来那样哭个不停
我记得、
自己好像很久不哭了 ...

其实自己是真的变了吧
说不上自己到底改变了什么
却是不得不承認
自己真的放下了好多事
偶爾的想起
不知道自己是真的放下了
還是已經傷得不可理喻不管了 ...

至少现在
很少有什么人可以真正的值得我去像原来一样发狂到不顾一切
其实问问自己
不是没有
只是真的太少。

伤害别人时一样会难过的要死
却不再像原来那样轻易掉眼泪
即使、
同样会自责、却不再哭。

我的  17岁
怎么变成这个样子
淡漠的不像自己
好像、只有面对他们的时候才是真的我自己

只有那时候不用背上伪装、带上面具
像小孩子一样哭、笑
像个小孩子一样玩儿。
只是到了现在
那些人
一个个的被我伤了心
要我怎么变回原来
怎么开心
真的、
我不想伤害你们。。。

只是心里再难过
却不可以哭
不可以掉眼泪
我答应了太多太多人
要每天都笑
每天开心
不可以哭
说话就要算数的 。。

我的  17岁
已经变得不像样子。。。

日子一天天过
时间一分分走
我的17岁
就这样走过春夏秋冬
无奈的在这个世界慢慢流失。。。

不想再说什么了
真的累了
早已没有让我疯狂的借口。。。

就这样吧
就这么着吧。。。
我的 17岁
我们、
都要好好的。。

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今天我们帮pooh pooh 庆祝生日 :)
pooh pooh 是谁?? 就是 Yumi ! xD


Pooh pooh, 希望你开心吧 :D
虽然礼物没将大, 但是有心就好嘛 :)
生日快乐 ! :)


刚刚补习后跟他们去吃东西 :)
越来越喜欢吃那个什么雪冰的... :D


吃那个雪冰冷冷的, 然后吃wan tan min 烧烧的, 吃完了又吃剩下的雪冰 ><
呵呵, 又冷又烧然后又冷 >


呵呵 :) 刚刚跟了‘她’ 不知道发生了什么东西...
她突然好像很烦将... 不说好来就走人了...
那时的我,不知道该哭还是气...我想不到东西了 @@


某某人,有什么就说出来
何必要把事情藏在心里, 让自己痛很爽吗??


你说做人很难...但是做人不难,那就不是人了...
怎样都好,大家都会有自己的难..
事情一定会解决的..何必要弄自己将烦呢??
希望你尽快好回吧... :)


你跟他们开心的话,就跟他们吧 :)
我不介意, 我讲真的... :)
而且SPM快到了,我也不想影响到你...


我不再是以前那位小妹妹了 ! ^^　
我也不想再靠你帮我烦那些无聊的事..
谢谢你一直以来都对我那么好 :)
你永远都是我的好姐妹  ♥
我会想你的...不要忘记~SPM后的约定 ! :)  ♥