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I'm Such a Failure...

Tsamina mina zangalewa
cuz this is Africa XD

Today singing competition... i sucked at it... Even thou how many of my friends said that i sang really well, but only one person says its not nice.. and that's my brother... thoes words made me belive that.. and i really do sucked. When i was singing infront, i wanted to close my eyes, but i can't have many people looking at me... Especially when many cameras are recording... When there's music, i have to wait very long, well, since i'm not good so no one clapped for me, besides Li Hao.. thanks ^^

After that we went for basketball... thoes guys were like monkeys chasing the ball here and there.. i kept asking for the ball and they were all like " wait ar, i will get it for you" but after 3 second, they forgot what they said and i got fed up.. so i just had this angry face and wei yong saw me... when i walked away, wei yong told kim san that i was angry, then only kim san called us to play along... i wanted to scold them.! but thanks anyways for the offer... i sucked at basketball today too... 10 balls only 1 ball in ... WHAT IS HAPPENING...?

Then it was 4pm.. Leon wanted to go back already... so i followed him... i felt like i'm bothering him becos im the only girl there with his 3 guy friends.. Chua and Ken went for lunch at somewhere nearby there, only left me, leon and chris walked back to pandan jaya LRT.

Finally we reached Ampang LRT station and we said our goodbyes... i didn't have the mood to go home... because i missed him too much... soon, i walked till the basketball court, then i found my brother, robin, wei yong and ah long playing basketball... so i didn't went home and went straight to basketball court...

We played i think for 3 hours + ... they keep ejek me about the song i sang... i know this time i used fake voice, because i'm too nervous... i didn't even know when to start... T.T  Then wei yong taught me how to "Shang Lan" (run run run and step 2 steps and throw the ball [you should get what i meant])... then we played thru rains and thunder storms... everytime a thunder strikes... i keep covering my ears .. because i'm scare of the sound.. that goes like... KABOOM!!!

After playing... it was 7pm. My brother sent all of them back... because its rainning and it's very dangerous at night... so then when they reached, we said goodbyes.. After sending Ah Long home, we went nearby mamak stall and had teh ais and roti canai. =) Then my father called and told my brother that at home got food, my grandpa cooked fried rice x.X Sheesh... sometimes my father is just too scared.. (Dai Geng Xiu Guai)

Then i went home and took a bath... went online until now... It's 12.32am.. Dear went offline 20 minutes ago... We played SDO with Chris, Ken, Chua, Celina and her old classmate... But then because me and Leon was too "pro" they left our room and said things that really hurt my feeling x.X

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