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work, assignments, friends, family never stresses me out....
the only thing that makes me stress is my appearance.
more like... my clothes and my hairstyle

my mother kept encourage me to cut my hair short
but then looking back at the time when i had my hair short,
it looks so .... not me.

i tried to grow my hair out, then maybe act a little more feminin
but then because mom says i don't know how to take care of my hair
so ... i guess cutting it off would also be a better choice

now i'm on the web looking for short hairstyles that looks nice
but then , it looks nice on them... but what about me ?
i really regret  everytime i cut my hair, but then what can i do .
its true that i don't have to style it or comb it everyday
maybe its better for a lazy person like me

please accept it TT

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hey guys :) how have ya'll been doing ?
just graduated not long ago, gonna miss all the brats ;)

alot has happened since then...

someone confessed to me , someone criticize me ...

the confession was really unexpected.
But then love only exits in my anime world.
so basically, i rejected him. sorry :(

other than that, the critic was immature.
please do not judge us when you don't know the truth behind.
anyhow, if i've ever offended you, just know that from the bottom of my heart....
I REALLY DON'T GIVE A FUCK. 

HATERS GONNA HATE ! *peace out*

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Semester 4 , its gonna end soon.

                Its already week 11 and we're finally doing our last assignments,time really flies...fast ! Im going to end this course and start searching for my interest.
                Of course, im going to miss my babies ♥ Gone through 2 years with them, joy, love , hatred and sorrow. The worst thing, our relationship just got better and better but we're leaving each other soon. Its time to start a new chapter and keep moving on...
                Went for blood donation 2 days ago in church. Gone through all the procedure only end up not finding my veins ! At least, I was poked lol .


              Its already July, may the next half year be superb

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its been so long since i've updated my blog x)

                Happy 21st Birthday to my beloved KaiJie - Jennifer ! :) 

                 Did i mention that i got my driving license ? woopee !  well, since April 30th when i unbelievably passed ! ohmygoodness, i thought i was gonna fail because the day before i had a hard time doing the parking and  i cried in front of my brother when i got home . boohoo :(  Mom suggested that i just bribe them as many people do. Even thou i think that its not a good idea, but then i really had no confidence.  On that day, we paid jiejie the money and felt save . After not long, suddenly jiejie came and tell us that today these are the new guards, so they do not want bribery. We were shocked and scared, i almost cried. Soon, it was my turn to go, while waiting for other people to finish, i keep having thoughts about me passing, celebrating and all. Well, usually i would have negative thoughts about "what-ifs". Then in the end, i passed ! :) It should be God giving me the confidence to do it ! Called my mom and told her i passed, she thought it was for the bribery, but then when i told her we couldn't bribe, she was shocked and happy for us. At night, we went to Rendezvous to celebrate x)

              Good times :) Its alright July ! Now I'm driving to school everyday, in the morning i fetch my mom to the train station, then after work i fetch her from the train station again :D Feels like I'm a big girl now. Having responsibility to take care of my mom because I'm taking dad's place :)


            Anyways, its already semester 4, my last semester in Certificate. Truth be told, i've  already decided to work. How do i say this... Study is just not my thing. Well, at least i have a cert :) Most of my college friends don't believe me, well... in the end , YOU CANT SEE ME ! *waves hand* -johncena-
          Many people may have known by now, my obsession with manga ! So, not that i'm desperate and all, i just like to imagine that a guy [Usui Takumi] in the manga [maid-sama] would be like my imaginary boyfriend LOL. I know its weird, but at least its imaginary . haha.
(Note to all the relatives and friends : I'm not desperate, don't go round finding a guy to cure me, thanks. )


Alrighty then, i'm gonna head to college now. Big girl driving car , Swag LOL

Chao <3 br="">

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4th of April  - 11:20a.m.

                     Its finally April, many things had happened . Ups and Downs , even broken but eventually we got through it . 

                     Many have known about my family's situation which i have no idea who you knew it from . I'm sorry that I kept it all to myself because for some reasons I still cannot accept that fact that my dad had gone to be with the Lord.  I admit that I still talk to him wondering if that he could listen, still imagining that he was beside me on the bed hugging me. Well, I was Daddy's little girl , so him leaving really made my life somewhat empty. At least I know that he has a great life now in Heaven with the Lord, enjoying what he couldn't enjoy .

                     Anyways, thanks to all the people who came for my dad's funeral and who helped out, we appreciate it .


                     Few more days and we're traveling overseas to Hong Kong ! Now that I think about it, my favorite Youtube Idol "Bubzbeauty"( http://www.youtube.com/user/bubzbeauty ) is currently staying in Hong Kong , maybe if there's miracle, I get to meet her :) Anyways, in Hong Kong they say that we can buy things with good quality and really low prices . No wonder Hong Kong people are so fashionable !  I went to Hong Kong once , but that was on my 10 years old birthday...  along with Dad. This time we're traveling as four person as well, including my aunty Jo. I will have fun , as that is what Dad wants. Us to be happy :)

                     2 days ago it was my Dad's birthday :) We notice that every time during his birthday, he would either be outstation or overseas. So, we rarely get to spend his birthday with him. Today is the 4th, so 2 days later , it will be my Mother's birthday ! :) Her birthday wish ? For us to pack the room ha-ha. We have thought of going to Genting Highland because that is Dad's favorite place, so we would go there to remember back our memories as our 'Qing Ming' . But in the end, we think that we wont have anything to do up in Genting Highland so maybe we will be staying home.

                     I found alot of pictures of me and Dad when we went to Genting Highlands then we went to the strawberry park which was located near Genting Highland. We had many pictures together and to our surprise, we look exactly like each other ! :)  Mom says I look alot like Dad, but other people say I look exactly like Mom lol.  At least I know I'm not adopted - [which I thought I was when I was younger because I thought they treat my brother better than me. ]  ITS A MISUNDERSTAND.