I Love You

Just another normal Friday...

Today my Darling Leon got Flu =( Somemore go and play basketball wor! Yoorrr =( Dear ar.. the weather so hot, you somemore go and play. I very sam tong wan u noe... T.T

something bad happend today... Wei Yong went to Hospital.. Because he got high fever...
I'm sure Yumi is very worried about him, i can see that expression on her face that told me
she was going to cry... i know she was holding back... then suddenly she said she's going to toilet to tie her hair
when she came back, i know what happend... because no one will tie hair in such long time...

He's my Best Friend, he's in the hospital and i can't do anything. I feel like i'm such a failure...because of that, one drop of my tear came out... Luckly Leon and Chris didnt see because they were sitting infront of me...

Today Hin Ting changed part of our dance moves... because they think using the "Cai Dai" kinda weird...x.X
so everything was changed... it's kinda messy, but i think it's better than the last one. I guess.


These few days i've been looking at the blue sky... looking at how freely they move...
i kept thinking back about me and dear... what happend between us actually...?
i can't figure it out also, but i know... i know that i'm really annoying because i'm not a good gf. I'm Sorry.

Dear... You know these few days why i look so moody?? Remember when i told you that i had a bad feeling...? Sometimes i look at the sky searching for answers... What is that bad feeling...?
I'm sorry dear. I know you don't like people saying sorry to you...so.. i apologize.
i didn't tell you everything because you will surely do that "she's so annoying" face.
i've been practising how to smile... but one look and you can see that it's a fake smile...

Dear.. i really love you and i don't want to let you go.. But if you leave me then i would have no choice...
I apologize for not being a proper gf ... caring for the bf, loving him and acting more feminin...
i know maybe some guys would ask you... Why would you choose her as a gf?
there are many other fishies in the sea, and you can pick anyone you like...
i thank you for choosing me ... because of you, i can finally have a smile on my face...
just like the old times when i havent had my heart broken =)