Days being with HIM

07/06/2010
Monday

Today went time square with Leon,Arial,Ken and Chuan San.
Me,Arial and Leon bought the same shirt
but mine was black and they bought white. (sad)
It was a fun day... because someone wasn't there to spoile my mood. :)
but i didn't know why... i can't smile :(
as time passes... i get more and more close to him...
but after reaching home..
No mood already :(
After that went to James' house..
actually wanted to go pasar malam, but it rained.
so we all stayed at his house play guitar till mom came to find us.

08/06/2010
Tuesday

Today the day passed very fast..
because there's nothing to do.
Skype with Leon,Chris,Yuan and Arial.
but i was just sitting there watching the conversation pop out one by one.
hearing thier funny voices...
Soon, my brother called me for basketball.
since i have nothing to do.
i went for basketball...
Just now Yuan said something...
pieces of my heart is shattering...
and yes, i admit that i'm jealous
Nvrm... since i'm not his gf.
i shouldn't care so much..

09/06/2010
Wednesday

Today we celebrate Chris' early birthday.
well.. we didn't really celebrate...
but hope he was happy..
Waii waii took many pictures...
even took a picture of me eating x.X
Today he hold my hand when i was trying to stop his hand from doing something..
i pulled my hand away and my face was so red.
soon, they were changing the names of the file...
they put my name, after that put stuffs like "Chocolate" or !@#$%^
haha....so mou liu right?
We went for movie few minutes later....
Prince Of Persia...
i thought it was like a plain war about blood and killing.
but it went interesting and they even kissed. <3
the cinema today was lively...
when they kissed, everyone automaticlly clap hands...
haha...i wanted to clap also... but... Shy Shy XD
After that Ken almost told Leon about something i asked Ken about.
i was just in time to stop him...
but then Leon was like curious and keep wanting to know.
Soon it was time to go home.
when we reach lrt station,
omg...>< the whole place was fill with people.
so me and leon line up... a very very long line.
After that finally we bought the tickets.
went to lrt station, borded the train
then Ken was like whole time EMO-ing.
i hope he's okay. because he didn't say a word.
After Ken went down... Leon asked me again what did i told Ken.
I gave him a hint, (a girl) and he said he know what happen already..
but he kept asking... i just tell him
don't bother thinking about it anymore, because he's not my bf or anything...

END OF STORY

Just now you asked...
but it was like a " Give me one chance"
i was blur, so i just stare...
then he was like giving up.
i was goin sad again ...


LIFE HATES ME!!