i'm sad =(

EVERYTHING IS RUINED!!!

You're the beat of my Heart

_ You're the beat of my heart _

I was missing you the whole day, even going online doesn't makes me feel better, because there is no purpose if you are not online. Do you know how hard is it to keep everything in my heart, not telling anyone, but waiting for you to come for my rescue? I wanted to cry, but i made a promise yesterday and i won't break it, even you said that promise was canceled. I miss you so much, i message you every hour, looking at the time, wishing the time would fly faster, wishing that i could once again see you... Every time my message ringtone rings, i was hoping it was you, but i was disappointed. I know you have your reasons, because you were working. I'm sorry, i just miss you too much, i really can't live without you even just for a second. My heart was beating faster each time i miss YOU.

Just now we were message-ing, suddenly you asked if i didn't miss you at all... how could you asked such a hurtful question? But i didn't want to argue with you, because i know you're tired and you need a rest, not another thing to bother you. I'm sorry i don't know how to be a good GirlFriend. Forgive me, but remember, i love you.

✖我可以装傻，但别以为我真傻✖

  (1）很多话我没说，别以为我不懂。

（2）骗我可以，但不要被我知道。

（3）我可以容忍，但别超过我的底线。 

（4）我可以装傻，但别以为我真傻。 

（5）不做第三者，即使再喜欢。 

（6）不喜欢就是不喜欢，说啥也没用。 

（7）任何的真话，我都能接受。 

（8）对我不留情面的人，我会记住的。

（9）不给喜欢的人添麻烦。 

（10）在喜欢的人面前，能不哭就不哭。 

（11）可以为喜欢的人做任何改变，但不试图改变他。 

（12）用单纯的心对待朋友和为求我爱的人。 

（13）对我关心的人，我会双倍回报。 

（14）我不是没脾气，只是不轻易发脾气。

（15）我不暧昧，但不代表不会。 

（16）宁缺毋滥，绝不因为寂寞而恋爱。 

（17）但是只要爱上一个人，我敢说绝对不是因为寂寞才跟她好的。

（18）如果你拿我不当回事，我会以同样的方式对你的。

（19）有些事情不要以为我真傻…只是不愿意揭穿你而已！

（20）有些事情不要以为我真傻…只是我不想让你的形象在我心中完全破灭而已！

rain ♥

this is what you said...  is it true?


sometimes when it rains, i feel happy about it.
because sometimes when no one's around, i could just go out and play the rain
if not, i will sit by the window, looking at the beautiful raindrops...


[every raindrop is showing how much i miss you ♥]


love it when you say it like that... 
i love you ...

i love you

you're the kind of guy...

who doesn't mind if i eat more than him

who listens to my problems and all my fears

who doesn't mind my sarcasm

who sing along to all my favorite song with me

who will talk to me about anything and everything

who is never shy to hold me or hug me

who knows i act crazy and weird but still loves me

boy, i love you with all my heart and soul

without you, there's no reason to live in this planet

i love you~ baby tell me that you love me too <3

i love you, you love me, we are happy family
with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you
won't you say you love me too <3


Leon Wong Kien Hon! i love you

baby i love you and i'll never let you go
but if i have to boy i think that you should know
all the love me made, can never be erased
and i'll promise you that you will never be replaced <3


i love you, yes i do
i'll be with you as long as you want me to
until the end of time...


from the day i met you, i knew we'd be together
but i know i wanna be with you forever
i wanna marry you , and i wanna have your kids
thinking never compare to the feeling of your kisses


i can say i'm truly happy till this day
you made me thank God that i live my life everyday
there's never been a doubt, in my mind
that i regret ever having you by my side

Crock-Crouch XD

16.11.2010
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Today morning i keep waking up as the alarm keep ringing...
ring already, wake up already, then fall asleep again...
until 8a.m only wake up >< 


sorry jie, keep you waiting :(
everyone was getting ready for Roti Canai XD


Then me and jie wait for the bus to come~
Finally the good little bus come =D
wheee~ we board the bus! i so long didn't sit bus jor!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~!!!!


Finally we reached... too early already O_O
so we(rich people) went to Dunkin Donuts to eat breakfast
actually because we have no choice, it was the only shop opened :D


THERE WAS A CROCK-CROUCH IN THE COFFEE!!!!
but we changed it XD the shop owner also shock XD


then we went to meet up with Joey,Vicky and Zi Wei 
after that meet up with the other girls O_O


After that we decided to go KLCC eat at Food Court
i ate McDonald :D always the smartest choice =D
because i can refill XD


after that we seperated because me and jie wanted to go walk around
but after awhile, mommy called and told me later got alot of people
so we went back ~


On the bus, me and jie chatted alot of things XD
especially Ham Ye! woohoo! XD [sotplug]




and soo~ my day ended like this~
now i'm chatting with my beloved <3


ByeBye~

Life ♥

Music and Life ♥
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How to see if i'm EMO or not. =)


if i'm EMO. i concentrates on the piano... learn every sad song and cried to myself in the end of the song...


if i'm NOT. i happily play the guitar and wanting to learn new things and doesn't really give a damn about the pain...




