DAYS...

These few days have been pretty boring.. yet stressed out.

Homeworks.. well not many.. but the worst is hearing Cikgu Singam LECTURE
School is cool, if there's no homework and just revision in class...

Today we played basketball :)
even Leon also join...(omg.. he's so perfect x.X Good in studies and sports.)
i play until my leg "chao gan" also still want to continue the game
sorry guys.. made you all stop the game >< (and worry about me)
fortunately, i in many balls today... satisfied : )

i realised that i'm too serious when playing basketball..
when i don't in a ball, i feel sad and wanting to kill myself...
everyone always asks me to chill...but i cant x.X

After that, we went home straight...
no idea why.. Leon's making the decision :)
so we said goodbye to Yumi at San Qiu (We didn't eat la...)
and then we head to Pandan Jaya lrt...

On the way there, we saw Jie jie, Fufu, and Ka Kit.
so we went home together...
it was alot of fun ^^
i love hanging out with my friends..
On the way there... Jie complained that Leon pulled her hair during class...
so i ask jie to pull his hair back...
Jie go and pull, i thought problem solved...
suddenly that Fufu go and pull Leon's hair also... somemore very hard!
RAWR!!! he got do what wrong to you worr!! RAWR!!!

Finally reached Ampang LRT...
FORTUNATLY.... it didnt rain ><
but we didn't went up ...
Leon said he wanted to ride again to Sri Petaling...
so i said ok lor... he thought i was joking..
but i already put down my bag.. so... I'M NOT JOKING
soon the train started moving...
we reached "chan shao lin" and took another train back home..
few minutes later, we finally reached back Ampang..

We said our goodbyes
and went to our own ways...
sorry Leon... i always do stupid things and made you go =.="

Now i'm home...
Hearing songs, drinking milo, reading comic and blogging...

Just now i told Leon the truth...
sorry that i lied... because i didn't really get to copy...
daddy scold jor..
but he went and change the topic...x.X
and i have to idea if he forgive me or not...
SORRY!!

I LOVE YOU!!

i love watermelon =P

Many things happend today...

After school i played basketball

i hurt my knee, but i have to say i'm okay.

i don't want people to be worried about me

now it hurts so much, i can't put my leg straight...

After that we (Me,Leon and Ken) went to San Qiu for lunch

only both of them eat...

i "mou wai hao" because i was thinking of something...

i saw "him" nearby our school just now...: (

After that, we went home...

Ken bought watermelons : )

They were talking about Games during the way back
i wasn't bored... because i like to play that game also
but Mr.Leon Wong go and stop the convo
because he scare i was bored... awww. so sweet =P

Finally reached Ampang LRT
it's rainning... so we didn't went back...
we talk, hug and kiss for how long ? i'm not sure
but i'm sure that i counted the lrt went and come back 5 times...
but it was still rainning...><

Soon the rain started to stop
and we said good bye...
it was hard saying goodbye
because i just want to be in his arms...
never letting go <3

i reached home
took my bath and went online...
soon Leon came online...
and we chatted till 6.48pm.
I heard a news from my friend
that one of the aunty staying in his blok there
suicide..x.X
and it was head down first...
so scary... Landed on the carpark..
luckly got uncle found...
or else.. my friend sure chamm ><

x.X <--- expression of the day

playing FashionWorld on Facebook...
first time i play, it was okay...
until i had to wait... x.X
and one of the weird thing is...
when they don't get what they want...
they will scold !"£$%^&*()
weird right...?
haiz... games nowadays....

Just remembered that this Saturday and Sunday i'm going to die x.X
Saturday as usuall i have my martial arts class...
Sunday is special because sensei Morishihan is coming...
teaching Boken (Sword) and doing grading for the 3rd Den...
luckly i'm only in 3rd kyu... 2 more kyu and i'll be 1st Den. x.X

Just thinking about it makes me tired.. x.X
This friday somemore worst!
Taking report card x.X
my results are same as usuall...
2 pass all fail x.X
Pn.Norain's soooooo not giving me a chance...
she's going to say how badly i behave in class
and then that's the end of my blogging time x.X

I have to pray..
pray that Pn.Norain will only say something good about me :D
(well.. there's nothing good to say... x.X)
and pray that the classes ends faster...
i'm super tired!!

