My life

haiz....
It's been 16 hours since i've talked to him...
why do i keep thinking about him??

Today only i realise...
Life is unfair =(

I don't want to talk about it...
made me cry so hard today..
because of what they did...
and because i missed him too much....

Today all my friends ask....
why did you keep going on and offline in msn?
i didn't reply them...
but my reason is...
i was waitting for him to go online...
i'm afraid that if he on, i'm off....

My brother said they wanted to go and yum cha
asked me if i wanted to go
i actually wanted to...
but i want to be online when he's on...
but as i waited.... nothing happen... :(

Just now, i ask him why didn't on..
it's because his parents don't let...
stupid exam's fault :(

just now play SDO, keep thinking bout him
thinking about him saying "JYJY"
just now no one said that...
i wasn't in the mood at all...
even my favorite and easy song " Ka Nong" lvl7
can't get full combo..
and i missed alot....

Haiz...
what are you doing to me life!!

there's nothing else i can say...beside.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Dee Lern and Chuan San!!

haiz~ today many things happen man~
went OTWC to celebrate Dee Lern's bday....
all of us send him very touching messages....
make him until like want to cry only XD
Dee Lern~ Be happy always owhh!!
18 years old jor. Can go clubbing jor XD
you rock man!

owh yea~
then that person send me such sweet things XD
awwwrrr XD
aishite ne<3

I did something very stupid yesterday
and i regret every moment of it :(
he still thinks it's a sweet memory..
owh for god sake!
forget about that already!!!
RAWR!!!

now is 4:32am
and i'm not sleeping... why?
because if i slept...
then i won't be able to wake up for bball... :(
i wanna exercise!!
gam fei!! XD

uhmm....
there's nothing else i can say~
eh~ eh~ XD
byebye

especially for him....

Because you came into my world
and took my frown away
one day i will frown again
because someday you will leave

Thank you for always being there for me
the good times
the bad times
the happy times
the sad times...
You were always there to cheer me up...

Today you had a frown on your face...
i was worried about you...
i was thinking for a way to cheer you up...
but you thought i was being sad too...

You said something that make me cannot belive
something that i know you'll never do.
but i can see the serious looking expression you had on your face
and it told me that it was real

No wonder the sky cried so heavily today
no wonder my heart beat so fast today
no wonder i kept thinking of you
no wonder i woke up crying

I miss you alot
i like you alot
or to tell you the truth
i love you .

I know someday we will seperate
we will always be friends,
but no one can predict the future
so please don't leave so soon.

thank you for being you
and thank you for caring for me
i thank you for everything
that you have done for me

these are my true word,
deep down from my heart
trying to tell the thr truth
of what will happen last...

i want to tell you i love you
but i couldnt do it
because i was afraid of rejection
i'd suffer if i have to.

Waiting for the time to come
when fairytales come true
then one day you'll be my prince
then i'll be your princess too.

weee~PAINT

DON'T EVEN THINK OF READING THIS POST! I WILL SUE YOU!!!

DON'T EVEN THINK OF READING THIS POST!

I WILL SUE YOU!!

STILL READ??!!!

HOI!s

I'M SERIOUS LEH!
YOU READ I WILL SUE YOU!!

just joking...

i was just starting to like SUEing... XD

it's so fun...

My desktop background

my file...

My Phone

weee~ SUE-ing is so pretty <3

至少還有你...

至少還有你 - 林憶蓮

我怕來不及 我要抱著你

直到感覺你的皺紋 有了歲月的痕跡

直到肯定你是真的 直到失去力氣

為了你 我願意

動也不能動 也要看著你

直到感覺你的髮線 有了白雪的痕跡

直到視線變得模糊 直到不能呼吸

讓我們 形影不離

如果 全世界我也可以放棄

至少還有你 值得我去珍惜

而你在這裡 就是生命的奇蹟

也許 全世界我也可以忘記

就是不願意 失去你的消息

你掌心的痣 我總記得在那裡

我怕來不及 我要抱著你

直到感覺你的髮線 有了白雪的痕跡

直到視線變得模糊 直到不能呼吸

讓我們 形影不離

我們好不容易 我們身不由己

我怕時間太快 不夠將你看仔細

我怕時間太慢 日夜擔心失去你

恨不得一夜之間白頭 永不分離

在那裡

Time Table x.X

see that picture up there..

see that jacket i'm wearing...

it's pretty right?? XD

It's black [my fav colour]

and it's cosy XD

 feels like someone is huging me XD

thanks aunty Jo for buying this for me XD

 Whole day thinking about him...

why does he have so much attraction???

can even attract a girl like me...

*sigh*

I was rushing home,

cause i want to chat with him

but..*sigh*

i came back,

chat with him awhile and he have to go

tonight not going to on either...

so sad...

Just got my exam timetable

x.X having a headace after reading this...

Monday 24may2010

Bm1,Bm2

Tuesday 25may2010

FreeDay

Wednesday 26may2010

Math2,Math1

Thursday 27may2010

Sej1,Sej2 [OMG!!]

