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4th of April  - 11:20a.m.

                     Its finally April, many things had happened . Ups and Downs , even broken but eventually we got through it . 

                     Many have known about my family's situation which i have no idea who you knew it from . I'm sorry that I kept it all to myself because for some reasons I still cannot accept that fact that my dad had gone to be with the Lord.  I admit that I still talk to him wondering if that he could listen, still imagining that he was beside me on the bed hugging me. Well, I was Daddy's little girl , so him leaving really made my life somewhat empty. At least I know that he has a great life now in Heaven with the Lord, enjoying what he couldn't enjoy .

                     Anyways, thanks to all the people who came for my dad's funeral and who helped out, we appreciate it .


                     Few more days and we're traveling overseas to Hong Kong ! Now that I think about it, my favorite Youtube Idol "Bubzbeauty"( http://www.youtube.com/user/bubzbeauty ) is currently staying in Hong Kong , maybe if there's miracle, I get to meet her :) Anyways, in Hong Kong they say that we can buy things with good quality and really low prices . No wonder Hong Kong people are so fashionable !  I went to Hong Kong once , but that was on my 10 years old birthday...  along with Dad. This time we're traveling as four person as well, including my aunty Jo. I will have fun , as that is what Dad wants. Us to be happy :)

                     2 days ago it was my Dad's birthday :) We notice that every time during his birthday, he would either be outstation or overseas. So, we rarely get to spend his birthday with him. Today is the 4th, so 2 days later , it will be my Mother's birthday ! :) Her birthday wish ? For us to pack the room ha-ha. We have thought of going to Genting Highland because that is Dad's favorite place, so we would go there to remember back our memories as our 'Qing Ming' . But in the end, we think that we wont have anything to do up in Genting Highland so maybe we will be staying home.

                     I found alot of pictures of me and Dad when we went to Genting Highlands then we went to the strawberry park which was located near Genting Highland. We had many pictures together and to our surprise, we look exactly like each other ! :)  Mom says I look alot like Dad, but other people say I look exactly like Mom lol.  At least I know I'm not adopted - [which I thought I was when I was younger because I thought they treat my brother better than me. ]  ITS A MISUNDERSTAND.