Music always express everything, how we felt and how we wanted it to be... Sometimes we might just shed a tear just because we heard something about the love life we once had. The singers actually is also doing a very hard job, because they have to write out their feeling and sing it out to the public. 




Today i went to Time Square with Arial,Leon and Ken.. we actually go there just to find someone :) But there were happy and sad things between the time being.. i was shock when i saw him XXX... then on the other hand, another one is suffering from muscle pain. i was sitting in the center and i felt like useless... Friends, i'm sorry. i shouldn't have pulled you guys along... if not you might not think so many things and the XXXX won't be needed... I'm Sorry!




Arial, i guess was really happy :) Finally can meet Shinny :D i had to make a lie just to come and see the mysterious guy XD He's a good guy i guess, at first i wasn't at all calmed, because i was worried about her safety, so i went round and round stalking her, but end up she knew all about it. So me, Leon and ken went circles around the shopping mall and finally we sat down. While waiting, they played their guitar :D




When i reached Ampang LRT... it was really scary because it was really dark and because I've experience something really shocking, i almost got XXXX. Thanks Leon for accompanying me back half way :) It was a really nice walk and had a good conversation i guess XD Thanks Leon!

You are the only exception - Paramore

you are the only exception
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When I was younger

I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it


And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist


But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception


Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face


And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness


Because none of it was ever worth the risk


Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception


I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream


Ohh---


You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception


And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing

【没心情】

【没心情】

看我的题目都知道... 【没心情】
所以我不会多讲...


。某某人没来学校...我很闷
。刚刚被朋友骂,因为我不知道爱人生病的时候,会有什么感觉
。谢谢某某人陪我所谓的“聊天”

-----------------THE END-------------------

我们到底犯了什么错...??

为什么我们会将辛苦...??
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我刚发现到... 总是我们【中四的学生】都会受最多苦...??

为合我的滴兄弟姐妹都不会受苦...??
为合他们可以开开心心过生活...??
为合他们没有【烦恼】,我们却有...??

这样对我们不太公平吧...

有事就找我们来骂,
没事就当我们是狗...

我们也是人类...
我们也有【Kebebasan Bersuara】

为什么,我们讲话,就被骂,被打...
为什么,他们讲话,就被爱,被疼...

Sunday ♥

Sunday ♥
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What so special about Sunday??
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it's the only day that i could spend time with only my family =D Even thou they are annoying sometimes, but they are still my family! and i love them berry berry much ♥


Today i went to church for 8am service... i was sleeping the whole time, besides the praying and singing part...Well, i was too tired. I'm sorry >< After church, we went Pandan Jaya for lunch, but too bad, too many people =( Boohoo... So we went back to Ampang and ate Roti Canai at RNK near Ampang LRT station =D
the Roti Canai was delicious ♥  Thanks Mom and Dad~!!


Anyways..
today is also a very special day =D
because it's... Celina's Birthday! XD Weeeee~ XD

Happy Birthday Muii~♥
Hope you have a great day today!
older one year, sang sang seng seng zou yan...
and don't forget about me also XD

So happy you're 13 T.T
means i didn't do a bad job taking care of you for 13years.. LOL
Dai Goh Luii jor... =D
i'm proud of you XP




---------------- THE END ------------------

【我不是真的我】

爱情... 有好の结果吗...??
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           【我不知道..你是否假装还是太笨了..还不知道,我爱の人是你..】

【已经够明显了..你还是不知道】

我是否太小胆了...?

告诉你一句【我爱你】

也说不出口...

我到底怎么了...??

我会叫我滴姐妹勇敢一点

去告诉某人,她喜欢他...

但我自己也做不到...

我是否很【失败】??

【哭】

有什么用...? 也不能解决问题

但怎么, 每一次我想不开...

我の泪..会一滴一滴地掉...?

【笑】

我会笑,是因为我知道你在我身边

因为有你,我就开心...

我就会变得,不是我の人...

【自己】

我以为我是那种

不会为小事而哭的女生

有时我也会觉得

怎么其他女生会为了这些事

为了一个男生,而哭出来...?

原来...

【我不是我以为是我的人】

【我是我以为我不是的人】

我以为,自己很坚强

会为姐妹们解决问题...

有问题自己解决

不让姐妹烦..

保护姐妹们..

不会让自己伤...

