30050042
Today i had a manicure :]
light purple for my toes and French manicure for my finger :]]
then just now i went to a surprise birthday party for DeeLern gorgor :)
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BROTHER! :]
same goes to Chuan San :))
so yeah... life's getting better i guess :]]
oh yea, remind me that his class is 11-1 then 2-3
spend 2hours time with me ehh :] heh.. can't wait for Wednesday ;]
btw, here's a pic of my French Manicure...
and myself ;]
so nice right :)) i know ;]
20110530
20110527
05271914
五月, 不是个好月... ):
我.. 和他吵架了,过后又分手了
目前我把我们的回忆都放在电话里
不过, 现在命中注定, 要我忘了他
电话, 就将被偷了...
咳... ): 我不知该如何
好希望6月快点到...
现在因为钱的问题
我也可能没有去chuan san 的生日了
也没有去gathering 了
对不起大家, 我可能会FFK.
我.. 和他吵架了,过后又分手了
目前我把我们的回忆都放在电话里
不过, 现在命中注定, 要我忘了他
电话, 就将被偷了...
咳... ): 我不知该如何
好希望6月快点到...
现在因为钱的问题
我也可能没有去chuan san 的生日了
也没有去gathering 了
对不起大家, 我可能会FFK.
20110523
05232351
10 percent luck, 20 percent skill, 15 percent concentrated power of will
5 percent pleasure, 50 percent pain and a 100 percent reason to remember the name !
lol, when i look at thoes comments, really make me laugh
this has 66votes :)
this song is 10% good, 20% well, 15% ridiculously awesome and great,
5% bad words, 50% best, and a 100% reason to remember the song.
this has 47votes :)
10% Eggs, 20% Butter, 15% Codensed Milk
5% Love,50% Sugar, And A 100% Reason To Bake A Cake.
posted 22minutes ago
10% cash, 20% friends, 15% talk
5% bathroom, 50% drinks and a 100% reason to have fun
i don't know how to create these type of stuffs lol :]
not that creative, but i do like the song alot
so yeah,
10% Luck
20% Skill
15% concentrated power of will
5% pleasure
50% pain
and a 100% sure to avoid Acid Man !
cool, i'm good at this ;] *wink wink*
5 percent pleasure, 50 percent pain and a 100 percent reason to remember the name !
lol, when i look at thoes comments, really make me laugh
this has 66votes :)
this song is 10% good, 20% well, 15% ridiculously awesome and great,
5% bad words, 50% best, and a 100% reason to remember the song.
this has 47votes :)
10% Eggs, 20% Butter, 15% Codensed Milk
5% Love,50% Sugar, And A 100% Reason To Bake A Cake.
posted 22minutes ago
10% cash, 20% friends, 15% talk
5% bathroom, 50% drinks and a 100% reason to have fun
i don't know how to create these type of stuffs lol :]
not that creative, but i do like the song alot
so yeah,
10% Luck
20% Skill
15% concentrated power of will
5% pleasure
50% pain
and a 100% sure to avoid Acid Man !
cool, i'm good at this ;] *wink wink*
05230148
The sky broke like an egg into full sunset and the water caught fire.
remember the sunset? i do.
Yet another arguement is made. i don't know in 11months plus this few days,
how many arguements have we had?
you had problems and all i wanted to do was help. i guess i've helped enough.
everytime i help, it causes trouble.
i don't know what else to say ):
so hungry right now!!
stomach pain T.T i need food!!
20110521
17050345 (late post)
A Day Out with MOMMY :]
Hehe, welcome to my Picuture Gallery :]
Hehe, welcome to my Picuture Gallery :]
begin a day with a beautiful sky :]
this is ME :) and mommi's buttocks lol :P
we went to have lunch and i spotted this pretty FAKE flower :D
nice right?? i mean my photo shooting skills ;]
they call this Mango something something, but its SPICY!
and this is my Mango Smootie :]
Fa Shang :D
MINE :] SharkFinSoup :))) JEALOUS??
Me and My mommie went to have some Mother-Daughter time after sending my brother to TimeSquare with my future Sister-in-Law :]
we went to shop for Dad's slipper :) it was Perfect !
We had walks then we went to this shop called....... (i've got no idea what's the name of this shop -.-)
but it's mommie's favorite place :)
i shall bring my friends here after school next time. no worries, short distance :))
(did i mention it was at Jusco? )
so yeah, happy! :)
05211818
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then
And just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin' on
With you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
Never knowing
What could have been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain
Of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I
See our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder
Gettin' up, gettin' dressed
Livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words
That I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
watching you walk away, is what hurts the most...
