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Mnet Asia Music Awards 2011 ! :)

Song of the Year :  I Am The Best - 2NE1
Album of the Year : Mr.Simple - SuperJunior
Artis of the Year : Girl's Generation

those who missed out , too bad :P
but you can always watch it on Youtube :)


Today went out to Jusco with my Mom, Bro and PeiYee :)
we bought... many things lol x) and i ate Tako !  
after that we decide to go Viva to eat the Bread and Butter x)
so we went home, dad tagged along and there we went :)
there were many flavors, Creamy Corn, Chocolate, Condense Milk, Kaya and Peanut Butter
there were Blueberry and something else that i can't remember. but its not available. :(
after that we walked around many places , about 8:30 only reached home.
on the way home we saw a fire truck passed by and it made us curious
then we found out that a flat was on fire, BIG BIG FIRE :(
pity those people. May God Bless Them :)

Just now first time ever, Skyped with Yap Kim Foong.
he today too high already, keep want to F*ck the show :)
ouh well x) Guys will be guys .. now he wants to F*ck me also O.O call 911 !
then i went off to watch Mnet Asia Music Awards 2011 with my family :)
too bad , Big Bang wasn't there TT i miss Tae Yang !

just now i just told KuJiMo the truth about him being small gas.
Yes, you are still small gas even thou i apologize just now.
it's not because I'm wrong, it's because i don't want to lose our friendship .
i hope that you will change, and quit saying I'm big size !
even thou I admit that i am, but it still hurts . 凸 !

currently listening to Lonely by 2NE1 :)
it's a sad song for me not because i feel lonely,
it's because everyone just vanish from my life all of a sudden :')
some didn't really vanish, but their hearts aren't here anymore .

After he left, and she became his best friend :)
someone for him to talk to every day and talked about his life and so on.
well, should i even care ?  i still do :'(
then there goes HIM, my so call brother :|
suddenly saying that he don't want to be my brother anymore
and started confessing to me saying that he likes me . Welcome To Facebook. -.-

ouh and... HE started a relationship with a girl :)
congrats ! :) you deserve it ! she's a good girl.
thou it's been way back in the past, but i still somehow cares.
no idea why, lalala x) Good Luck with your life !

Good Luck to everyone in their lives ! :)
after SPM, everyone is going separate ways
what you want to confess, better make it fast or else you'll regret.
but I just don't have the guts to confess :) maybe I'm just a plain coward.
so yeah, Good Luck and may SPM candidates pass with flying colours !


baby I'm so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely  :')

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roses are red, violets are blue, i feel so lost without you

since 20.11.2011, it's been a week since we broke up :)
i wonder how are you these few days . who knows, you might live better
now that I'm not there to order around, you can go anywhere you want.
Where ever you go, please take care of yourself :) and don't do stupid things !

should i still care about him ? i mean, he CHEATED . but still, he regretted .
but regret cannot turn back the past . I'm sorry for not caring you at first .
please do, forgive me .

since that day, i couldn't get proper rest, could it be because of you ?
or am I just crazy in love with Tetris Battle ? well, who cares anyways .

Today actually I am going to watch movie with them, HAPPY FEET 2 !
but then for certain reasons, I don't feel like going either .
nevermind, i shall watch Breaking Dawn x) oh yeah !

2 more days and I'm free from school ! it's like releasing from Prison.
well, except missing those cute little juniors :) yeah, I have graduated !

actually I have no idea why am i updating my blog /.\
I don't really have a topic to talk on .
so... yeah. Buibui :) 

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[since graduation, everything basically changed.]

now I'm having my SPMs. It wasn't as hard as i thought.
but some of them i don't really understand /.\

these few days if no class for me, I will only stay at home,
faced the laptop whole day in my room (:
yeah, so called nerd (:   \(O-O)/

sorry YapKimFoong for scolding you, even thou this isn't my problem
but i just have to tell you that the attitude of yours need to change.
we are not as rich as you, we can't afford what you can.
so I'm Sorry.

