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why did you tear my heart apart , you said you'll love me from the start
all those painful things you've put me through but i'm still loving you .


hey ! :) It's already October 21st . it's almost a month since I've spoke of my thoughts.
how has it been ?  broken yet strong.

it's the second semester , more and more materials that need to be bought and wasted .
there are sometimes advantages and disadvantages , but at least i got it through.
thanks to my friends , especially Nicholas for helping me with the magazine :)

it was their graduation few days ago , I didn't get to see him thou.
I miss him , a lot . We fought few days ago just because I was in a stupid bad mood.
so, i'm sorry . please forgive me .
because of college and him final exam , it seems that our relationship has grown further away..
i hope that we could chase up when my sem break starts and your exam is over :)

now randomly strolling songs on youtube, listening to Shiga's 'I'm still loving you'.
it's really a nice song , even thou it's sad but it lets me think back alot about my memories.
memories about Him ... and Him... and Him ...       and there's Her .

everything has gone to memories , i just wish you knew the truth behind the lies.