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then
And just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry
Every once in a while even though goin' on
With you gone still upsets me
There are days
Every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
Never knowing
What could have been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain
Of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I
See our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder
Gettin' up, gettin' dressed
Livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words
That I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
watching you walk away, is what hurts the most...
05211734
Matters of the Heart
It really pains me to see some ppl i know who are suffering from heartbreaks..most ppl dun understand wut love reli means..they think its all about having a feeling towards sum1,feeling nervous n tongue-tied when they are near..but think again,is this gonna last?..most likely not..we all hope it does..but to make it last,there's more to it than just sum light feeling..
-Love is our willingness to put the happiness of the one we love b4 our own;self-sacrifice..most of us say we love sum1 but when it come to giving something up or going 10 extra miles for that person..we think twice..
It means that even if our feelings towards another is unrequited, we stil care n keep wanting the best for them..its not about getting back at the person for being negligent towards you or for not returning your feelings,its about unconditional love..if u love someone,u would want to see them happy..real love is giving without expecting in return..its easy to love those who love you,but the real meaning is only seen when we love even when it is not returned..
-Love is accepting someone for who they reli are..to see that no one is perfect and most of all, accepting it..then only can we truly love them for just being who they are n not for the 'perfect person' that we picture them to be..
Most of the time we are blinded by the feeling of 'falling in love'..we dun actually see their flaws..when we finally figure out that that person is imperfect lyk how all mankind are,we get shocked and give it all up..as beautiful as how roses may look, there are also sharp thorns..but we dun question the reason the thorns are there..instead,we accept that the rose is created by GOD as a beautiful flower with sharp thorns..
-Love is not judged by appearance..though very often we do so..there's always more that meets the eye
Its shallow to just notice wuts on the outside.Its the heart that matters..look beyond the surface,notice the beautiful soul that lies inside..
I often wonder,when ppl are 'in love' they say that they wil love or like the person forever..but how long is that 'forever'? does it mean 'as long as we dun fight', 'as long as u keep being the person i want u to be'or maybe even 'until the time comes when i find someone more handsome,pretty,cool,popular etc..'???
Most of us often think that its fun to 'fall in love' n be with that person..but the fun hardly lasts..after that 'falling in love' stage, there comes the real deal..jealousy,distrustfulness,confusion n lots more..we always take that special person for granted and think that the grass is greener on the other side..we never realize how much we need them until we have lost them..
All these said here are my opinions n views on this matter..i just wanna say this:
-If u have found that special someone,love them and apprieciate them..bcuz once u have lost their good opinion towards u, u may never get to win it back..n to those hu have lost someone they love or whose feelings are not returned,remember that love cannot be forced..so if u reli love them just be happy for them when they have found their happiness..
" The purest form of love is unconditional love "
It really pains me to see some ppl i know who are suffering from heartbreaks..most ppl dun understand wut love reli means..they think its all about having a feeling towards sum1,feeling nervous n tongue-tied when they are near..but think again,is this gonna last?..most likely not..we all hope it does..but to make it last,there's more to it than just sum light feeling..
-Love is our willingness to put the happiness of the one we love b4 our own;self-sacrifice..most of us say we love sum1 but when it come to giving something up or going 10 extra miles for that person..we think twice..
It means that even if our feelings towards another is unrequited, we stil care n keep wanting the best for them..its not about getting back at the person for being negligent towards you or for not returning your feelings,its about unconditional love..if u love someone,u would want to see them happy..real love is giving without expecting in return..its easy to love those who love you,but the real meaning is only seen when we love even when it is not returned..
-Love is accepting someone for who they reli are..to see that no one is perfect and most of all, accepting it..then only can we truly love them for just being who they are n not for the 'perfect person' that we picture them to be..
Most of the time we are blinded by the feeling of 'falling in love'..we dun actually see their flaws..when we finally figure out that that person is imperfect lyk how all mankind are,we get shocked and give it all up..as beautiful as how roses may look, there are also sharp thorns..but we dun question the reason the thorns are there..instead,we accept that the rose is created by GOD as a beautiful flower with sharp thorns..
-Love is not judged by appearance..though very often we do so..there's always more that meets the eye
Its shallow to just notice wuts on the outside.Its the heart that matters..look beyond the surface,notice the beautiful soul that lies inside..
I often wonder,when ppl are 'in love' they say that they wil love or like the person forever..but how long is that 'forever'? does it mean 'as long as we dun fight', 'as long as u keep being the person i want u to be'or maybe even 'until the time comes when i find someone more handsome,pretty,cool,popular etc..'???
