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不听老人言 , 吃亏在眼前 :)

since last time , I thought I've understood the meaning of it ,
but not until my own personal experience only will I really understand it .



These few weeks , packed with assignments
no time for outside world :|

I can't work with people who don't listen to what I have to say and make decision about it .
It is already a pain in the ass being in the same class as you , now I have to be in the same team ?
I totally love group assignments , but just not with you .

Being a Designer , maybe I'm not meant to do it .
I like to have my own imaginations , using my own style and colors .
but too bad , I have to impress my client as in my Lecturer to get paid.

Its almost Semester Break ! Happy ! :)
thou affordable people can go on trips , but people like us find jobs
its not that we can't afford , we just ain't willing to afford .
semester break , please be good to me .. and get me a JOB ! :)

Happy about semester break ? I'm also happy about Christmas ! :)
what should we do this Christmas ?  I have no idea .
many people thinks that before Christmas , there will be 3 days without sunlight
because the whole universe will be in a line ? I guess so .
so we're all going to freeze ! moreover , no phones , no laptops and no wifi !
I wonder if the whole world freezes , will the next generation laugh at our clothing or gadgets ?
anyways , back to Christmas ...  I miss the times when we gathered in Grandpa's home
we'll exchange gifts , sing Christmas carols , play games or acting .
but there's no way to change it back again I guess , because everyone is stuck with a smartphone .

Last two years of Christmas , me and my friends went to TimeSquare and played snow spray :)
first time experience yet very fun :) But ... oh well , somethings were meant to be changed .
the relationship between me and her have been getting wider and wider until we don't even know each other.
the oldies says , my friends says but yet i still don't believe.
In the end , thanks for helping me to believe that you were just a passer-by.

Quite hurt but it's my own fault for believing you too much .
Helping you so much and not even a 'Thanks' . Rotten Kids ! *granny voice*


by the way ! Its December !
welcome December ! please be good to me :)

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what a day :)

well , first time first ...
Thanks Leon Wong for fetching me to college today... and making you wait /.\
you have 3 more hours to go for class and i'm back home already D: I'M SORRY !

Today submit Hafiz's exercise , just go there submit then can go already ohmygosh,wasteoftime
well at least mine not so much mistake :) just need to change abit .

Basketball Co-Curriculum ! I thought today was like normal days , playing around .
Didn't know there was a test , and somehow i did bad in it because i was pretty nervous D:
there is still one more test , i think its 2 points and 3 points /.\  ganbatteh !

# 有手有脚的人做乞丐 ? 有能力怎么不试去找工作好过骗人钱 .

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indescribable feelings.


so many things had happened yet there are no changes .
when I heard you were in his house , tears rolled down like dripping water .
i guess some things weren't meant to be forgotten .

seeing you being alone , left behind
and seeing me , having no power to take care of you
makes my heart ache , makes my heart break .
- be strong .

when you cry , everyone knows
they care for you , they wipe your tears , they make you laugh
when i cry , who knows
I can only cry and count to 10 and that's it .
#thankstosunshineforbeingthere.

i just wish you would be more mature ,
not to let people around worry .
if i keep helping you , i'll make you worst .
sorry that I've been using harsh words and scolding you
i hope you understand .


i'm not in love , but i know the feeling of getting left behind . 

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when its not yours , it wont be yours .

Happy Deepavali to all my indian friends ! :)
may you have a great celebration with your families :)
#iwantsomemuruku!

I watched TED ! la-la-la-la-la~
even with all the bad words and perverted actions ,
i'm still in love with him x)

besides that , I watched a show about time .
its a show about everyone have to earn their own time as in money.
how much money you have , how much time you own .
until you have no more money left , you'll be left to die in seconds .
moral of the story ~ Time = Money

#thanks to brother for downloading :)


Assignments /.\
i have no idea what to do .

Jinson and Jeremy's .
Yee Lin's think of name and do proposal.
Hafiz's typography AGAIN.

guess thats all :)
got full marks for Pn's listening and speaking examination :)
now wish me luck for BM examination ! ><

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to me , they are everything .


FINALLY ! Finished Hafiz's typography . Actually I finished it yesterday evening, but then he said that it didn't reach what he wanted so I have to change the whole thing to pleases him.

while thinking about the future , I wonder what will be my future ?
will I be a famous designer, an ordinary designer or maybe not a designer ?
well, it will all be in God's hand :)


well , here's a picture of my typography :)

before edited

after edited

so , what do you guys think ?
I still prefer the first one thou cause its really unique whereas the second one looks plain.

my reference is Basketball .
and I've decided to name it Bouncing Fonts .
why ? no idea .


lol , second semester start , everything about Basketball .