我再相信爱情...

但我却是

爱哭鬼... 虽然不是每次

但我也没想到，我会为了这件事而哭..

我的演的戏,大家都看得出

我是假的...

【怎么我微笑着，心却是痛的】

Past?

Mood Swinger
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What's with this sudden mood =(
suddenly i felt so sad...
was it a reaction from a sad song..
and for what i remember from the past?

"Smile even thou you're down"
saying that to myself each and everyday
but it dosent seem to work...
i tried to smile, but it was broken
it was so fake, even a 3 years old kid could find out

why was i thinking about the past??
what has the past brings me but sorrows?
i should stick to the future and pretent that there's no past
but it's haunting me everywhere i go

Sorrows,Tears, and Pain...
what good can thoes bring me?
they were just torturing me..
until i got used to them...

Past... was a great world...
but then it wasn't...

Cousin Brother

Cousin Baby Brother ♥
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This is my cute little cousin baby brother Zachary Lim..林峻希

Soooo Cute right??!?! XD
as cute as me , i know XP

Hope to see him soon =)
really makes me happy whenever i see his cute little videos XD

我... 很开心

我最近都不会想要哭...
有东西就要去解决...
不会为了小事而哭...
但,我怎么现在就哭...??

刚刚跟某某人吵架...
我叫他去跟朋友玩
但他以为我介意
就以为我只要他属于我一个人的
我没有将想过
我只要你有自己的时间
不用一直陪我的

因为这件事,
我都很想哭了...
因为我真的不舍得
他离开我的感觉
我也很怕,他不再理我
但是我忍... 因为我家人在这

过后,我妈咪突然又来惹我
突然问我篮球在那里
我怎知道啦!!
我说我有带回家就有带回家啦
怎么一直骂我??
还说不给我带篮球去学校了
都没有篮球了！
我怎样带?!!!

我忍不住了..泪流了
我就走出房间
绝对不会给我家人看到我哭
我去哥哥房间，冷静一下
再去厕所洗个脸...
回去妈咪房间,
我低着头走...

还好有blog给我写...
我已经够烦了..
但我也会对朋友们说
我过得很开心

I LOVE

52 things I love.

this is to replace every week's monday loves.

in no particular order.

I LOVE ice cream

I LOVE ultraman

I LOVE lollipop

I LOVE photographs that brings back memories

I LOVE feeling timeless

I LOVE feeling priceless

I LOVE people

I LOVE my hair:D

I LOVE God, our heavenly father above:)

I LOVE dancing

I LOVE running and not feeling tired :D

I LOVE my messy hair

I LOVE my oh-so-unique handwriting

I LOVE music

I LOVE people who makes me laugh

I LOVE the colour black

I LOVE the computer

I LOVE cozy rooms

I LOVE crying over a drama

I LOVE going on airplanes.

I LOVE my crazy friends.

I LOVE beats

I LOVE mazes and puzzles.

I LOVE bunny <3

I LOVE school:)

I LOVE you

I LOVE presents.

I LOVE heart attack *positive* surprises

I LOVE blogging

I LOVE to talk talk talk talk talk talk talk

I LOVE contact lens :D

I LOVE my family

I LOVE water while feeling thirsty

I LOVE to sing

I LOVE reading.

I LOVE feeling young.

I LOVE outings

I LOVE feeling lazy indoors

I LOVE that feeling of completing a piano piece * this is a very rare feeling*

I LOVE holidays

I LOVE late night talks * obviously the head is more active in the night than the day*

I LOVE kids

I LOVE the process of losing weight.

I LOVE shoppppping.

I LOVE making full use of every pennny

I LOVE mornings.

I LOVE Jesus.

I LOVE collecting whatever is there to collect

I LOVE first experiences

I LOVE dogs.

I LOVE feeling like a genius :D

I LOVE salads with uber nice dressings


I realize I don't know much about myself.

it's a good reflection.

Fashion ♥

Fashion ♥
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Fashion, a general term for a currently popular style or practice, especially in clothing. The more technical term, costume, has become so linked in the public eye with the term "fashion" that the more general term "costume" has in popular use mostly been relegated to special senses like fancy dress or masquerade wear, while the term "fashion" means clothing generally, and the study of it. For a broad cross-cultural look at clothing and its place in society, refer to the entries for clothing, costume and fabrics.


Project Runway is an American reality television series on Lifetime Television, previously on the Bravo network, which focuses on fashion design and is hosted by model Heidi Klum. The contestants compete with each other to create the best clothes and are usually restricted in time, materials and theme. Their designs are judged, and one or more designers are eliminated each week..