Sunday somemore have to wake up very early go to church
after that head for lunch and then go for class...
i'm so tired!!!
Why brother!
Why did you do this to me!!

Friends

wakakakax XD gangsters~

Friends Forever ^^

Today went San Qiu and had "Oil Fried Ghost" for lunch XD

At Pandan Jaya lrt station...

Jie jie and Fufu made a dare...

is that if we dare to kiss infront of them...

and so we did...

but when we kiss...

something happend...

"He" ran upstairs...

i didn't know what happen...

So we borded the train and headed home...

"He" was moody the whole time...

and i saw that there were tears coming out from his eyes...

finally reach cahaya...

he didn't say good bye and went down wiping his tears...

ahhh.. so EMO.. x.X

so sad i don't really know how to talk to him now

now all i think of him is my little brother only ...

Just now i know that dear dear was playing sdo..

so i ask him to go and play back...

i know he sure don't want

because he want to accompany me...

so i lied and said i'm going out for basketball...

and we said goodbyes...

now i'm appearing Away...

Dear...

sorry if i lied..

i just want you to have your owntime also :)

You have turn~ My morning into dancing~♥

26 June 2010
Saturday

Today we celebrate Jennifer and Jason's special day..
Happy Birthday Jie Jie and Kor Kor <3
May both of you be with together forever :)

We took alot of pictures and had alot of fun :)
pictures will be upload soon...

Soon, it's 3am and we headed back home...
at first i was tired...
but when i reached home and saw his offline message...
i'm so wide awake =P

i miss you so much dear
and i got a surprise for you =P
well... it dosen't count as a surprise la...
but... weeee~ Im happy about it :)


27 June 2010
Sunday

They were playing my favorite song
when i enter the church
(This is how we overcome)
we were all dancing and singing...
it was so much fun :)

After that we went to the curve
me and my brother watch the first round battle of breakdancing
one of my friend's team (Giler Battle Crew)
was one of the winners for the first round..
too bad my friend (Faizul Iqmal) didn't dance..
and i didn't see him also x.X


♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

i guess time flies...
today is our 16th day being together ♥
and love keeps coming on :)

i had a dream about us when i was napping in the car
i dreamt that we were 21 years old
and we were out having fun with other couples at pangkor island...

it was such a nice dream...
too bad i was called to wake...

now i'm trying to tie my hair..
because tomorrow everyone wants to see the new tied up hair me x.X
i'm so nervous
because my hair very hard to tie
and it might get messy x.X
arrggh!!

♥Everytime we Touch♥

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.

'Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat slow...
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
I Love You 
This few days, i don't know why..
i feel like something's wrong..
like something is going to happen...

Dear ah Dear...
don't always say yourself useless la...
i sam tong wan lehh.. ><

I realise many of my good friends are dissapearing...
i think it's because of my fault...
at first i introduce A to B
then slowly B likes A
they went out...
but something happend...
and A broke up with B
now B is emo...
and A is feeling guilty...
both of them arnt talking...
to me or each other...

NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU

Hand in Hand

Love is Send

We'll be Best Friends

Till the END

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Once, there were 7 best friends who stick together no matter what happends.... So one of them said all of them should be like brothers and sisters... and everyone agreed. There were many stories between everyone of them... Example... A,,B,C,D,E,F,G 

1. E likes C, but C dosen't have the feelings for E. One day, C asked E out and she agreed. They were in a relationship .. not long, something happend and they were apart and seldom talk to each other already.

2. G likes A, and even confessed twice. but the last time he said was "sorry, i only treat you as my best friend" it broke her heart and made her give up on him...

3. D likes F but F dosen't gives a chance because she's in love with another... 

4. Soon, they found out that B likes G , G was waiting for him to confess, but it never happend. Soon she found her happiness and B was sad.

Things are now very complicated for them, and they didn't hang out with each other anymore....

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Today went Jusco with Leon,Arial,Yumi,Chuan San,Hui Si, Chua and Hoh.

Hui Si and Chua of coz, they will seperate from us...

So all of us went to Pizza for lunch...

