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世界大战终于过完了 :)

谢谢老婆最近都一直安慰我
没有了你, 我也不知道该怎么做 ><

对不起我不懂你的心,
我不会安慰你, 但如果你肯告诉我心事
我会diam diam 听, 你需要肩膀时, 我24/7 为你服务 :)
你需要我帮你什么东西, 我就会尽量地帮你完成...

这就是我能做的东西,
我不会ceramah, 也不会安慰你
tham 回你... 对不起我不是个好老公
但我会尽力的 :))


我和他好回了
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他今天主动跟我讲话
我有点开心，也被吓到

他今天来我家, 本来说要帮我做家务
过后我们突然就在讲心事...

到我讲的时候, 我就一直哭
因为, 我真的很想念他...
' 谢谢你借你的肩膀给我哭 '
讲完了, 差不多 6点多了...
但是我又想起, 又来哭了 ):
失败... 谢谢你抱着我 :)

过后我用脚踏车载他去lrt
然后我就去88restorant 买食物给爷爷吃 （ 福建炒米粉 )
现在吃完了, 因为没有冷水的关系, 所以我拿酒来喝
（谁不给我喝的.... 对不起 >< )


我的今天就过得将 :)
开心 :))

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老婆, 谢谢你 :)
看了你的blog 我很开心
因为.... 我也不知道
我就是心情好多了

我和他的关系
好回了, 可是我有件事
一定要搞好它...

是关于我们其中一位朋友
是男的.. 也是我们姐妹又喜欢过的人

他... 和其他男生都不爽我们的这位朋友
因为.... 如此如此 这般这般

明天再跟你聊~
总之~ 真的谢谢你
爱死你了~ 木啊~

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Happy Easter!!
it's Easter Sunday, we went to Wisma somethingsomething....O.O
' it's oppsite of Chorus hotel ' said my dad.

it was crowded, i sat next to Jonathan lol . :P
at that moment when they were singing a sad song
i was thinking of mom and bro...
they are not here together for easter :X

the presentation was... fun?
it was like going to DisneyLand and watch High School Musical LIVE
they wore red shirt and white pants. lol. EXACTLY! :)
i was watching Ashley the whole time, what a great dancer. *no i'm not stalking*

" For All You've Done "

My savior
Redeemer
Lifted me from the mily clay

Almighty
Forever, I will never be the sam
Cause You came here
From the everlasting
To the world we live
The Father’s only Son

And You lived
You died
You rose again on high
You opened the way for the world to live again

Hallelujah, for all You’ve done

*ps, it's one of my favorites*



oh yea, i went out with Dad for dinner :)
we ate the same thing as the day before XD
i love my daddy :)

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Why do i bother fighting words to words with him
when in the end, i'll only hurt myself...

While reading 'Kimi ni Todoke' i was thinking of him
the whole story... the main actor...
was so similar to Him...

Cried and cried, what can i do...
just now i ask him if he still like me...
he said 'what if i said i still love you?'

at that moment, i didn't know how to answer
because i've been misunderstanding these whole time
i thought he didn't loved me anymore...

i miss him, i really miss him...
God, please give me back him ):
please, i beg of you....

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Just ALONE.
i miss him, i really do miss him.
i really got alot of things want to tell him, but...
i just don't know how to say it...

你不懂我的心
有时候真的好累不想再回头
放开所有
可惜我
一直没办法留
却也没办法走


Woke up at 6.30a.m and sat infront of the PC just staring at his picture
listening to some songs, reminded me of the past...

As time passes, many tears has flown down
remembering of the past, and thinking there's no future.

i got ready for Tuition and headed out,
i was 2minutes late for class because i tought i saw Him.
i kept on following but in the end, that person turned out to be somebody else.

After tuition, as i went home, i tought to myself...
what if... we're forbidden to be together?
i just hope everything works out in the end...

On the train, i was reading my book ' Dracula '
it was an interesting story, altough i only read until
" The castle is a veritable prison, and I am a prisoner! "
took 36 pages only he finally knew that he was a prisoner.
but like my brother say, that's a good book :)

So here i am, at home...
Movie was cancled.... ( i didnt really want to go anyways )
and i'm stuck at home, blogging to myself and humming a song.

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9 more days till mom and brother comes back...
when my mom's not around, the house's a mess...
i just wont automaticly put the cups to the toilet
i wont take the plates down, i wont do anything...
mom, come back please ): the house is a mess, i need you!