Most of us often think that its fun to 'fall in love' n be with that person..but the fun hardly lasts..after that 'falling in love' stage, there comes the real deal..jealousy,distrustfulness,confusion n lots more..we always take that special person for granted and think that the grass is greener on the other side..we never realize how much we need them until we have lost them..
All these said here are my opinions n views on this matter..i just wanna say this:
-If u have found that special someone,love them and apprieciate them..bcuz once u have lost their good opinion towards u, u may never get to win it back..n to those hu have lost someone they love or whose feelings are not returned,remember that love cannot be forced..so if u reli love them just be happy for them when they have found their happiness..
" The purest form of love is unconditional love "
20110519
19052145
i'm cold..
where are you when i need you now...
where are you when i needed your shoulder to cry on...
where are you when i want to see you so badly...
Reality Check : LIFE needs to go on
just now i posted on my wall saying " looking at the left sidebar, it looks like i'm telling a big lie :X "
i'm happy that he commented, because it's been so long since he has comment on my things..
but all he asks was " you okay? "
actually i replied " how could i be? ", then i went to delete that comment and posted " i'm alright :) "
and he just liked it. (i'm hurt)
then he commented " it's another lie isn't? "
and i just replied " iono :X " (iono means i duno. check Rion's dictionary )
then he asks " what happend to you ? "
and then i said " iono :X lol. i'm fine :) "
and it seems that he belived it and said " haiz..lol. hope you're okay ba "
all i can say now is " yea, hope so "
i miss him, ALOT.
i cannot tell him the truth, i want him to move on.
i don't want him to suffer from guilt and being left alone there
i can't go back to him, because there seems to be a barrier there
so all i can say is Life's not Fair.
(so poetic huh :] )
goin to change my blog address after this post,
because he might read it and i don't want him to know
knowing that things won't work out and i ought to know
that i shouldnt expect anyone would be there to let me hold
(haha, another masterpiece :] )
lol, was making a page because there's so much to write
but then i got carried away by comments and forgot to write
and now i'm lazy to go and find
it's okay, i'll be fine.
(not nice :[ weekk, dosen't matter :P )
enough with the poetic feeling! -.-'
i hate exams omg -.-' and tomorrow we have to practise dance again
and i have to do the 'jiu jiu jiu ~ BOOM ' until it's perfect !
Tonight is a definately COLD night :[
been sneezing for few times, or maybe someone just misses me :] *wink wink*
not everything that has happend i'll post it
because some of it are discribable. :]
20110518
17052312 Olivia Ong - I'll Move On
Olivia Ong - I'll Move On
This road that I'm taking twists and turns
My life my chance turning dreams into reality.
Down this path faced with so many things
Sometimes I feel like giving up and turn away
Can't seem to go on
And I've been thru' this before
Now where am I?
Where do I stand?
A little lost here.
But I'll remember.
All those times you've bought me thru'.
I'd be a fool to give up cos' the goal is near
I'll move on I'll go on.
Lord I will take your hand.
And you will guide me along.
Survive thru' this storm.
So I say, come what may.
I'll hold on to my hope.
Yes, I will walk down this road.
And my passion drive will lead me on
Here I am Once again caught in the rain.
Looking back I've come so far And I want to carry on
Take a step at time
It's alright.
Even thru' this rain, I want to smile again
Don't hold back now.
And i've been thru' this before.
Now where am I?
Where do I stand?
A little lost here.
But I'll remember.
All those times you've bought me thru'.
I can feel the sun shining down on me
Here I am, Here I am.
Lord I will take your hand.
And you will guide me along.
Survive thru' this storm.
So I say, come what may.
I'll hold on to my hope.
Yes, I will walk down this road.
And my passion drive will lead me on.
This road that I'm taking twists and turns
My life my chance turning dreams into reality.
Down this path faced with so many things
Sometimes I feel like giving up and turn away
Can't seem to go on
And I've been thru' this before
Now where am I?
Where do I stand?
A little lost here.
But I'll remember.
All those times you've bought me thru'.
I'd be a fool to give up cos' the goal is near
I'll move on I'll go on.
Lord I will take your hand.
And you will guide me along.
Survive thru' this storm.
So I say, come what may.
I'll hold on to my hope.
Yes, I will walk down this road.
And my passion drive will lead me on
Here I am Once again caught in the rain.
Looking back I've come so far And I want to carry on
Take a step at time
It's alright.