Speggeti and CheseBakedRice

NO PIZZA! XD

Soon, we ate finish and went to jusco for awhile...

Suddenly Chuan San said he wanted to go home...

they went to the main door only me and dear stayed behind...

We walked the whole place in circles...

soon we went to MPH...

we saw Hui Si and Chua inside reading some books...

talked to them awhile and i went to search for my book

FINALLY!!

i found that Hacking book  =P

"Hacking for Dummies" and "HACKING"

such nice words =P

i will HACK you!! XD

Soon, we went back home...

hugs and kisses

and goodbyes....

I wish that we are together 24hours ><

it might be boring...

but i will miss him... =C

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OMG

WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE INTERNET!!!

EVERYTHING LOAD SO SLOW..

NO NEED TO USE LORH!

WANT PLAY HOTEL626 ALSO CAN'T!!!

There's nothing else i can say~

Domo-kun... Can i hug you when he's not around...?

Yay~ I finish editing my pictures ^^

sometimes if i'm in the mood,

i can edit really nice pictures =D

(i very perasan wann.. beware!)

Dear Dear~

i mish uuu shoo muchiess XD

i wanna huggie u!!!

i wanna kishy u =P

Sowie...

idk why i so sot right now ><

imma offie now =P

baii baii XD

Kishy kishy

Kissing you is part of how i show i love you XP

Today dear acted abit weird today...

his attitude made me think of that person...

i tried to say many things...

the responds are all the same...

but at last the loving side of him came out

and my smile came back again... : )

The past is still in my mind...

and i didn't want to lie

but i don't really like him

or should i just say Hate.

Honestly.. imma give my oppinion...

guys who cries because someone

didn't do what he wanted....

and acted all dramatic...

they should not be call GUYS...

they are GAYS!!

Birthday Boy made everyone silents at lunch...

because no one wished him (i did)

and no one gave him present

and no one bought a cake for him...

because of that...

he have to act all dramatic and look who's fault is it...? (obviously ME)

and he had to just brag about yesterday celebrating his birthday alone...

no i don't feel sorry for you.

i don't want to know how you feel either...

i don't want you to be a part of my life any longer...

we are diffrent people from diffrent worlds...

please leave my world as soon as possible.

Jamming

Just came back from Jamming..

Had lots of fun...

Guitarist : Dennis, James

Volcalist : Me, Julian

Drummer : James,Johnson

Keybordist : Tok Zai

Bassist : Johnson

Thanks guys !

had a wonderful time...

thou it lasted only an hour XD

Me and Tok Zai...

Tok Zai from a very nice angel XD

Tok Zai play drum...

Drummer: James

Bassist: Johnson

Guitarist: Dennis

Volcalist: Julian

Photograhper: Amelia

Viewer: Tok Zai

Jamesy Gor.XD

I Love This pic. So Nice

Last but not least... ME XD

I Have No Secrets...

I saw you infront of your house... i wanted to greet you... but i don't have the courage. Because i might cry because you would left me again... We used to play together when we were very young... We always have parties every Thursday... our parents don't know anything about it, and we used to cook it ourselfs... I was so happy back then... We formed a group name with 4 members (Dennis,Ann,Amelia and Benny) and named it " Sei Dai Tin Wong".We had some super powers and stuffs...i remember we used to fight over silly stuffs and we got over it eventually because we were the best of friends...We grew up... and we made friends of from our neighbourhood... and soon, Tok Zai and John joined our group.. so we changed the name to ELITE TITANS.. one day you moved out... because of some family problem... I didn't even get to say good bye to you... because you were in a rush. You go to that international school and made lots of new friends... i'm happy that you can make friends that truly understands you and won't leave you no matter what... because you were once betrayed by some friends from primary school, and it made you so sad. Now looking at you, makes me remind of the old days, you said you are never going to leave long your hair... but now, you look so beautiful with that long hair of yours... i miss you guys... (to Ann and Benny)


Came back from school and headed for shower... thinking about the past and what's gonna happen in the future...
will we be forever, or will it not last? I'm very curious and i want to know the answer fast.

