Don't Sad, Be Happy

i feel like i've changed...
after that fight... i have no idea what i became.. =[
I'm not a good friend after all....
i'm not worthy to be thier friend...
they have been there for me thru thick and thin,
but when they are in need,
all i can do is say " Don't Sad, Be Happy"
i'm so useless...

Elli
Erica
Alwin
Arial

4 of them are my bestest friends ever..
Always help me, no matter how annoying i am
but i feel like i've been bringing trouble for them,
they have thier own problem,
and i add more problem to them..
i'm taking everything back..
and i'll stay in my own world.
I'm sorry guys..
i can't help much...
now i'm a coward,
i can't solve this problem and i ran away...
but i have no choice..
all i can do is run...

Remember always,
you guys are always my bestest friends...
thanks for everything =)