Even thru' this rain, I want to smile again
Don't hold back now.
And i've been thru' this before.
Now where am I?
Where do I stand?
A little lost here.
But I'll remember.
All those times you've bought me thru'.
I can feel the sun shining down on me
Here I am, Here I am.
Lord I will take your hand.
And you will guide me along.
Survive thru' this storm.
So I say, come what may.
I'll hold on to my hope.
Yes, I will walk down this road.
And my passion drive will lead me on.
18052146
Facebook Status : TMD... 我已经够生气了, 现在电话要和我玩missing memorycard. 电脑又lag到半死.. download 东西要comfirm 这个comfirm那个... 现在charge着电话都跟我说no battery!!! -.- o0o!!
he IGNORED me...WHY SHOULD I EVEN BOTHER!! OMG -.-'
we had dance practise at the field today, it was a really nice place and we had taken alot of pictures.
hurt myself during the ' jiu jiu jiu~ BOOM ' means the part when i had to front flip. Just keep it quite, i'm alright.
we had talks today, i told the girls about what happend to us.. it's useless keeping secrets from them, they'll soon find out.. i looked alright, althou whenever i think of you, i felt into the prescence of sorrowness. it was the past and nothing can be changed.
i just found out that the bullshits looked down on us, fuckin bullshits -.-' You might not like us because we are always making noise, causing trouble. Well, what do you know, NO ONE LIKES TO STAY STILL LIKE STUPID ROTTEN BANANAS!!!! you asshole -.-
The computer got all lag and i couldnt even download a bloody photoeditor -.-' then my phone got all crazy and kept on saying ' Missing Memorycard. " WHAT THE FUCK MAN! WHAT THE FUCK! -.-' i'm so damn piss offed -.-'
其实我有想过为什么我那么生气
其实我习惯了给人看小, 因为我没能力做到他们做到的东西
最后, 我还是想回到你...
你, 今天过马路的时候
没有等没有车, 你直接冲过马路..
你知道我有多担心, 多怕吗..?
看到你将, 就掉头走人...
泪就快流出来了, 不过我是不会给人看到的...
我当时真的很没心情了,对不起大家
练舞时, 伤了... 也没感觉
因为, 伤都只能感觉到心里面
现在, 我不知道我该哭还是该生气
我 真 的 很 想 你... ):
he IGNORED me...WHY SHOULD I EVEN BOTHER!! OMG -.-'
we had dance practise at the field today, it was a really nice place and we had taken alot of pictures.
hurt myself during the ' jiu jiu jiu~ BOOM ' means the part when i had to front flip. Just keep it quite, i'm alright.
we had talks today, i told the girls about what happend to us.. it's useless keeping secrets from them, they'll soon find out.. i looked alright, althou whenever i think of you, i felt into the prescence of sorrowness. it was the past and nothing can be changed.
i just found out that the bullshits looked down on us, fuckin bullshits -.-' You might not like us because we are always making noise, causing trouble. Well, what do you know, NO ONE LIKES TO STAY STILL LIKE STUPID ROTTEN BANANAS!!!! you asshole -.-
The computer got all lag and i couldnt even download a bloody photoeditor -.-' then my phone got all crazy and kept on saying ' Missing Memorycard. " WHAT THE FUCK MAN! WHAT THE FUCK! -.-' i'm so damn piss offed -.-'
其实我有想过为什么我那么生气
其实我习惯了给人看小, 因为我没能力做到他们做到的东西
最后, 我还是想回到你...
你, 今天过马路的时候
没有等没有车, 你直接冲过马路..
你知道我有多担心, 多怕吗..?
看到你将, 就掉头走人...
泪就快流出来了, 不过我是不会给人看到的...
我当时真的很没心情了,对不起大家
练舞时, 伤了... 也没感觉
因为, 伤都只能感觉到心里面
现在, 我不知道我该哭还是该生气
我 真 的 很 想 你... ):
20110517
17052323
谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久 没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后
我们都忘了 这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的 有一天 有一天都会停的
让时间说真话 虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后 我们都不知道会不会有遗憾
谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久 没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后
我们都累了 却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑 怎么说 怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么 也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人 等对方先说找分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中 看见了不同的天空
走的太远 终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我 要有两个相反的梦
谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久 没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后
-----------------------------------------
一整天都听着这首歌
哭了好几次
不过只好在你面前假装开心
老婆
现在我最需要的是你的肩旁
可不可以借我靠一靠
今天一起床
看到了那封信息,就哭了
看到你说 我们XX吧
而且还有讲很多东西
我只回答 早安
我会好好过,等你再爱我
我很爱你
不过我们就是没有东西讲
而且你也不能忍我的脾气
你笨蛋
你不会去问我朋友为什么的吗?
