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i apologize for anything I've done wrong. 
it's not that i admit I'm wrong, 
i just don't hope that when we meet in  future 
it will become very awkward


that's what i told everyone :)
I'm sorry if i did or say anything to hurt you
I hope you can forgive me . 


these few days i finally can get back my sleep :)
maybe those few days, i really was thinking of him :')
well, thanks to his coldness towards me, I can finally let it down. 

many people changed, some focus on finding work, some focus of working
some maybe just focus on having fun. which am i?
I'm focusing on PLKN. 


every time they talked about PLKN, it's a little hurt for me
because I would miss my family, my friends... and HIM.
i will be departing at Petaling Jaya, so I don't expect any of my friends will come. 
it's okay thou. At least i wouldn't be so sad. 


PLKN, I hope that 3months isn't as bad as what i thought. 
many people said it's fun, maybe for them ? I'm not them :')


my heart really aches, every time i see HER suffering so much
i remember last time she used to be a really cheerful girl. 
what made her become like that :'(  


Many people say I am suitable to be a boy,
but too bad, I had feelings for guys before. 
I might act like a guy, but I'm not as though as you think.


it's okay that no one really accompany me after broke up
last time it was Him. LBH, now.... they are not the one i expect. 
but I'm thankful that they are there to comfort me :)
especially XiaoJun :) thanks a lot .


these few days i get emotional pretty quick, 
so forgive me if it happened in-front of you.
just hug me and let me cry, if that is possible :')


yeah, I don't mind how life treats me.
how it happens, i still have to live. :)
who knows there might be a brighter future for me.


one more exam and I'm free :) but about the holidays and such
i don't know if i can actually attend :') 
because of some problem, i bet many families are facing it.
i put my family on top , so no matter what, they come first. 

so about gathering, roller, sing K, Christmas parties, Birthday parties
don't have to tell me about it :) i can't afford to go out so many times. 
thanks anyways for the invitation. i appreciate it. 

so yeah, thanks anyways . :)