O_O!
okay.. what am i writting =P
Just now in school, cikgu singam ngam alot x.X
keep talking about his life, his family, and about our family also...
luckly i had someone to message with =P
for whole 30minutes man!!

after school ~
weeee~
we went to san qiu for lunch...
well, they eat only la...
i got no money, so i can't eat ...
shhh.. keep that a secret from my dada.
then they suddenly went whispering to each other..
making me and dear blur blur x.X
then luckly Ken said "People and Cameras"
i knew what they wanted to do already...
so i suggest that we go home..
that trick failed!!!
bwahahaha....

OKie...
i'm hungry x.X
imma find food now...
tata <3

Love ya hunny~
muackss <3

I Love to Lecture XD

Loving is a feeling that brings both joy and pain to my heart. Joy from being with you, being filled with an emotion so deep and tender that no other feeling can compare. Pain from knowing that I'm so in love, that I'm more vulnerable than I've ever'' 

Sometimes, when you think you can trust that person, and you tell him everything... He ends up betraying you and telling everyone else about your secret... Sometimes he might even blackmail you if he wants something from you... (Words to a form 1 boy)

It's 11.19pm... and i think he's in bed already, because we stop message from 10pm. I didn't want to waste his credit and i wanted to help a friend of mine to his problems... I miss him so terribly much... I kept thinking about what happend just now at LRT... well, we've learned our lesson...

now as usuall, no one chats with me during the night anymore.. besides my brother James. Last time, it used to be Alwin who stayed up whole night to chat with me... but something happend between us and we became awkward x.X

ask you guys something... would you rather pick over your boyfriend/girlfriend/your crush or your best friends? I've been in this situation before... and you should know that, i picked my best friends. Thou we may not know what's going to happen in the future... but love comes and goes, best friends stay forever. The person you love, might not love you back, so if you picked the person you love, you'll regret if he/she makes a wrong decision. He/She may not accept for who you are, might think you're a pycho, maniac or even just plain crazy... but best friends will always stick together no matter how crazy you are, they are people who solve your problems more than your boyfriend/girlfriends.... So think properly before choosing.. (words to a girl who can't make the decision)

RAWR!!! DIE YOU USELESS FREAK!!! DIE!!!!

one thing i can't stand about humans is they like to be busy bodys and butt into people's life.

Why must you all be such a busy body! Care about your own problems would you?
not that i want to nag or something, but i'm just telling the truth...
know about people's stuff for what? not 8 enough issit....?
how would you like it if i butt into your stupid problems??

i've just seen a very stupid act from this very stupid guy...
Who asked you to see what we were doing?
it's none of your business right??
and who cares if other people or the cctv is watching...
it's still... NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS!!

don't act all high and mighty because you're older than us MANY years...
stupid old man! watch your mouth la!
i just now really want to push you down the track and make sure your body burns!!!

(YES, THIS IS THE REAL ME. DON'T LIKE ME? I DON'T CARE)

i took back my exam papers today...
everything is a failure...
out of 3 papers, i can only pass 1 x.X

okie... i'm so the very tired right now..
don't know what happen...
but i really want to go and sleep right now...

to all people who dosent know me well
and has been reading this blog..
i'm sorry . i don't wish to show my ture self
but this thing really makes me mad!!

imma off now.
good bye

Te quiero ♥

Dear~ 爱米修 ♥

Mah Darling went for Father's Day dinner jor =D

Have fun owh Dar Dar ♥

Finally!

Tomorrow school starts ^^

i can see him in school again...

Heee ^^

God took the strength of a mountain,

The majesty of a tree,

The warmth of a summer sun,

The calm of a quiet sea,

he generous soul of nature,

The comforting arm of night,

The wisdom of the ages,

The power of the eagle's flight,

The joy of a morning in spring,

The faith of a mustard seed,

The patience of eternity,

The depth of a family need,

Then God combined these qualities,

When there was nothing more to add,

He knew His masterpiece was complete,

And so,

He called it ... Dad

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!

I LOVE YOU DADDY!

I Love You

I Love You

Just now chat with dear on webcam...

chatted for almost 2 hours...

i love him so much >< and i miss him alot

just feel like wanna hug him...

Just now saw his father on webcam...

haha.. don't look like my handsome dear also XP

when his father was sitting beside him..

he couldnt reply my message...

so i just sat here quietly...

and i did something... i cried

i miss him alot!