难道给人看到你关心我是个大罪吗?
建汉,谢谢你给我的11个月
我不但没珍惜,但是我也没好好爱你
我没有资格做你女朋友
我现在只好坚强的笑
不能在别人面前哭
不能让人看, 我是多莫的弱
我 很 坚 强
我 不 会 哭
11个月17天
到此 -结束-
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久 没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后
我们都忘了 这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的 有一天 有一天都会停的
让时间说真话 虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后 我们都不知道会不会有遗憾
谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久 没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后
我们都累了 却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑 怎么说 怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么 也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人 等对方先说找分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中 看见了不同的天空
走的太远 终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我 要有两个相反的梦
谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久 没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后
-----------------------------------------
一整天都听着这首歌
哭了好几次
不过只好在你面前假装开心
老婆
现在我最需要的是你的肩旁
可不可以借我靠一靠
今天一起床
看到了那封信息,就哭了
看到你说 我们XX吧
而且还有讲很多东西
我只回答 早安
我会好好过,等你再爱我
我很爱你
不过我们就是没有东西讲
而且你也不能忍我的脾气
你笨蛋
你不会去问我朋友为什么的吗?
难道给人看到你关心我是个大罪吗?
建汉,谢谢你给我的11个月
我不但没珍惜,但是我也没好好爱你
我没有资格做你女朋友
我现在只好坚强的笑
不能在别人面前哭
不能让人看, 我是多莫的弱
我 很 坚 强
我 不 会 哭
11个月17天
到此 -结束-
17050929 ( i just want you to know )
sometimes when i'm moody
- don't scold me, hug me and say everything will be alright
sometimes when scold you
- don't blame yourself. i just want you to tell me about my bad stuffs
sometimes when i don't feel like talking
- don't say i'm moody. i just want you to stay beside me
sometimes when i cry
- don't just wipe away my tears, hug me please
sometimes when i act all Dai Gah Jie
- i just want you to notice me
sometimes when i tell lies
- i just hope that you would say " i know it's a lie " so that i know that you understand me
sometimes when i late reply you
- don't get angry, i just want you to worry about me
sometimes when i say 'i'm fine'
- please just say ' i know you're not ' then hug me and let me cry
sometimes when i say " i'm serious "
- i just want you to make me laugh and says ' i know its a joke '
there are alot of things i want to say to you
but i just don't have the words to say
sometimes i don't understand you
it's not that i don't try, i couldn't .
i'm sorry i always made you moody
i just don't know how to make it up to you
you always says that i colour up your world
whenever you feel grey
but it's all a lie, because i didn't even moved a muscle
but it's over now...
everything has changed and you have left.
i feel regret that i didn't tell you
but time cannot be changed...
i'm sorry LWKH
i can't be perfect.
- don't scold me, hug me and say everything will be alright
sometimes when scold you
- don't blame yourself. i just want you to tell me about my bad stuffs
sometimes when i don't feel like talking
- don't say i'm moody. i just want you to stay beside me
sometimes when i cry
- don't just wipe away my tears, hug me please
sometimes when i act all Dai Gah Jie
- i just want you to notice me
sometimes when i tell lies
- i just hope that you would say " i know it's a lie " so that i know that you understand me
sometimes when i late reply you
- don't get angry, i just want you to worry about me
sometimes when i say 'i'm fine'
- please just say ' i know you're not ' then hug me and let me cry
sometimes when i say " i'm serious "
- i just want you to make me laugh and says ' i know its a joke '
there are alot of things i want to say to you
but i just don't have the words to say
sometimes i don't understand you
it's not that i don't try, i couldn't .
i'm sorry i always made you moody
i just don't know how to make it up to you
you always says that i colour up your world
whenever you feel grey
but it's all a lie, because i didn't even moved a muscle
but it's over now...
everything has changed and you have left.
i feel regret that i didn't tell you
but time cannot be changed...
i'm sorry LWKH
i can't be perfect.
