Boring. [Everytime you see me..What do you see?]

    Hmmm... Nowadays, every one's been real quite. It's like the end of the world for me... I don't know what i should do. Nowadays, I kept having weird dreams. example, result, school, friends....etc . what are they trying to tell me...?
    
    I totally miss school. I want to go back to school. I want to have home work. No, i'm not crazy, my teenage life isnt like when i was small. When i was small, mom and dad used to bring us go melaka or langkawi for holidays. Now... Mom and Dad is working so hard, my brother is going to collage soon, and the collage fees are really expensive.
  
  I miss daddy so much right now. No one here to tell me to go to bed. No one here to take the laptop away from me. No one here to hug me. No one here to give me permission to go out. No one here to brag about studies. Geez dad. Now i know how important you are. I Love You Daddy <3

  I've been asking all my friends about "Everytime you see me..What do you see?" Some weird answers like " a cute girl with emoness", " a very funny girl", " Helmet!", " Forget others when i see the person i love","Dunno"," You lor!"
Thanks for the answers guys. I really want to know the real truth. I don't think i'm that kind of simple person. I'm scare if i hurt others feelings. [Please leave a comment about "Everytime you see me..What do you see?" thank you]

   Now i'm currenlly blogging,chatting with Christopher,hearing "You make me wanna - Blue" and thinking of how i'll survive with 3 important guy missing from my life right now..

   Tomorrow morning going to play basketball. I wonder if i can wake up or not. Hope can lor, cause James sempai and the others are coming too. Later they come my house, i still sleeping very "Fish"

   Okay la. I want to spend my last minute with Christopher. So Good Bye. [No, i'm not going to die]