Thanks dear for cheering me up when i'm down : )

and because you wanna cheer me up..

then u have to poke ur face <3

it makes you look so cute!

and it always makes me smile and laugh...

just wanna hug you <3

Now i'm starving..

because there's no dinner...

missing him too much...

dont wanna eat x.X

it's 12am...

Happy Father's Day to all the fathers in the world

you have been a good father for the past few years

or maybe some are not.

but still be proud of yourself that we kids/teenagers are still alive because of YOU! XD

Love ya papa <3

i

Dear Dear.. i kept many secrets hidden...

if you wanna find it... Triple click the whole place ba ><

I Love You!

You are the Music in Me~ ♥

You are the music in me~ ♥

Happy Birthday to~

Chua Wei Yuan

&

My Grandpa (Elvis Wong)

Today chatted with him non stop (well we stoped for 2 hours i think) for 10 hours XP

and we still haven't stop :P

awwwwrrr :(

i wanna change my spec :L

daddy~!! i wanna change my spec!!!!

*acting like a spoile brat*

*get's a slap from daddy*

owie :'( lesson of the day

( DONT ACT LIKE A SPOILE BRAT )

Dear Dear~ i lub u olwiz!!

I wan marry u also XP

what a bad day ... :(

I can't find the perfect picture...

because he's not here ...

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Just now went Galaxy Ampang with Dear...

he bought a Cd and i bought Chua's Birthday present..(a cup)

When he was about to go out..

i had this bad feeling in my heart...

but since my father let me out..

so i just went out...

the whole time i was thinking about what's going to happen..

because whenever i have a bad feeling...

one of my loved ones will get hurt or something will go wrong.

I looked moody the whole way to Galaxy

because i was thinking...

sorry dear i didn't tell you the truth...

i didn't want you to worry..

After buying the things,

we walked around for like 20 minutes..

 walked around the whole place

and realise downstairs thoes shops are scary ><

Soon we headed back

and he sent me home..

we said good bye and headed diffrent ways...

So i went up and took my bath

online and waited for him...

it's almost 30 minute + and his msn is still away.

i was getting worried and realise he went offline.

i thought his parents didn't let him play

so he went offline and that's not his fault

suddenly he came online and told me something

i was shock at the same time i was worried bout him

is he ok? that's the question want to ask the most.

now i know what was my bad feeling

and i regret not staying longer at Galaxy

or else that incident wont happen

and we can still live happily...

Sorry darling i told u i wont be worried.

but i can't stop thinking about are you ok?

i just want to hug you and never let you go

 what was stolen i dont care..

as long as i still have you.

Otanjoubi omedetou-gozaimasu Onii-chan!!

wishing Kai Di gor gor an early....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Kai Di gor gor~

sang yat fai lok ^^

fai gou jiong dai ^^

working le buy me many many things XD

today went to kai di's house for party.

even if he's birthday is at 23rd. but he celebrate it earlier x.X

 i found out who's Pui Yee...

actually kai di gor gor still likes her gehh

he say it's years away geh things...

but still continue loving her...

touching* <3

Yea i admit i'm abit jealous..

well... not abit but very very jealous.

but he said that things were over...

but why do you still keep in touch with her?? : (

i know keeping in touch with an EX is a no problem..

since you guys are friends right...?

but i don't like it when you keep in touch with her that much : (

Love Life?

My Life With You...

awwwrr... : (
just realise that if i went out at 12pm...
i can't messsage him or msn him!

i miss him already!!

what should i do now!!

i don't want to leave him...

Dear dear...

sorry if i'm acting crazy or something..

but i really really miss you alot ><

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i just woke up few minutes ago...

and the first thing i did was online.

i wanted to see if he was online or not.

when i on my msn...

usually he'll find me...

but there wasn't any "dung-dun-dung!"

so i went to look for him..

only realise he's not online : (

i'm so sad right now...

i wish i could just hug him

and never let him go... : (

Later whole day i won't be online already

because 12pm i'm going out to my pet brother's birthday party...

so i will miss him alot...

but there's alot of things i want to talk to him about... :' (