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I'm sorry, blame it on them  #Tired


nobody knows how hurt and tired I am deeply,
the only way now is to lose the friendship that has just started.
EYJ, I apologize.


last week I went to college to look at the courses, even thou I'm 'kinda' interested in baking, but how can I find a stable career  in the future with baking ? :| so I choose Graphic Design, since it's the only choice I have other than the other courses that I'm not interested in.

for me, Graphic Design should be something simple I guess, because my family is good with stuffs like that .
anything hard for me I can always find them :)  FamilyPowerlol.

Dad was really happy that I choose Graphic Design, but must see the college approve of me or not.
If not, I don't know where else to go anymore :|

These few days I don't really have the appetite to eat , don't know why but I enjoy sleeping a lot...
guess it would make my mind calm and I don't have to think of anything .

Do I look like a cheerful person to you ? well to tell you the truth..... I Am :D
I don't really care what problems come my way, just take it to the Lord in prayer :)

Since I came back from camp, my friends said that I grew mature ... and short and dark -______-  #Hurt
but I like the mature part :) yay, I'm mature !

well I guess that's all I have to say, your problem you can come and find me, but I'm not sure if I could help you, but ! I'm a good listener :D  lalala ~


Graphic Design ! Here I Come ! ;)

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just realize that time really flies,
tomorrow is already Wednesday,
every form5 graduate's worst nightmare.

-SPM RESULT-

its been 2months + since i have met my friends, so after taking result sure SHOPPING TIME :)
nah, not really going to shop, just going to eat, walk around and go home lol .

just now read my dear's blog, really sad if she's not going,
because i really miss her alot and wishes to spend time with her.
but because of financial problem, she's going back to find her dear.

im totally okay with it, after taking result we still can go nearby's mamak :)
so at least we still can spend time together right ?

tomorrow's plan i really don't know i want to follow who,
if i follow ah jie, i cannot go out with li hao they all,
but if i follow li hao, HE is going also - - (ANTI PLAYBOY)

dosent matter bah, i rather go home anyways...
save money, save energy and i can go home sleep also -3-



yesterday very stress - - can't believe i blogged about it.
so rare to see i blog my real feelings out.
BUT , i deleted it already :) because im feeling much better now
about those stupid rumors about me and him,
doesn't matter anymore, let them play, as long as i know my rights.

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老婆吖老婆 :)

看到老婆的部落各, 不知道该哭还是笑
感动起来了, 因为我以为大家都把我忘了.

老婆~ 谢谢你还记得我 ><
你老婆我一定还会记得你啦~!
对不起吖, 我没打回去给你因为我怕吵到你
而且拜六礼拜都是你和老公的二人世界嘛 :)

傻傻的老婆 , 我真的很想你叻 :)
要一起过二人世界我一定可以的 :D
我考了licence 载你去 gai gai 好不 ? :)

你老婆我一定会黑啦~
但是也没有将黑吧 .... (自我安慰)
成熟吖, 没有啦~ 在camp还是一样的幼稚 ><

你老婆我, 还是一样的人
还是一样的爱着你 :)

dear, i love you ! XD

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Joy and Sorrow , Tears and Smiles 


CAMP HAS ENDED ! :)

don't know i should be sad or happy :|
having good friends and teachers there,
all we have to do everyday is eat sleep and play .

As time passes, we get to know each other more and more,
we argued, we cried and we laugh together,
these are not what ordinary friends would do.

missing the times when we would skip lunch together
missing the times when we would walk around the field together
missing the times when we would work together to get the job done
missing the times when all of us were together.
no matter what, those days are gone .

" mungkin bila nanti , kita akan bertemu lagi "

there will be miracle when you believe ,
believe that all things are possible.
believe that we could meet again.
believe that we would never forget each other.

even thou tears has been shed, but it was worth it.
going through all the hard times together,
supporting each other , believing in each other.
even thou there may be scars, scratches and wounds
but everything is always worth it when you do it together