This Saturday they say want to go watch Happy Feet (: Penguin ♥
go where watch ? I'm not sure. 1Shamelin maybe ?
but... i also not sure i got money or not :(  you guys can have fun without me TT

Single life isn't bad anyways (:  
i still can live, with or without him.
only sometimes, i miss him :'(
but that dosen't matter anymore . true ?

Tomorrow is my science exam, 
so i won't be playing Tetris at night :(
burning midnight oil ? yeah (:
so wish me Luck !

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it's 3:36a.m (:

yes, I have again sleep late . i rather not sleep /.\

today almost whole day i stayed in my room !
I didn't realize it until my mother called and scolded.
worst part is , i forgot to eat Lunch and couldn't finish my dinner.
lol, Mom thought i was sick. no mom. I'm heart crushed. ? LOL

Thanks brother for accompanying me play x) LOL
we had a photoshoot and we cam whore .
but at last we only picked few pictures :(
I rawr you bro (: 

hmmm.. i just changed my blog text .
wondering if it's nice, but i still like the old one thou :|
help me make a decision please ?  thank you (:

pictures ! (:

i spy my tiny brother ! x)

Professional much ? x)

Yes, this is how i play my laptop (: 

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我希望你不要再问我这些东西了.
未来的事, 大家都不知道.
也许今天是我最后一天, 只有天知道.
我选择开心过每一天, 这样, 我不会后悔.
因为至少, 我都有开心过 .

我没说过的东西, 请不要乱猜.
我就是再说刚刚的东西, 你要怎样你喜欢吧
不只有你累,你不知道, 坚强起来是很辛苦的
不让泪流 , 而且还对着别人笑 !

我没有你想象中那么坚强
我说话就是有点绝, 但我会将,
是因为我不想觉得自己很弱.


暂时还是永远, 考完SPM再决定好么?
我真的很累很累了, 不要再玩我了.

这件事我知道了很久,等你坦白却需要更久
你这样做, 你没有想过后果么?
如果是你这样被耍, 你会开心么?!
我那时知道了我可以选择离开你
但因为我爱你, 我没将的勇气离开

不只有你会流泪, 我也会的
不只有你会伤心, 我应该比你伤心

我没有很care你, 是因为我以为你了解我
我不喜欢care人, 但是我的确还很爱你
你为什么要在我背后将做...
而且你伤的是两个人 !

哭, 我是不会在你们面前哭的
如果我真的哭了, 就是说我真的很伤了

很多东西我都很介意, 可是我却不敢说出来
因为我以为你自己会知道, 以为你自己会改
难道这件事在你心里将久了,你不觉得难受吗?

你说初吻对你不重要,但对她很重要
你却亲了她然后抛弃她.
你不知道, 她很爱很爱你.
被你忽热忽冷的态度, 伤了她很多次
但她却忍 , 因为她爱你.  你知道吗?

你看了, 我知道你会流泪...
而且一直责怪自己.
对, 是你的错...
但也是我的错... 因为我没好好照顾你
让你去玩其他女生... 而且玩的是我姐妹.

原谅你没有, 到时再算吧 ...
对不起, 希望你会体谅.
我, 也有感受的. 请你明白.
我不能一直忍, 因为我知道
告诉你了, 一定会吵架.
不然你就会一直怪自己，
然后就对我不理不睬．

我现在就告诉着你我的心事．
我答应过的，做到了．

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last but not least (:

thanks Yumi and Arial for always being by my side.

Yumi, even thou we are having the same problem which probably would make us argue
but we didn't, and I'm glad. I'm glad that everything worked out fine and you would admit mistakes.
i know you still love him very much , and i can see that you love him way much than me.
well, by the looks (: but love cannot be compared, so we're even.
i hope you would forgive him for doing such idiotic thing even thou i can't.
thanks for being there and be the first one to comfort me . Love ya (:

Arial, this time, you're not the first. Sorry :| because i know you have alot of work on your hand
so i don't want to bother you with these idiotic things (: I hope you don't mind.
whatever happened i will tell you every bit of it. If you want to know ...
yeah, thanks for being there for 5 years (: love ya.. berry berry much <3


I'm not going anywhere, i just want to thank them (:
but actually i still think that everything is my fault because
i didn't take care of him properly and let him fool around with girls
if I'd pay more attention to him, maybe this wont even happen.

