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i'm cold..

where are you when i need you now...

where are you when i needed your shoulder to cry on...

where are you when i want to see you so badly...

Reality Check : LIFE needs to go on

just now i posted on my wall saying " looking at the left sidebar, it looks like i'm telling a big lie :X "

i'm happy that he commented, because it's been so long since he has comment on my things..

but all he asks was " you okay? "

actually i replied " how could i be? ", then i went to delete that comment and posted " i'm alright :) "

and he just liked it. (i'm hurt)

then he commented " it's another lie isn't? "

and i just replied " iono :X " (iono means i duno. check Rion's dictionary )

then he asks " what happend to you ? "

and then i said " iono :X lol. i'm fine :) "

and it seems that he belived it and said " haiz..lol. hope you're okay ba "

all i can say now is " yea, hope so "

i miss him, ALOT.

i cannot tell him the truth, i want him to move on.

i don't want him to suffer from guilt and being left alone there

i can't go back to him, because there seems to be a barrier there

so all i can say is Life's not Fair.

(so poetic huh :] )

goin to change my blog address after this post,

because he might read it and i don't want him to know

knowing that things won't work out and i ought to know

that i shouldnt expect anyone would be there to let me hold

(haha, another masterpiece :] )

lol, was making a page because there's so much to write

but then i got carried away by comments and forgot to write

and now i'm lazy to go and find

it's okay, i'll be fine.

(not nice :[ weekk, dosen't matter :P )

enough with the poetic feeling! -.-'

i hate exams omg -.-' and tomorrow we have to practise dance again

and i have to do the 'jiu jiu jiu ~ BOOM ' until it's perfect !

Tonight is a definately COLD night :[

been sneezing for few times, or maybe someone just misses me :] *wink wink*

not everything that has happend i'll post it

because some of it are discribable. :]