Basketball sings : Why you're so obsesses with me  ~(>.<)~

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Happy November :)

new month, please be good to me - onegaishimasu. ♥

its the 8th week since I've started the second semester , 

many assignments passed, presentations done :)

something to be proud of :  

Danny , Emily and Me , we got the best presenters :) Virgo ! we're awesome.

Having awesome relationships with my college buds , no fights just laughter . 

going through hardships works out friendships . 

Misses Her - Arial Teh . 

Problems come and goes , I'll stay forever if possible .  I Promise. 

advice of the day - just be yourself , you weren't born to impress others . 

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why did you tear my heart apart , you said you'll love me from the start
all those painful things you've put me through but i'm still loving you .


hey ! :) It's already October 21st . it's almost a month since I've spoke of my thoughts.
how has it been ?  broken yet strong.

it's the second semester , more and more materials that need to be bought and wasted .
there are sometimes advantages and disadvantages , but at least i got it through.
thanks to my friends , especially Nicholas for helping me with the magazine :)

it was their graduation few days ago , I didn't get to see him thou.
I miss him , a lot . We fought few days ago just because I was in a stupid bad mood.
so, i'm sorry . please forgive me .
because of college and him final exam , it seems that our relationship has grown further away..
i hope that we could chase up when my sem break starts and your exam is over :)

now randomly strolling songs on youtube, listening to Shiga's 'I'm still loving you'.
it's really a nice song , even thou it's sad but it lets me think back alot about my memories.
memories about Him ... and Him... and Him ...       and there's Her .

everything has gone to memories , i just wish you knew the truth behind the lies. 

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it's been days since I've updated my blog , it's the 30th of September !

Happy Mooncake Festival everyone ! :)

today , not only mooncake festival , but it's also a best friend of mine from secondary school

Mohammad Syazley 's birthday :)  so yeah , HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAZLEY !

got to think back what has happened since the 17th of September . 

*refreshing through albums of pictures*

well , i passed up one assignment :) 

it is from the Colour and Design subject which we had to make a coaster which was decorated through a bunch of Line Designs . At last , got only 6.5 marks over 10 marks . too bad .

now currently busying with Jeremy's assignment the magazine , got to remember to bring laptop to college for Nicholas to fix my adobe >< ! If not i can't finish my assignment like this . Other than that , we will be having an ''Inpromtu Short Talks' by Ms.Prashena . Then logo design as in Symbol design by Mr Jinson ! Really bek chek with his Simple Simple Simple .. 

enough with college . Just few hours ago , came back from Momo Cafe for a gathering of SMK Pandan Jaya's seniors and juniors . i was definitely bored to death . Well , maybe because they are not my gang of friends . My FRIENDS came awhile and went to Cyber Cafe :'(  what friends . 

uhh.. what a mess .

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sun will rise, my friend

won't let you cry , my dear .

- Shining Friends - 2R

16th September 

morning woke up and went for breakfast , 

came home awhile then went to church .

argued twice , sick of it . 

吵架 , 不是牵个手抱一抱就可以当没一回事 .

i hope this is the last time she'll see my tears . 

17th September 

good morning peeps :)

its 8:26a.m and i totally got my time back lol.

thoughts about friends , thoughts about love .

friends...

the one i trust most is TanHengFatt . 

the one i can talk to is Yumi

the one i love to share things with is Arial

and the one i can joke around with is LauLikHo

love..

family love , friends love ..

but no lover love . lol .

i kept asking my dad to find a guy for me

the ones that he prefers . 

at least he knows best , so i don't have to care anymore :)

相亲 ? x) 

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truth be told , i miss you .

15th September - a day out with Her :)

morning woke up at 5 , drove mom and bro to TOC at 7
then went for breakfast with dad at Famous PJ HaMin :)
reached home played computer awhile then went out with her

and the story begins :)

went to find her first at Pandan Indah ,
then we headed to Time Square to watch movie
Kepong Gangster 甲洞 

its really nice to watch :)
after that we went to pavilion to walk around
then we went for snooker with her ex and his friend .

played 3 match , only in 2 balls
what a failure .....
back in the old days when i was a pro lol.

so yeah , this is my one day trip
totally tired and hungry
i shall sleep . Good Night .