17050956
Bunny hopped and left, i so wish that it was only Just A Dream ...
i hope everyone knows what i'm talking about :]
i guess this is a new beginning... only 26more days to countdown...
guess it was not meant to be :]
crying dosen't really bring back memories and him
so i'm just gonna smile all the way... and wish him happiness :) [if i could]
分手快乐 祝你快乐 你会有拥有更好的 :]
Good Luck on your new life okay :]
9 _ 13 9 19 19 _ 25 15 21
i hope everyone knows what i'm talking about :]
i guess this is a new beginning... only 26more days to countdown...
guess it was not meant to be :]
crying dosen't really bring back memories and him
so i'm just gonna smile all the way... and wish him happiness :) [if i could]
分手快乐 祝你快乐 你会有拥有更好的 :]
Good Luck on your new life okay :]
9 _ 13 9 19 19 _ 25 15 21
20110516
16052053
谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我,以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口
what a day, nothing much happend .
BM paper was hard!! Bloody freaking hard!!! :[
the paper wanted 350 words, i bet my words only reach 100+ only!!!
Just now went tuition, we learned Variation :] and i don't understand much of it -.-'
so many alphabets ~ so many numbers ~ ahhhh ):
i guess we can never stop argue-ing :]
now SOMEPEOPLE has a crush on him..
and somehow, my bestfriend became my not so good friend :[
what is life doing to me ):
whatever~
anyways, i haven't had dinner.!
later wait mom and bro sleep already only go cook maggie eat :]
coz mom kept on saying she wanna cook/heat up the pizza for me, and i insists that i cook it myself. lol.
so yeah, nothing to blog afterall :]
let you see one really cute picture :]
wahahahaha :] so cute right :]]
what a day, nothing much happend .
BM paper was hard!! Bloody freaking hard!!! :[
the paper wanted 350 words, i bet my words only reach 100+ only!!!
Just now went tuition, we learned Variation :] and i don't understand much of it -.-'
so many alphabets ~ so many numbers ~ ahhhh ):
i guess we can never stop argue-ing :]
now SOMEPEOPLE has a crush on him..
and somehow, my bestfriend became my not so good friend :[
what is life doing to me ):
whatever~
anyways, i haven't had dinner.!
later wait mom and bro sleep already only go cook maggie eat :]
coz mom kept on saying she wanna cook/heat up the pizza for me, and i insists that i cook it myself. lol.
so yeah, nothing to blog afterall :]
let you see one really cute picture :]
wahahahaha :] so cute right :]]
16050018
It comes naturally , everything comes naturally :]
uhh, how long have i not update !!
several reasons : Exam... Exam....Exam.... :] nah, i'm just lying. ha-ha :)
the reasons are, I AM LAZY :]
my life is boring, nothing special will happen x]
we're having EXAM today ]:
ahh, so stress ):
and with the tuition thingy... haiz ):
at first i tuition at Martin, then mom suggest that i go to 超级 to tuition, after that i came to Yumi's tuition center, then mom suggest that i go to Bintang.! -.-' I think i'll study on my own thank you very much.
now, we currently are having exams, but we are still very hardworking to practise our dance :]
we're dancing Huo Yuan Jia for teacher's day :] i hope i don't fall LOL
and now what else,
owh yea, my relationship problem... some some larh :]
it's ALMOST fine, just gotta figure out... if we were meant to be together... forever?
Lalalalalala :]
owh owh ! and we are doing a surprise for certain guys.
Girls!ber-JYJY :]
so yeah.. i don't have anything else to say x]
Wish me Luck on my EXAM!! cause i'm gonna need it. !!!
uhh, how long have i not update !!
several reasons : Exam... Exam....Exam.... :] nah, i'm just lying. ha-ha :)
the reasons are, I AM LAZY :]
my life is boring, nothing special will happen x]
we're having EXAM today ]:
ahh, so stress ):
and with the tuition thingy... haiz ):
at first i tuition at Martin, then mom suggest that i go to 超级 to tuition, after that i came to Yumi's tuition center, then mom suggest that i go to Bintang.! -.-' I think i'll study on my own thank you very much.
now, we currently are having exams, but we are still very hardworking to practise our dance :]
we're dancing Huo Yuan Jia for teacher's day :] i hope i don't fall LOL
and now what else,
owh yea, my relationship problem... some some larh :]
it's ALMOST fine, just gotta figure out... if we were meant to be together... forever?
Lalalalalala :]
owh owh ! and we are doing a surprise for certain guys.
Girls!ber-JYJY :]
so yeah.. i don't have anything else to say x]
Wish me Luck on my EXAM!! cause i'm gonna need it. !!!