(a show i watched everyday)



Seriously, i don't really know what to write beside Fashion, because i'm watching Project Runway.
Sorry Bunneh >< Nothing surprising !!

when you say nothing at all ♥

Clouds are beautiful ♥
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7a.m 
Heard my mom and dad calling my bro to wake up, but he was fighting back with 5minutes more!! XD
then i went back to sleep again =S

9a.m
Heard my dad talking on the phone with my mom. I guess mom's looking for me, because i heard dad saying " She's still asleep, how to ask her to call you??" Lawls :D

10a.m
I was laying on the bed the whole time till now XD Turning here and there, waiting for at least someone to reply my message D=

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The smile on your face, lets my know that you need me
there's a truth in your eyes, saying you'll never leave me
the touch of your hands, says you'll catch me whenever i fall
you say it best, When you say nothing at all ♥

 
 This song reminds me of Him ♥
Romeo~ Romeo~
Where art thou Romeo~? XD


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Today my friends are going to Jusco to find work,
then go Time Square for Fun...
i wish i could go... but because of Financial Problem
i don't even dare to speak a little bit of Going Out to my parents.


Sorry guys... it's not that i don't wanna go...
but i just can't. Forgive Me.






----------------THE END---------------

LIFE

Life is good i can't complain...♥
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Life is unexpectedly getting better and better everyday =D
Even thou we lost many things in our lifes...
but the old ones don't go, the new ones don't come =)

How hard it is, i still have my family and my friends to support me
even thou i kinda lost connection with that group...
but just to let you guys know...
you guys are still my Ji Muis ♥
Love ya'll !

Now i'm just waiting for the time to past
as i wait for my Prince Charming to purpose
in a white fancy suit, with a bouquet in his hand
helding out his hand, and asking for a dance
then we end with a gentel kiss on the lips ♥

Rawr~ i'm dreaming !! XD
May Dreams Come True ♥


---------THE END----------

姐妹们...

这就是本人

很像大小姐对吗??

聪明的就不要来惹我　=D

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Xx我滴朋友xX

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Xx_秀丽_xX

秀丽是我最疼的老婆..

其实是我唯一的老婆

因为其他的都有了对象

老婆，不要离开我!!

我的老婆很可爱

在一整天里...

有时开心，有时伤心，有时生气，有时说笑

都有不同的mood..

我的老婆

人又高，又美，又聪明

我从开始到现在都很羡慕她

只不过,人不是完美的

而且我不想做copy cat!

我的老婆

和我发生最多事的

但是...不发生事,怎样做我老婆??

不要想歪!!

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Xx_慧莹_xX

慧莹是我的爹第..

最坚强的一位姐妹

她为什么会将坚强??

因为某些事咯... =D

我的爹第

也蛮可爱

来学校...

不是读书...就上网...不是抄nota...就是睡觉....

你们说,是不是很可爱咧~

我的爹第

和我老婆差不多同高

不过人又瘦到一只棍!!

但也是其中一位美女

(她不喜欢人家叫他美女)

我的爹第

是我最久的一位朋友

从中一,我们就一起参加歌唱比赛了

而且拿了第四...

但也是最后一名　XD

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Xx_雪丽_xX

雪丽是我的妈咪

最冷静的一位姐妹

应该是家里太多小的

所以怎样都好要冷静下来

不要随便发脾气

我的妈咪

很奇怪　XD

有时我会和某些人辩论会

他一时帮正方,一时帮反方

妈咪~到底帮谁的??

我的妈

人咧~ 就可爱,小小只

虽然不像我们将自恋

但妈咪也是其中一个美女

不然怎样有两个美女女儿??

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紫欣是我的姐姐

姐姐跟妈咪一样

很冷静...

想清楚东西再做

我的姐姐

很可爱

每次说话一下

就会有娃娃音

而且动作也会变

我的姐姐

身材还好,样子可爱

也是一个爱自恋的人

而且人很聪明

在姐妹当中...

是其中一个好班的!!

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威融是我在男生中

认识最久的一个

他人很Cool...

也有时很三反..!!

威融

我没什么好讲

但,他是在朋友当中

唯一个男生

会帮全部人解决问题

而且还被人暗恋

威融

身材不错,样子很可爱

人不自恋,但很好笑

他是我们中四Top 3 的帅哥

你们帮忙选啦~!

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Xx_汶发_xX

汶发是我其中一个好朋友

认识了四年

无论发生什么事

他都会笑着去做

(我不是说他傻)

汶发

人很奇怪

不读书...但是如果认真考试

会拿到很高分

现在只不过懒的问题

汶发

很有身材，有baby face的人

所以在男生当中...他是又帅,又可爱的

他人很好,会说笑,会弄你开心

谁有兴趣的...??

请拨 : 999

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其他的朋友们~

本小姐很懒去做~

对不起咯~

但... 我是还没忘过你的!!!