You ! i hope you see what i posted before.
please take care of yourself , well, with or without me you still can live right (:
eat things that you are only allowed to eat. Other than that, it's a no no.
please don't fool around with girls anymore. We have a heart too :)

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114 天 (:
谢谢你的每一分每一秒 .
我从不后悔, 虽然事情已经来到这个地步了
大家都只好面对事实, 接受一切 .

7月31 - 11月21
到此结束 (:

对, 我就是还笑得出 (:
你刚刚问我, 爱不爱你...
现在跟你说, 我还很爱很爱你. 你信不信?
不信就由你吧..

其实如果给你选, 我很肯定你会选她 (:
因为看得出, 你们是很适合, 天生一对的 (:
不好意思啦我将说... 我只是说我想说的.

你终于都肯跟我坦白了. 谢谢你.
谢谢你为了我做的一切,
谢谢你为我做的蛋糕 :')

我知道你是不会来看的啦..
所以就当自己在自言自语.

你啊, 要好好照顾自己.
不能吃的就不要勉强吃了.
不要只顾别人要吃什么,
自己想你的健康先.

还有很多东西想跟你说,
但是... 我就是说不出口.

好啦~ 你'流汗' 了就要自己抹干
要记得喝多点水 .

就将~ 我觉得自己很啰嗦 /.\

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Crying is right at hand in the smothering dark, closed inside someone else, when you see how everything you can ever accomplish will end up as trash.

 

 

do you also cry like that at night?

when its pitch black and no one could hear you

holding your pillow close to you

shouting in the top of your voice

and the only person who knows your tears are your Teddy Bears

it's November 9th, congratz YapKimFoong on aging .

i hope you wont be as annoying as last time.

please grow up. 

Ps. i do love you bro.

SPM coming soon i guess everyone is just worried about not getting good marks

my goal? BM get C and i'm in heaven ! ( :

it would be a dream come true, but success comes from hard work.

STUDY? no, lazy  : (

i don't know how to help myself anymore /.\

many people got sick these few days,

some even went to hospital : (

but i had to come home and take care of the house

because grandpa is sick as well : (

i feel your pain grandpa, thanks for the hardwork TT

i shall take a nap for now ( : 

later on i'll study. MAYBE. 

so yeah, Good Luck everyone ! 

Aiko signing off ~ buibui

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Never Cry For The Person Who Hurts You.
没人值得你流泪, 值得那位不会让你哭..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Yumi and Me (:

3 oF US .

nothing much to talk about anyways,

everything that i guessed have been true recently.

because of Him, Her and Me. 

7more days till SPM, 

good luck to all SPM candidates (:

honestly, i haven't prepare even a single bit -.-

i've been sick for about 3 days now,

when i think i'm getting better, it gets worst

when i thought i'm going to die, i'm alright ! 

is this a joke -.-

tomorrow and tuesday don't have class,

but about Yap Kim Foong's birthday...

i also don't know how lerh :|

hope everything goes its way smoothly.

please no bumps on the way ! :( 

so yeah, thanks for reading. buibui.

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hello people ! i've been Good i guess ><

few more days till SPM : (
(i'm not stress at all, well not now)
Good Luck to all SPM candidates !! ( :

These few days happend something,
UNHAPPY THINGS D :
doesn't matter anyways, play my game?
GET READY TO LOSE !    teehee ~ ت

seriously nothing else to talk about already
because i have a page at Facebook...
which recently have been spotted out by people : (
nevermind, they are the people that i can trust. I HOPE.

so yeah, hope everything goes well !
by the way, HAPPY NOVEMBER ! ><