20110512
12052314
12052305
few days already i didn't touch the blog .. WHO MISSED ME??? :D
well, these few days i've gone thru alot of things...
thru sorrows and pain, thru laughter and joy...
and thru the black and blues, i'm still alive! :]
well, one thing for sure... i've changed? :]
everyone says i seem so carefree last time, but now is full of stress
don't you all see me smile everyday???? ):
well, i have few problems with HIM
i don't know if this is going to work out or not.
should we continue to be together?
ahh, so frustrated!! :X
Tomorrow's starting of Nightmare ):
it's EXAM!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ T.T
please let me get good result and PLEASEEE end this exam faster!!
I NEED A VACATION!!!!!!!!!
haha, well, that's it for now. i guess :P
keep in touch ;]
few days already i didn't touch the blog .. WHO MISSED ME??? :D
well, these few days i've gone thru alot of things...
thru sorrows and pain, thru laughter and joy...
and thru the black and blues, i'm still alive! :]
well, one thing for sure... i've changed? :]
everyone says i seem so carefree last time, but now is full of stress
don't you all see me smile everyday???? ):
well, i have few problems with HIM
i don't know if this is going to work out or not.
should we continue to be together?
ahh, so frustrated!! :X
Tomorrow's starting of Nightmare ):
it's EXAM!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ T.T
please let me get good result and PLEASEEE end this exam faster!!
I NEED A VACATION!!!!!!!!!
haha, well, that's it for now. i guess :P
keep in touch ;]
20110508
08050052
08050028
Happy Mother's Day!!!!! :]
Mommy have been a mommy for 19years
and i know that it's not an easy thing to take care of me and my brother :P
Mommy, thank you for taking care of me for 16years 5months 8days 33minutes and time is still ticking.
for all this time i've been naughty to you, not listening, ponteng....etc.
I'm sorry. I'm 17 now, i'm a big girl now. I won't make you worry anymore :]
sometimes, i don't feel like i want to be a Big Girl also.
because as time passes, when i get married, i have to leave home...
i'm already belonged to another... no more mommy's little bou bui :X *cries*
ahhh, feeling so down... gotta SMILE!!
during 12.00a.m, my brother went to bring the Ice-cream that he bought for mom
and mom was very happy. (realised, i don't really know my mom well )
then i bring the Candy (Sticky) that mom liked to eat
mom didn't look really happy about it... or maybe she's just tired. Who Knows :[
Mom, i just hope you like it...
i wanna know you more, i wanna at least get more of your attention...
i know i'm not good in my studies, and i still don't know my own talent.
i 'll try my best mom. i will.
P.S : whoever is reading this, please prepare tissue :P it'll be teary
Happy Mother's Day!!!!! :]
Mommy have been a mommy for 19years
and i know that it's not an easy thing to take care of me and my brother :P
Mommy, thank you for taking care of me for 16years 5months 8days 33minutes and time is still ticking.
for all this time i've been naughty to you, not listening, ponteng....etc.
I'm sorry. I'm 17 now, i'm a big girl now. I won't make you worry anymore :]
sometimes, i don't feel like i want to be a Big Girl also.
because as time passes, when i get married, i have to leave home...
i'm already belonged to another... no more mommy's little bou bui :X *cries*
ahhh, feeling so down... gotta SMILE!!
during 12.00a.m, my brother went to bring the Ice-cream that he bought for mom
and mom was very happy. (realised, i don't really know my mom well )
then i bring the Candy (Sticky) that mom liked to eat
mom didn't look really happy about it... or maybe she's just tired. Who Knows :[
Mom, i just hope you like it...
i wanna know you more, i wanna at least get more of your attention...
i know i'm not good in my studies, and i still don't know my own talent.
i 'll try my best mom. i will.
P.S : whoever is reading this, please prepare tissue :P it'll be teary
20110506
06052004
06051956
Today wasn't that OK, but it didn't matter. Life's Boring.
we had dance practise today, i felt sleepy before we practise, so SOMEPEOPLE thinks that i'm moody :[
no, i'm not. Don't Worry, Be Happy :]
We almost finished our Dance :] i'm really happy about it.
B.T.W :[
michelle gave me the exam timetable today !! ):
urghh :[ mood ruinner !! ):
seeing that i have to take so many subjects in so many days and so many papers, OMG, i'm gonna die!!
Tan Heng Fatt,
hi :] Today we had a talk about your birthday thingy, well in chinese but i knew that you understand :]
i really hope that day you would really go out with us to have fun on your birthday!! :]
althou it would be all girls and one boy party, but it makes your special right ?? :] MAKE EM' JEALOUS!
haha, but seriously, i really hope that you would go out . i already saved up money for the present which cost around rmX0 :P wahahaha... well, we just hope you like it !!