Friday 28may2010

Hari Wesak [Holiday]

Saturday 29may2010

Dee Lern and Jie Fu's bday

Sunday 30may2010

going to erica's church party

Monday 31may2010

Seni1,Seni2

Tuesday 1June2010

Sc1,Sc2

Wednesday 2June2010

Pdg1,Pdg2 [Ken's Bday]

Thursday 3June2010

Bi1,Bi2

Friday 4June2010

Geo1,Geo2

Saturday 5June2010

Holiday Starts! Woohoo~!!

my brain is going to burst!!!

F.Y.I... i'm not studying XD

I'm Sorry

What have i done :(
What will happen to both of us?
What will i say when she questions me?
Why did it end up like this?
Why did you misunderstand?
What will happen to our friendship?
What will happen to our sister love?

All these questions have been spinning round my head for quite awhile
even thou i like him, but i won't steal him away from you...
please do not misunderstand...
i don't want the same thing to happen again...
i don't want to almost lose my friends again...
i don't know if it will be almost or really...

i want to spend my last minutes with you guys
i want it to be a happy time..
i'm going soon, but i don't want to see thoes angry and sad faces when i leave
because i can never forgive myself for doing this..

心痛....

咳~
我的心很痛...
刚看完了老婆和妈咪的部落各...
原来很多东西我都不知道的...
老婆... 妈咪...
对不起如果我不是个好朋友..
我不会弄你开心...
我不会安慰你...
我真的很没用...
对不起我失败做你的朋友....

今天去学校...
没什么东西好讲...
放学后还有华语加班...
被逼要去...
就快考试了...
我们写作文一下...
突然泉山哥哥带了一整gang来...
连那个"speacial someone" 都来... 
我叫他陪我走pandan indah.
他一直讲走pandan jaya.

做作文一下...
老师突然叫我教她send email.
我好像不大会...
因为很久没用了...
去观察一下...
才记得怎样send.
老师send的照片其中一个有virus
所以要重新来过...
不久, 终于send完了...
我们也可以走了...

leon和hoh一直吹我快点
他们要走了...
我就用很快的速度走...
老婆和姐夫都讲我想快点去看我的 "eon eon" = =" 
无聊啦他们...
我到san qiu的时候...
一个两个都还没吃完...
还讲了一些事, 弄到我很生气...
还差点撞到送水的人...

他们吃完了...
聊了一下...
我叫那个人陪我去pandan indah
我要拿钱...
我叫埋tan, 因为他是住在pandan jaya
我过后再陪他回...
他答应了...
我们就一大班去pandan indah 的maybank 拿钱

走去maybank的时候...
那个hoh一直跟着我...
我要跟leon讲话都不可以...
烦到~
不久...到了maybank...
我进去拿钱...
hoh还扮聪明来叫我....
你以为我不会吗~？
我只需要时间想....

拿了钱过后...
就分开走了...
老婆，姐夫和hoh 走pandan indah
我，leon，ken 和慧思走pandan jaya.
走到哪里...
跟ken说再见了..
就上去...
慧思上去买费先
leon突然讲脚痛,
我就陪他在下面....
当我们上回去的时候...
lrt竟然来了...
leon还慢慢来...
慧思就孤单一个人回去
我陪不到她因为我的书leon拿着....
lrt走了...
我就跟leon 进去...
聊了一些事...
lrt就来了...
我们在lrt 看起来像couple
当hoh和姐夫上lrt时
问我们在做什么
还讲“你靠经他你就死”
我管他那么多...
距需跟leon聊天...

不久，到了ampang
不想下车... =(
回家很闷...
但没办法...
跟leon聊了几句...
我们就走各路...
走半路...下雨了...
没办法... 就泠雨回家...
走半路.... 突然哭了出来..
不知道为什么...
我会想起那个“speacial someone"
但我还是慢慢的走回家...
反正整身湿完...
而且没人可看到我哭...
就当是雨弄到我....

回到家....
冲凉了
再开机...
他终于开了...
我们聊了一下...
我哥哥就带我去mcd吃东西....
很闷.. 因为全部都是collage学生...
我就开msn 跟他chat...
他的脾气好象很坏...
就不敢打扰他...

就这样...
我的一天就这样过...
明天考moral 和华语...
很想拿pass..
但当然不可能的事咯~

好吧...
就此停笔...
再见

What is this feeling?? Uncertain Love??

Some people want diamond rings, Some just want everything, Everything means nothing, If i ain't got you~


Don't know why i suddenly think about this song...
issit because you're not talking to me?
issit because you're not mine?
issit because... I'm in love with you??

So confused
Mixed up inside
Not understanding
Can't decide.
Yes or no
Can't be sure
If I still want
The things that were.
In my head
It all makes sense
But when I speak
It's ignorance.
I can't decide
What I feel
I can't be certain
Of what is real.
Yes or no
Too soon to tell
If I'm in love
Or just unwell.
Just don't know
It's all unclear
Not sure of where
To go from here.
To tell him
Or remain this way
Never knowing
Is the price I pay.

The Last Time