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September 12

its my birthday ! Happy Birthday to Me :)
nothing special on my birthday this year ,
but at least for a change i celebrated with my family and not my friends :)

morning played basketball with bro and jennifer's family .
slept through the afternoon then woke up and went to fetch mom from work
after that we went to 1utama and ate our dinner at Vivo because they are giving out free coffee x)
mom ordered one strawberry cheesecake for me :)  my love - strawberry ♥

my strawberry cheesecake :)

free coffee :)

september 13

didn't wake up for basketball today , sorry bro :(

bro woke me up in the afternoons then we headed out to buy something :)

expensive but worth it i guess , really nice to use also .

here's a picture of me lol - new shirt :)

september 14

today :)  really scared for exam results since yesterday midnight !

waited and waited and waited till i forgot about it only it wants to pop out.

my results , its alright i guess :)

- results -

at least i passed all :) 

Thank God  ♥

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somebody , i'm really sorry for what had happened .

Today morning really got fed up and blur because mom just comes in my room and shouts 

' why you haven't wake up !! ' i was totally blur because no one called me wake up and suddenly i got scold.

reached church late , but thanks hoon ee and ee for the early birthday gift :)

after church i thought we were going somewhere nearby our house , but because i was sleeping the whole way and woke up only realise we came to Sunway :)

childhood memories ! :) i used to come here alot when i was younger . 

walked around and saw ice skating :) miss it alot ... 

then we searched for food and ended up in Tony Roma's  as a lunch dedicated for my birthday :)

it was delicious and the prince was reasonable :)

then we walked around for awhile and headed home .

everyone was so tired that they just slept when they get in the car

too bad for daddy , he had to drive . thanks dad , you're the best :)

reached home , everyone straight away went to sleep again 

what's worst , i woke up realising i haven't even took out my socks !

went upstairs to look for mom , mom think that the people there put some 安眠药 inside our food x)

well , what a great day :)

Add caption

i think i look old :(  

anyways , the shirt ... so cute right ? x)

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10 天了 ,  你最近还好吗  ?


morning got called up by brother because family was cleaning the house so i went downstairs and helped.
after that helped mom colour her hair , then went out with uncle George .

we went LowYat because i told him i wanted to buy charger and battery , it's for my birthday gift .
reached there , looked around and asks for prices .  all around the place was so expensive and i didn't know how to buy electronics because that is what mom and bro would always do .  So after asking few shops , bought it from one shop that sold the battery and charger for rm165.    thanks mister :)

after that we went to time square for Starbucks . drank mocha with chocolate i think , and shared a piece of blueberry cheesecake with uncle George . we sat there kept playing our phones , chatted awhile then we went home :)

thanks uncle George for bringing me out for shopping ! and thanks for Starbucks :)
love you lots .  :)

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post number 331 :)

can't believe there are already so many posts since 2008 May.
here ,  i want to thank whoever actually reads my blog post x)

audience :)

curious , how would people from iraq , poland , france or wherever knows about my blog ?

http://indescribable-feelingz.blogspot.com/ 

obviously there's a Z at the end of feeling-z. 

people can't be spelling wrong could they ?

Lately been busy with a job , Designing . 

maybe i just can draw what ever makes me feel nice , 

don't like taking orders or fulfilling what people wants .

sorry if i don't do a good job  :(

it's September 6th :) 

Happy Birthday Cindy JieJie ! may God bless you :)

Tomorrow ! :)

my beloved's birthday  7th of September . 

got 2 presents for her because i can't make a decision x)

aren't you glad that i am your buddy :)

will be counting down , and will hunt you ;)

BEWARE ! 

College life is starting .. soon , i'll become back like this

why ? because i will need extra brain juice for assignments that will be coming towards me !

oh yeah , my college friend finally passed her undang test , it shall be my turn.... soon.  ihope.
college ! what changes will there be ?  i hope thinneh won't give me any position or whatsoever because i don't give a da*n about whatever is needed .   ormaybeido.
one of my girls are not studying anymore :'(  fees and the courses aren't good for her. i'll miss you .



by the way , Tuesday i went out with my wife , her husband and my one-day-date .
at first i went there because wanted to show a friend of mine which isn't from Kuala Lumpur around the place. Took him all over Time Square and there it is ><  oh , thanks for paying the drinks :)   richman.
he's younger than me , and his girlfriend is even younger . hoho, i'm a big girl :)

after they went back to the girl's grandmother's house , me and my one-day-date walked around to search for present for the birthday girl . then i accompanied him to lowyat to buy mouse-pad  rm59.90.
then we went back to Time Square and headed to Fashion Runway where there's a big mirror and while waiting for the couples to come, we were taking pictures there x)

After taking pictures , it was already pretty late , i went to buy a snack for dinner then we went outside . asked 4 taxi , crossed the bridge twice and still no taxi.   fakqiu.  i was really tired because i did not sleep the night before for coughing nonstop the whole night and i was on high heels the whole day walking with them so i just kept silent . sorry if i made you guys thought that i was angry .  so at last , me and my one-day-date took lrt back home and my wife and her husband took bus because they wanted to go pasarmalam .  oh , my high heels broke half way to the lrt ! now i only have a sports-walking shoe and a national service shoe . :(  ohwell , better luck next time . 