<( ̄︶ ̄)> 06052004, signing out :]
Today wasn't that OK, but it didn't matter. Life's Boring.
we had dance practise today, i felt sleepy before we practise, so SOMEPEOPLE thinks that i'm moody :[
no, i'm not. Don't Worry, Be Happy :]
We almost finished our Dance :] i'm really happy about it.
B.T.W :[
michelle gave me the exam timetable today !! ):
urghh :[ mood ruinner !! ):
seeing that i have to take so many subjects in so many days and so many papers, OMG, i'm gonna die!!
Tan Heng Fatt,
hi :] Today we had a talk about your birthday thingy, well in chinese but i knew that you understand :]
i really hope that day you would really go out with us to have fun on your birthday!! :]
althou it would be all girls and one boy party, but it makes your special right ?? :] MAKE EM' JEALOUS!
haha, but seriously, i really hope that you would go out . i already saved up money for the present which cost around rmX0 :P wahahaha... well, we just hope you like it !!
<( ̄︶ ̄)> 06052004, signing out :]
05050021
boy, i miss your kisses all the time, but this is twenty five minutes too late...
' what would you do if we broke up ? '
she asks, ' i would say okay ' he answers.
in shocked, she questioned, ' why? '.
' because it's your decision that you don't want to be with me anymore ' answers the boy.
and she was speechless....
when a guy really loves a girl, he would do anything that would make the girl happy.
even when she asks for a breakup.
Girls, never asks for breakup for only small matters. Because you might never know, they'd leaved you forever. Normally, girls would ask for breakup, because they want the guys to chase them back, tell them how they feel... thats what girls really want to hear. But none of the boys understands i guess.
i'm glad that i didn't ask for breakup during our 6days+ quarelling. It wasn't really quarelling, it was more to avoiding. i didn't know how to face this matter, so i just pass my day with a smile. Somepeople might think i'm very carefree, even when they ask me about US, i would just say ' Don't Care '... but i do care ):
i missed him so much, and i didn't dared to show it. Somepeople might see it at first, but when everyone's having fun, i would just laugh and smile and be happy with everyone else. Because nothing else matters when he's not there. i missed him. Alot.
' what would you do if we broke up ? '
she asks, ' i would say okay ' he answers.
in shocked, she questioned, ' why? '.
' because it's your decision that you don't want to be with me anymore ' answers the boy.
and she was speechless....
when a guy really loves a girl, he would do anything that would make the girl happy.
even when she asks for a breakup.
Girls, never asks for breakup for only small matters. Because you might never know, they'd leaved you forever. Normally, girls would ask for breakup, because they want the guys to chase them back, tell them how they feel... thats what girls really want to hear. But none of the boys understands i guess.
i'm glad that i didn't ask for breakup during our 6days+ quarelling. It wasn't really quarelling, it was more to avoiding. i didn't know how to face this matter, so i just pass my day with a smile. Somepeople might think i'm very carefree, even when they ask me about US, i would just say ' Don't Care '... but i do care ):
i missed him so much, and i didn't dared to show it. Somepeople might see it at first, but when everyone's having fun, i would just laugh and smile and be happy with everyone else. Because nothing else matters when he's not there. i missed him. Alot.
20110505
05052309
Hey You! i don't like you :] Get Lost.
wow, what a shock. Suddenly into positive thinking of not being EMO? who was the one who had 'HIM' still in your heart? who is the one who cried on my shoulder for the passed weeks? who was the one who get EMO when HE was hurt or whatever. who was the one who didn't want to talk to anyone else because she was rude. who was the one who judge SOMEPEOPLE and now being so friend to her?
well, this is my blog, i can write anything i want. IF you get offended, it's your problem. No matter if you're my who and my who -.-'
Don't judge anyone before you think about yourself. I didn't say that i wasn't EMO, i did and i still do it. Sometimes when i don't want to talk about my stuffs, means I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT. i needed someone to hug, were you there? ):
think about it...
wow, what a shock. Suddenly into positive thinking of not being EMO? who was the one who had 'HIM' still in your heart? who is the one who cried on my shoulder for the passed weeks? who was the one who get EMO when HE was hurt or whatever. who was the one who didn't want to talk to anyone else because she was rude. who was the one who judge SOMEPEOPLE and now being so friend to her?
well, this is my blog, i can write anything i want. IF you get offended, it's your problem. No matter if you're my who and my who -.-'
Don't judge anyone before you think about yourself. I didn't say that i wasn't EMO, i did and i still do it. Sometimes when i don't want to talk about my stuffs, means I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT. i needed someone to hug, were you there? ):
think about it...
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