Just another normal day today.
reached school and i saw that 'smelly' face again =.="
dosen't matter, i'm go there just to study :)

I didn't attend extra class today, because Chuan San called us to chinese class
they have oral test, but i just sit back and enjoy the show :)
recorded yumi's, chuansan's and dylan's... but dylan deleted it. Grrrr ):

After school, we went to canteen to buy Nasi Lemak. (we're hungry!)
then we had dance practise :) yay us :))

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9 more days to count down till mom and bro gets back...
miss them so terribly much ):

Today dad woke up late, and that makes me waking up later ):
7.26 i reach school, went in the class and just being a regular student :)

After recess Science teacher and History teacher didn't come,
so i went online with my phone :)) *Using school's Wifi*
saw the picture that my brother posted :))

Zachary  is sooooo cute !!
>< wish i was in HongKong...

After school we went to Modern to have Lunch. :)
i ate TomYam Mee... didn't really liked it, but dosent matter anymore~
rm10 for the food and rm4 for the drinks... it's expensive because i paid for Yumi along.

so then we head back to school and started our dance practise :)
Pei Yee did a really good job :)) Yumi was impressed.!
Arial went back early because she had to go to tuition :X
and because it was rainning, my shoe is soaked wet and turned black :(

So, that's it for today i guess :)

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你 的 事  从 次 都  与 我 无 关

   你 不 用 跟 我 解 释 那 么 多

      我 的 事 也 不  用 你 来 烦 了


我, 就是这样...
你不爽我, 你可以跟我 一刀两断 :)

你跟你爸爸吵架的事,
我也不知道, 是否是真的

还是你找借口, 每天早回...
要见 某某人 ?

不是我要怀疑
是你让我怀疑

‘你说的话终那么好听, 你爱不爱我不能确定'


你 给 我 的 影 响
    让 我 很 难 再
       相   信 你 了

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作詞：何俊明
作曲：何俊明

和你相約在這裡，有些事想說明
我的決定，你卻不願意聽

我知道你想逃避 不想問不想听
這段感情，已經快要暫停
聽我說，從今後，我會一個人生活
沒有我的時候，你要一個人好好過

在我轉身之後，你卻又抱著我
在放手以後，不再擁有，彼此的溫柔

在我轉身之後，你的淚不停流
雖然心很痛，卻只能說
分開以後，我就要遠走

我知道你想逃避 不想問不想听
這段感情，已經快要暫停
聽我說，從今後，我會一個人生活
沒有我的時候，你要一個人好好過

在我轉身之後，你卻又抱著我
在放手以後，不再擁有，彼此的溫柔

在我轉身之後，你的淚不停流
雖然心很痛，卻只能說
分開以後，我就要遠走

在我轉身之後，你卻又抱著我
在放手以後，不再擁有，彼此的溫柔

在我轉身之後，你的淚不停流
雖然心很痛，卻只能說
分開以後，我就要遠走




听了这首歌, 看到的mv...
让我的泪, 不停的流下来...

那天, 他 告诉了我一件事...
一件我不希望会发生的事...

看到这个mv, 我怕...
我们会变成这样...
我怕...

转身以后...
彼此的温柔...

永远, 都消失了...

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Today, we celebrated PuanChang's birthday :)
it wasn't a really great party, but at least teacher is happy :))

Many things has happend since i last posted...
Dad's birthday, Mom's birthday and Dinner-out with friends and family at Brussels Beer Cafe :)

Me and Zixin bought Egg Tarts for Dad :)
but he didn't even took a bite ):
because he had to leave to outstation for work...

Me,Christina,Leon and my Brother celebrated Mom's birthday at home :)
Brother bought a cake and we gave mom a surprise :))
Unfortunately, Dad wasn't there ):

Mom and Dad brought Me,Leon,Christina,Dennis,Jennifer and Jason to Brussels Beer Cafe
for celebration replacement :)
Jason and the others bought a WINE for mom...i think it's a WINE, didn't really see it.
the food was delicious, the good part was the Beers :) and yes, BeerSsssss :)


*thinking what else has happend*


oh yeah! we got a new case :)
we're having performances for April30th and Oct dont-know-what-date.
both also for School Prefects :)

we're gonna dance Oh! by SnSd on Oct
and MAYBE dance Wedding Dress for April the 30th.

we only got 2weeks to handel this case..
but the good thing was that HuiSi and Christina joined in :)
Ha-ha, talented people joined in, i stand behind can already la...><


so... yeah, that's what happend :)
b.t.w, i didn't go for Program Star ):
what a sad moment when i was told that i had to attend Aikido Class!!!!
I DO NOT WISH TO ATTEND ANYMORE ): *as if i could*

Tomorrow we're having Gotong-Royong :)
i'm going just because we have to take photo for the Moral Folio :X
after that, i NEED to go to AIKIDO class! damn ):

*i need to learn new things!!!*
Taek-Kwan-Do i cannot go and learn already ):
because every wednesday i also have to go practise dance :X
nevermind, at least i knew the basics :)
This wednesday they are having Grading !! :))
but i can't join either >< what-a-waste.!

so it's GoodBye for now :)