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welcome September ! :)

starting September with fever , flu and cough  :(

yesterday was Merdeka , its a great opportunity for families to go for trips together x)

yesterday morning we went for breakfast somewhere at Nilai there . 

we ate DimSum :)  and there's also G-CheongFun xD

After that , we send my grandfather home and we headed to Malacca ! :)

i was sleeping the whole way there because i didn't get any sleep the day before.

after reaching Malacca, we went to Johnson gorgor's cafe and i ate BlackPepperPork :)

on the way to jusco ....

After reaching Jusco , saw this huge SpongeBob  and a mini patrick beside it . 

the worst thing about this , the kids goes in through the mouth and comes out through the butt . gross.

anyways, what do you call this ? bouching castle ?

then we walked to F.O.S, saw 3 shirts which was really cute 

and 3 of them are also dinosaurs XD

cuteness overload !

but i didn't buy it TT 

after that we went to another shop which i forgot what was it called 

while waiting for mom to try on clothes , tried to act cute in another dressing room XD

after walking around Jusco , we went to Jonker Walk .  It was still pretty early when we got there and not many shops were open yet . 

so then we went to a "Pub" name Geo somethingsomething. *lost of memory*

then we left the place and walked around and saw some sun glasses which were pretty nice :)

choose many , then end up my dad choose one for me x)

cost rm15 :)  was brokenhearted when i saw other shops were selling only for rm10 . TT

after that , we saw a shop that writes - buy one second rm1 - (something like that) it means you buy one shirt and you get the second one for rm1 . so we went in and have a look .

mom and bro choose 2 dress for me to try out... 

the second one is really cute because it was covered with animals and writings XD

but mom says it looks like an apron so i only took one of them . 

the dress cost rm59.90.    expensive !!! D:

bro and mom said that finally i bought something because i'm always rejecting for buying stuffs. 

after buying , it was pretty late already ... so we decide to go home. 

on the way back to the car , we played around with the lift weight thingy 

yeah , so after getting in the car, i slept through the whole trip home :)

this is a picture of my dress 

cute right ? i know XD

September 1st . 

today i thought of playing morning basketball, but my head hurt a lot and dad says i'm having fever.

its kinda suffering because each part of my body feels like its screaming " im tired !! " but i have no way to get back to sleep again . 

then dad asked me to go upstairs and sleep because got aircond.

so my whole day is almost spend with sleeping . 

welcoming September with sickness :( 

hate being sick !! 

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再一次 , 失去了我爱的一个人 .


August 30th :)

Happy Birthday Karen DaiDai ! :)
may all your wishes come true .

Today went out with my brother and peiyee
bought something for somebody ;)
thought want to buy something else , but that something else out of budget \(-___-)/
wanna buy something something else , just need to see when got time .


just now i thought of finding him to yumcha tomorrow
but end up him saying something like that
people (doesn't include my family) who i trust the most always end up leaving
this is why i don't trust anyone anymore .
hope you have a better life without me  :')

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Hiya ! August 28th :)

10days , many things had happened since then.

don't really remember , so i guess pictures will tell the story :)

yesterday , went to pavilion with my brother to spend some quality time x)

my model, and my art :)   similar ? XD

caption : Man-Shoulders 

drawn by my bro
(cant you see that he's asking you to give a like ? )

Slenderman  :   LIKE

this is the 1st shirt that i tried out at Forever 21

2nd shirt, which is better ? 

last saturday which was on the 25th , i went out with my college friends the 3 lou sais.

sing k at neway then ate dinner at old town white coffee . 

didn't get to buy my mash potato :( nicholas wong ! you owe me D:<

the 3lousai talking dota nonstop.

so yeah , 2 more days and its Karen's birthday x)

its gonna be september soon , not only the second sem is starting ,

our birthdays are also coming :( we're getting older and older TT

if its not because of her, 

i wouldn't even realize its already the end of august :|

thanks Arial .  ♥

i've already planned to do something for her birthday present :3
so hope it's alright by then :DDD